Prolly best in the long term for your head.
Swede tells me I can take lessons , charter a boat for the weekend , yada yada yada….
the rv van would be perfect for fishing trips in the mountains and valleys of southern Utah where I was borned…..
small enough to get in tight places, gets 15-20 mpg , energy efficient to stay off grid for about 30 days if needed…….we shall see
in the meantime