Shiva Grows

[zaprjaques]

i know people who were able to cash a lot in the 70s to the 90s, only needed to stay healthy and not get lazy and it was a steady cashflow.

 

[shiva82]

tonights reefer will be a blend . a touch of cheese with spacemonkey base . a quirker

 

[shiva82]

today i was invited to pakistan to find a wife , by my customer. i told him afghanistan is more civilised than the west. he burst out laughing.... i was deadly serious

 

[zaprjaques]

i heard stories of an existing middle class, when butchers came in like a fur store with their bloody aprons on and bought their wives, girfriends, daughters minks for christmas with rubberband cash straight out the pocket.
sounds like a fairytale now.

 

[shiva82]

i also told him straight. pakistani women are the best

 

[shiva82]

i heard stories of an existing middle class, when butchers came in like a fur store with their bloody aprons on and bought their wives, girfriends, daughters minks for christmas with rubberband cash straight out the pocket.
sounds like a fairytale now.

the middle class is being destroyed, which in turn destroys my life as a working class man

 

[shiva82]

shiva is half chinese. cash only

 

[zaprjaques]

the middle class is being destroyed, which in turn destroys my life as a working class man

same here, ive readjusted a couple of times, got to hustle with the flow. if possible.

 

[zaprjaques]

shiva is half chinese. cash only

word word

 

[shiva82]

smoke half now, and half before bed . i have shitloads of jobs to do in the house . i need that pakistani wife sooner rather than later

 

[zaprjaques]

rolling a little ciggy now and then back to beeing sharp and grinding.
fucking nicotine has got me back, too stressful to quit now, but its on my list.
peace!

 

[shiva82]

in the past i have been told i'm bi polar, have aspergers, and adhd. non of these exist but i score highly on adhd and aspergers . it is what it is . i get anxious easily and reactive . kind of like a disability or super power

 

[zaprjaques]

 

[zaprjaques]

fuck it i'll skip the cig.

 

[shiva82]

i would call myself a high functioning retard with apnea and arthritis

 

[zaprjaques]

not that you would need any labeling.

i would call myself a high functioning retard with apnea and arthritis

 

[shiva82]

fuck it i'll skip the cig.

you are doing well. don't let my negativity and predicament influence you. i just rant it off here and there and moan like fuck . i be ok

 

[shiva82]

shatan is riding shotgun on me , but i'm going to eject the cunt on the next turn

 

[shiva82]

 

[zaprjaques]

some people are blaming it on @RobFromTX ,
i say blame life, but then again theres some pretty good times to be had here and there that i dont want to miss.
i'm used to suffering and i'm easily pleased.
our brains have evolved too fast, probably from eating too many veloceraptor steaks when there was no veggies.
dont want to open up a can of worms but in my theory, the apple in the garden of eden stands for meat. made our brains big so now you can choose between good and evil. what a dilemma haha