sorry im still having reading comprehension problems and it kinda hurts to read too much at once but for the most everything is ok but the grow room in the basement buzz? hope you didnt lose any keepers. happy birthday! i feel like shit cause i forgot my moms birthday is today. 63. my moms sister died at 63. she isnt gonna die on my watch. told her after the bears game she can have anything she wants
yeah i was fucked.i had 2 choices. get to the liquor store as fast as i could or go to the ER. chugging liquor would of been quicker but i would of been square one. i dont know if ive ever been that sick before in my life. it i was it was only once or twice. the meth didnt help but i didnt do too much.it was time to go.hopefully this is the last time. got an IV 3 times cause it kept falling out. thought i was gonna have a seizure. i was freaking out while my mom was on the phone with 911. they thought it was a domestic. i told my mom i have to go NOW and not wait for an ambulance.
coolsest nicest cop got there first. obviously a rookie. asked if i was violent and patted me for weapons. i said im sick i gotta go to the ER. he was actually scared i think. it was his first kinda call like this. very nice kid.asking if he can help somehow and even offered to help me walk to the ambulance. very nice and sincere like he really cared.wonder how long thats gonna last.but yeah i was worried i could die any second.wasnt the meth. i was drinking non stop for i dont know. those days are over. its hard to describe. i wasnt drunk.
i saw a very serious movie with Sammie Davis jr. actual name of the move called A man called Adam. my name actually is Adam. anyway he was a violent drunk and talented trumpet player. i actually used to play trumpet a little. any way that movie reminded me exactly like me. dont mean to give the movie away but at the end of the movie he gets on stage and he just keels over and dies from drinking.thats how i felt and i got scared.gave me a bunch of multi vitamins and 20mg of diazapam.dont know what they put in the IV besides saline but it helped a lot.very nice and pretty and nurses doctors. a few really pretty ones with jamacain accents and one Indian nurse.she was especially nice. after the drugs wore off i was getting the urge and aggitated again.so this really awesome nurse gave me another 10mg of diazapam. i needed something stronger but it helped. i feel like such a POS. no more liquor. told myself im gonna have some beer for the bears game and thats it. its time to grow up.but its all i known.ive been drinking jack since i was 13.
i dont know how many lives ninjas have but im getting low.ive never met anyone like me except my lady friend i fell for but she dont talk to me anymore.my mom understands but she isnt exactly in the right mind mind. we talked for about 2 hours earlier.we almost never have a civil convo but she just no matter what it comes back to politics. she actually said she would kick me out if i voted for Trump! im not voting for anyone but im still sick. and its making her sick. i cant wait for this election to be over.its making everyone looney toons.i dont know if you guys ever saw that 3 stooges episode where moe is sick and he goes MY NERVES MY NERVES. think they are out in a cabin and hes popping pills and drinking codeine with liquor or something and the bear steal their food through a window.thats how i feel.im not so tough anymore.my nerves are shot. cant handle loud noises when im sick
but yeah they were real nice pretty nurses.wish i could of talked to them. i know how hard they have it.looks like im gonna have to walk to the liquor store for a 6 pack of beer. i refuse to watch that game without beer.beer isnt the problem. i had 4lokos,vodka,whisky and god knows what else. but one things for sure.this has to stop. and i know you guys are older and wiser but if some kid reading this thinks drugs and alcohol is a joke and your invincible your not.and to be honest i think it was that cheap ass whisky that made me the sickest. it was called like 5 star whiskey or something.tasted like it was distilled out of shreks ass.for future reference unless your really broke never buy anything that says american blended whiskey. they throw whatever is left over in the kitchen sink. point is if i can help just one decent kid not make my mistakes it would make me kinda happy.i havent been happy in probably at least 5 years.shit.maybe ive never been happy
im still messed up so sorry for the rample but feel a lot better. i gotta get some librium at the pharmacy so hope that helps.man this Indian nurse was a trip. said she came here in 04 with 20 bucks.20 bucks wont even buy a combo at mcdonalds now.she was telling old indian healing remedies but i only understood half of what she said. if she could she would of talked for hours.
it figures fields is doing good on the steelers.havent seen him play yet.i guess the consensus is that Cutler is the best QB the bears ever had but i guess people forgot about Sid Luckman. I know its early but i think Bagel is better than wiliams. my dad has had it. he says he hopes the bears lose. i dont want them to lose but i was be very dissapointed. i dont mind if pops wins a game
anyway sorry. im just lost. glad everyone is ok. guess it was really bad down there. i got family in GA.i should see how they are doing. happy birthday buzz! hopefully you dont have too much work to do and glad your ok.you got any kids? get those lazy bums to do it! thats whats kids are for! j/k
yeah i was fucked.i had 2 choices. get to the liquor store as fast as i could or go to the ER. chugging liquor would of been quicker but i would of been square one. i dont know if ive ever been that sick before in my life. it i was it was only once or twice. the meth didnt help but i didnt do too much.it was time to go.hopefully this is the last time. got an IV 3 times cause it kept falling out. thought i was gonna have a seizure. i was freaking out while my mom was on the phone with 911. they thought it was a domestic. i told my mom i have to go NOW and not wait for an ambulance.
coolsest nicest cop got there first. obviously a rookie. asked if i was violent and patted me for weapons. i said im sick i gotta go to the ER. he was actually scared i think. it was his first kinda call like this. very nice kid.asking if he can help somehow and even offered to help me walk to the ambulance. very nice and sincere like he really cared.wonder how long thats gonna last.but yeah i was worried i could die any second.wasnt the meth. i was drinking non stop for i dont know. those days are over. its hard to describe. i wasnt drunk.
i saw a very serious movie with Sammie Davis jr. actual name of the move called A man called Adam. my name actually is Adam. anyway he was a violent drunk and talented trumpet player. i actually used to play trumpet a little. any way that movie reminded me exactly like me. dont mean to give the movie away but at the end of the movie he gets on stage and he just keels over and dies from drinking.thats how i felt and i got scared.gave me a bunch of multi vitamins and 20mg of diazapam.dont know what they put in the IV besides saline but it helped a lot.very nice and pretty and nurses doctors. a few really pretty ones with jamacain accents and one Indian nurse.she was especially nice. after the drugs wore off i was getting the urge and aggitated again.so this really awesome nurse gave me another 10mg of diazapam. i needed something stronger but it helped. i feel like such a POS. no more liquor. told myself im gonna have some beer for the bears game and thats it. its time to grow up.but its all i known.ive been drinking jack since i was 13.
i dont know how many lives ninjas have but im getting low.ive never met anyone like me except my lady friend i fell for but she dont talk to me anymore.my mom understands but she isnt exactly in the right mind mind. we talked for about 2 hours earlier.we almost never have a civil convo but she just no matter what it comes back to politics. she actually said she would kick me out if i voted for Trump! im not voting for anyone but im still sick. and its making her sick. i cant wait for this election to be over.its making everyone looney toons.i dont know if you guys ever saw that 3 stooges episode where moe is sick and he goes MY NERVES MY NERVES. think they are out in a cabin and hes popping pills and drinking codeine with liquor or something and the bear steal their food through a window.thats how i feel.im not so tough anymore.my nerves are shot. cant handle loud noises when im sick
but yeah they were real nice pretty nurses.wish i could of talked to them. i know how hard they have it.looks like im gonna have to walk to the liquor store for a 6 pack of beer. i refuse to watch that game without beer.beer isnt the problem. i had 4lokos,vodka,whisky and god knows what else. but one things for sure.this has to stop. and i know you guys are older and wiser but if some kid reading this thinks drugs and alcohol is a joke and your invincible your not.and to be honest i think it was that cheap ass whisky that made me the sickest. it was called like 5 star whiskey or something.tasted like it was distilled out of shreks ass.for future reference unless your really broke never buy anything that says american blended whiskey. they throw whatever is left over in the kitchen sink. point is if i can help just one decent kid not make my mistakes it would make me kinda happy.i havent been happy in probably at least 5 years.shit.maybe ive never been happy
im still messed up so sorry for the rample but feel a lot better. i gotta get some librium at the pharmacy so hope that helps.man this Indian nurse was a trip. said she came here in 04 with 20 bucks.20 bucks wont even buy a combo at mcdonalds now.she was telling old indian healing remedies but i only understood half of what she said. if she could she would of talked for hours.
it figures fields is doing good on the steelers.havent seen him play yet.i guess the consensus is that Cutler is the best QB the bears ever had but i guess people forgot about Sid Luckman. I know its early but i think Bagel is better than wiliams. my dad has had it. he says he hopes the bears lose. i dont want them to lose but i was be very dissapointed. i dont mind if pops wins a game
anyway sorry. im just lost. glad everyone is ok. guess it was really bad down there. i got family in GA.i should see how they are doing. happy birthday buzz! hopefully you dont have too much work to do and glad your ok.you got any kids? get those lazy bums to do it! thats whats kids are for! j/k
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