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Please Pray For Me

M

Mr. Mountain

As I once told you, Even though you may not believe it there are people who have never met you that LOVE YOU. You deserve to be happy!

I am so proud of you!!! Now the mental/physical reconstruction work begins, GO TO THE GYM!

How is your sleep? If you have problems try Melatonin or go see a doc, sleeping right is crucial. Just as important if not more important than eating right. Take your vitamins and try Soy lecithin for brain health.

If you feel horribly depressed try SSRI medications, or whatever your doc recommends.

If you ever need to talk to me please just PM my wife OMountainMix or myself.

There are various opinions about 12 step programs/meetings. I may catch some flack on this but I don't feel that hanging around a bunch of people who live in the past is always the way to go (meetings rule there lives, they always talk about being a junkie/drugs, etc.) I don't feel It's productive.

I feel that spending your time doing something constructive that improves your life/body is the way to go. But on the other hand, if you feel the need to vent with people who are there face-to-face with you they can be helpful.

If you don't have any friends who don't use/used needle drugs go make some! See some shows, NYE is coming up there should be something in your area.

I can't stress how important it is to work out and get healthy, both physically and mentally!

When using opiates people tend to cut themselves off from everyone. Spend time with people, go out to the library or museum and just talk to people! Hold doors, make small talk/eye contact and SMILE.

Try doing some charity work, you would be amazed how good it makes YOU feel. The holidays can be a rough time anyway, let alone when your brain chemicals are all out of whack.

Remember your still alive and up here looking down at the grass instead of being 6Ft under! Every day is a blessing.



I wish you fair winds and following seas, smooth sailing my brother.

Mr. M
 

i grow

Active member
Reaching out for help is a good start my friend.ending it is not the answer talking to friends and loved ones or someone who dont judge may be helpful also.
Your in my thoughts.
 

HerbGlaze

Eugene Oregon
Veteran
Trust me when I say this.. staying sober is some tough shit. I have been through some messed up crap but nothing compares to kicking the needle. I really do feel like I can keep this up. I still am clean, one day at a time they say. I don't like counting days I just like to stay focused and keep my eye on the prize which is staying sober.

I love every single one of you who have supported me and also the ones who have doubted me. Without you I would not be where I am today.
 

paulo73

Convicted for turning dreams into reality
Veteran
You are not alone HerbGlaze.
And from where i stand wining the fight against the needle will prepare you for all the other fights yet to come.I know that the fight is hard&messy but everyday you stay strong&focused things become a tad easier.
Stay Strong&Above
 

mriko

Green Mujaheed
Veteran
Trust me when I say this.. staying sober is some tough shit. I have been through some messed up crap but nothing compares to kicking the needle. I really do feel like I can keep this up. I still am clean, one day at a time they say. I don't like counting days I just like to stay focused and keep my eye on the prize which is staying sober.

I love every single one of you who have supported me and also the ones who have doubted me. Without you I would not be where I am today.

You name it ! Tough shit it is indeed... This is where the tryptamine/beta-carboline combo can help at resetting the brain once and for all (takes about 6 months of total abstinence otherwise). If you want more information about it, PM me, I don't think it is a matter allowed to be discussed here...

Stay strong !

Irie !
 

hiker

Member
Keep up the positive attitude Herbglaze, the bad things that happen make some of us appriciate the good things that much more. Holidays are here and you are healthy and I am sure making your family and friends proud of you with what you have accomplished. Stay strong.
 

HerbGlaze

Eugene Oregon
Veteran
At first.. leaving the needle was for others now its for me.
if you want to get clean, no one can motivate you besides yourself.

merry christmas...
 
After a longtime off the "white horse" or "smack" im back on it, its taken complete control of my life the past three months. Mainly I have been using the lady Dilaudid... she has got me by the balls.
I have wasted at least $1000 a month on my drug habit. My whole family and my friends have noticed and are deeply concerned about my health, i have lost 10 pounds and look like a walking zombie, pale, dark rings around my eyes, slowed speech, and no feelings of emotions. This addiction has made me so desprite to stop that i honestly thought about taking my own life to get out of the situation I am in, So now I am trying to quit cold turkey so ill be feeling like complete crap and have a feeling of complete loss of control for the next weeks to come.

I just want some positive vibes and some support from our wonderful cannabis family here on the IC.

Thank you... :frown:

god will be sending an angel for you. It will be glorious
 

RetroGrow

Active member
Veteran
15 Days sober.
Enough said :)
Keep it up and remember: you are the only one who can do this. It's a lonely time, but it will be in the past.
When tempted, just remember yourself at your lowest, and realize that you never want to go back there.
 

hiker

Member
:xmastree:Herbglaze, just want to say Merry Christmas, remember, lots of good people thinking about you. Hope you have something good to burn.
 

Grendelkhan

Member
Yo herb. Congrats on being clean my man. Like I wrote earlier I am also on the clean train. Coming up on 2 months! Feeling like a new person as I am sure that you will with time. I just got back from x-mas with the GF's family and honest it stressed me the fuck out. So I know that its a trigger for me that I would normally deal with that stress by popping a couple of pills. Instead I have learned to deal with that stress in a normal way. I relaxed and address the stress. The reason I bring this up is because x-mas can be a pain in the ass for many people and I want for you to know that when you finally get to that point remember that you don't have to deal with it by taking that shit. Be strong and have a great new years. Cheers.
Gkhan.
 

moth

Active member
Popping Back in to add some Kind Positive thoughts and Prayers your way brother.

Tomorrow another day
 

Lex Dysic

Member
If you haven't already....I highly recommend finding some NA/AA meetings in your area and get a sponsor....attend daily and just listen....get a big book and read it. If you can't afford one let me know and I'll happily send you one.

Take care.
 

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