You know...........I/we sit and laugh and jest about the "addiction" aspect..........and maybe sometimes that's just how one deals with it, refers to it......
If anyone has any experience with addicts (real, true, hardcore junkies)........they do things which they fully know are wrong........will get them into trouble.....will lead to serious trouble........)
But they can't stop it.......
I've seen people steal $5,000 from people who will kill you for stealing $5....
They know this...........they are well aware of this....they enter into that situation knowing full well the outcome already.....
Even from the start........they begin the walk down a path which it's known from the start there is no upside........no "winning".........
Then you get to other forms..........name one....and there might be temporary upside and "victories"..........such as gambling..........etc.....heavy wins..........
The negative (or realist ) side of me some times ponders the world as I have known it in that for the most part........there is no "winning"....
It's merely a "temporary loan" from "the universe".....
I also believe the universe dictates in the end everything as it is supposed to be.....
And ponder again of it all being just a loan.....
You want it now?........no problem........but demand for payment comes eventually in one shape or another..........
Just a temporary loan.......
And I sometimes fear this..........
Indoor thread we hit on the basics of knowing when enough is enough.....
I'd need a calculator to count all those who were millions, even millions upon millions ahead.......and didn't make it......
I can count on one hand those who called it quits early enough...(and, realistically, after the "cool down" break, started right back up....smarter, wiser........so.......still not "out" themselves"........)
We also touched on, along those lines "breaks"...forced or voluntary....
Which leads back to the negative side of "Out"?
Sometimes it seems as though......in the end........There is no "out".
If anyone has any experience with addicts (real, true, hardcore junkies)........they do things which they fully know are wrong........will get them into trouble.....will lead to serious trouble........)
But they can't stop it.......
I've seen people steal $5,000 from people who will kill you for stealing $5....
They know this...........they are well aware of this....they enter into that situation knowing full well the outcome already.....
Even from the start........they begin the walk down a path which it's known from the start there is no upside........no "winning".........
Then you get to other forms..........name one....and there might be temporary upside and "victories"..........such as gambling..........etc.....heavy wins..........
The negative (or realist ) side of me some times ponders the world as I have known it in that for the most part........there is no "winning"....
It's merely a "temporary loan" from "the universe".....
I also believe the universe dictates in the end everything as it is supposed to be.....
And ponder again of it all being just a loan.....
You want it now?........no problem........but demand for payment comes eventually in one shape or another..........
Just a temporary loan.......
And I sometimes fear this..........
Indoor thread we hit on the basics of knowing when enough is enough.....
I'd need a calculator to count all those who were millions, even millions upon millions ahead.......and didn't make it......
I can count on one hand those who called it quits early enough...(and, realistically, after the "cool down" break, started right back up....smarter, wiser........so.......still not "out" themselves"........)
We also touched on, along those lines "breaks"...forced or voluntary....
Which leads back to the negative side of "Out"?
Sometimes it seems as though......in the end........There is no "out".