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Man, I don't know if I even want to do this anymore

Boyd Crowder

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hey, speaking from experience , you could still be in prison , eating powdered eggs and having someone else decide what you watch on tv,what you eat , when to wake and when to sleep, worried about if the ol lady will show on sunday or how well jody is taking care of her , or if you have money for commisary and at the same time, surrounded by real criminals.

suck it up; you are a free man right now, make the most of it

as my dear old friend used to say , noone wants to hear a pornstar whining about her pussy hurts
 

SpasticGramps

Don't Drone Me, Bro!
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A full legalization bill just passed out of committee in Austin Texas (5-2!). Not likely to be voted on by the full body by session end, but a major move forward. We've crossed the Rubicon man. Legalization is coming. Many people like you have sat time and faced the full force of the drug war. There are cracks in the seams. De Facto Secession by states saying the Federal Law does no longer rule their borders.

Cannabis is the lynch pin for freedom for humanity and the PTB won't let that go lightly. But it's little matter now. Seeds planted.

Stay Frosty
 

blastfrompast

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Honestly, sounds like you need to reboot your system.

1. Take everything outta your veg room, clean the fuck outta it.. Get it straightened out.

2. Make sure your budroom is good.

3. Take 2 days off, sleep in, throw it in the old lady a few times, but don't think about MJ. Your veg will be good...just unwind...go for a drive...empty your brain.

4. Get back to work....get all 4k going and start cropping some nice weight.... Move it and BANK it....and repeat...every 2 cycles treat yourself to a few days off AFTER TRIMMING.

Every time I chop, I take my wife out to a $250 dinner at her fav restaurant, drink a half bottle of wine and sleep for a couple of days when I'm done.

Course I also work 40hours a week and manage 6k HPS so I tend to get worn out.
 

oceangrownkush

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Seriously though find yourself some high grade psychedelics and take that 8-12 hour vacation. LSD is the go to for me, shrooms if you're not sure you can get real/pure LSD. I don't have tons of success myself but I attribute my cool head to having dosed myself with high grade acid so many times in my late teens/early twenties.

Seriously.
 

CoCoSativas

Active member
Course I also work 40hours a week and manage 6k HPS so I tend to get worn out.

Yeah I pull around 50 hours a week, im glad my 4 square meter grow isint on right now. The tent is so much eazier. Im mixing my nutriets in a galon water container. Its so nice and eazy I love it.

Sounds like the op is alot like me. I got pissed of the other day and considered ending my current grow. Now im thinking ill just Finnish them, or teke them right close to the end.

I get mad and I react. Sometimes I just need to vent. If you need to it helps.
 

mojave green

rockin in the free world
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This ruse still going on? Remember what happened last time lappy. A lot of innocent worms lost their lives!:laughing:
 

CoCoSativas

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This ruse still going on? Remember what happened last time lappy. A lot of innocent worms lost their lives!:laughing:

Bah you have to let someone blow off steam and bitch sometimes. I complain all the time. We have a brain, a mouth and spoken language. If we are pissed off, why not butch if it makes you feel better
 
S

SPG.

Man, I don't know if I even want to do this anymore

Seeing Other Beauty eh!.. Talk/Communicate and that will be FINISHED ...




Caught my eye.. Damm,sorry

"Early mornin' .. ;).."
 
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ariston

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As mentioned previously a vacation seems much needed. Otherwise stop doing it and go to a normal job, see if you like that more instead :).
 

CoCoSativas

Active member
That boy ain't right.

Well it depends. Growing is not for everyone all the time. Sometimes its good to take a break. Lapides sounded like he just needed to verbally smash something, which happened to be his grow and his veg room and cloning. I talk shit about shit all the time.

Better to unwind than give up. Giving up is for pussies so dont stop growing ever because you give up. If you need to, take a break or quit for a reason but dont ever give up.

I havent really seen him say much more other than thanks for listening folks lately. I think he has sorted out his anger for the time being.

Happy to listen anytime... Maybe next time you will be listening to me, the joys of forums, we are here to support and learn from each other. Sometimes even make real life friends ane rarely relationships (I met my ex gf at a different forum)

Grow on Lapides and if you feel the need to vent some steam, by all means blow it off here anytime bud!
 

ThePizzaMan

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Lapides

I had to come in here and just tell you that your post resonates with me...and probably an uncountable amount of people. Its great..you can take pride in you work...but who the fuck you going to tell?

In this business...you will lose friends...family...women...money...your mind. It truly is the yin-yang. You want freedom...you want to make something from nothing... provide people their medicine.... yet your labeled a criminal. Oh wait...your cool in this state...but this state over here...not so cool. lol

This is why passion is fucking important. At the end of the day...if you are not passionate about this shit....you will quit...snap...break...

Please keep your head up...and know that you are not alone.

My PM box is always open if you need to get shit off your chest.

TpM
 

HidingInTheHaze

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Life is a book waiting to be written, just because you do something in one chapter doesn't mean the story is over, everyday is an experience, keep growing, mentally, and physically, let the metaphorical garden bloom and see what becomes of it.
 

CoCoSativas

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:laughing: Well Lapides I looked at the link in your thread. You deffinitly got your flowering handled man.

Ive seen grows with dope flower rooms and really gross veg spaces. Thats just how some people grow. If your veg space is too bad consider a tent.

I can see how you can make a living off that bud. Its nice. Honestly man you should get a banging veg spot going, get your grow up to your standard. You will feel proud and the worries will be long gone.

Hey man, im using a bio active co2 producing bucket, it really works. Maybe tech up your grow a bit. Lol its pretty primative way to get co2 but cheap to startup. Anyway you can add new gear and check it out, its fun adding stuff. Dont go to crazy with bottles of shit though... As we all know pourin more into your rez is not the solution.

Well ill keep my eyes open for any new grow stuff from Lapides. If you start any new threads or make some changes post a link here so we dont miss it
 
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