^^ I wondered if you were a vet and so you are. I was not in Vietnam, too young by a couple years. My brother got drafted and had a breakdown of the mind before being sent over. Just boot camp got to him. He was on the edge before being drafted and they were told, but they wanted bodies so off he went. Never fully recovered.
I read numerous books on the Vietnam war from people that were there, reading one now about a guy that was in SOG. My brother did not think highly of that of course, hehe. I did not romanticize it as my brother thought, but was fascinated by it for some reason. I did not want to go but in a way did? Special ops, not the line grunts setting off boobytraps, getting ambushed and having the enemy run away before they could fire back. That was a war we should not have ever been in, or at least to force draftees to fight in. I could say that of all the actions taken after WW2, that is my opinion anyways. I would have felt bad afterwards I think, killing draftees and people that were sick of unfair capitalistic practices. There were some pretty evil commies too, I know that.
I have or had something like PTSD/panic attack from genetics and life I guess. Best thing was crazy/trippy sativas and powdered magnesium, water, exercise. Bourbon and cigars are good too. hehe The crazy sativas like were common during the Vietnam war are good for stress type disorders. The aftereffects is what I am talking about. They make me freak out a bit on occasion during the high but if I keep at it, after a while I feel more able to deal with things. I got no lasting relief from the calming, narcotic type hybrids common now. Back to the old heirloom strains. Growing Cambodian, Oaxacan, Indian and Mexican sativas now, the Mexican is from 80's so sadly a bit of indica in it I guess, will see when it flowers and I smoke it. The guy who gave me the seeds said it was terror weed, hehe. The Oaxacan is current 'Lime Green' commercial pot, marketed as psychedelic but likely some indica in it?
Have not smoked pot in about 2 months and feel good. The relief I got from heirloom sativa pot was lasting. C99 is good too but still the heirlooms are best I think. I will smoke again pretty soon I suppose. Have to test my crop in a few months.
I read numerous books on the Vietnam war from people that were there, reading one now about a guy that was in SOG. My brother did not think highly of that of course, hehe. I did not romanticize it as my brother thought, but was fascinated by it for some reason. I did not want to go but in a way did? Special ops, not the line grunts setting off boobytraps, getting ambushed and having the enemy run away before they could fire back. That was a war we should not have ever been in, or at least to force draftees to fight in. I could say that of all the actions taken after WW2, that is my opinion anyways. I would have felt bad afterwards I think, killing draftees and people that were sick of unfair capitalistic practices. There were some pretty evil commies too, I know that.
I have or had something like PTSD/panic attack from genetics and life I guess. Best thing was crazy/trippy sativas and powdered magnesium, water, exercise. Bourbon and cigars are good too. hehe The crazy sativas like were common during the Vietnam war are good for stress type disorders. The aftereffects is what I am talking about. They make me freak out a bit on occasion during the high but if I keep at it, after a while I feel more able to deal with things. I got no lasting relief from the calming, narcotic type hybrids common now. Back to the old heirloom strains. Growing Cambodian, Oaxacan, Indian and Mexican sativas now, the Mexican is from 80's so sadly a bit of indica in it I guess, will see when it flowers and I smoke it. The guy who gave me the seeds said it was terror weed, hehe. The Oaxacan is current 'Lime Green' commercial pot, marketed as psychedelic but likely some indica in it?
Have not smoked pot in about 2 months and feel good. The relief I got from heirloom sativa pot was lasting. C99 is good too but still the heirlooms are best I think. I will smoke again pretty soon I suppose. Have to test my crop in a few months.