I had a long strange day today to say the least. I typed out the whole experience and then I was not logged in anymore and lost it all! I may bore you again with all the gory details, but suffice it to say I thought I was being watched by cops of some towns heavily and not other towns, had strange experiences and thought the sky was falling. Here I am and seems all is fine. So thanks for understanding my anxiety/panic attacks and for offering your support. It is a long hard battle I fight constantly, and not only that but I feel all discombobulated sometime. Difficult remaning coherent or maintaining train of thought, sometimes I go into the other room and forgot why I went there. Anyway, I am sick of hiding in the shadows and worrying about every little thing. I want to face whatever is to come bravely and let the chips fall where they may. more later