Putting in the Time and Effort
Putting in the Time and Effort
I'm in so deep. This Hell Mox build is kicking my fucking ass. I've got so much going on just in the garden (not to mention what is going on in the outside real world)...I feel like I need to use the String in order to keep shit straight...and vent out my situations and concepts.
There is a huge downside to what I'm doing...the way I run my show. When it becomes time to roll....it's like self infliction....a sacrifice of time and convenience...and though I promote it...as an art form...there is the factor of "How Dedicated Are You?". I forget myself sometimes....I forget that other people don't see things the way I do...and I can be down right pushy...trying to explain this shit.
I think sometimes...I suffer through episodes of being manic. Probably not in the clinical sense...but just the same...when I get a hold of something...when I'm interested in something...I tend to go over the edge..without looking at the bottom first. I feel like a machine...redlining for maximum experience.
Ok...where am I? I'm buried in this overwhelming project...and I have to break through. So..here I am...taking a little breather...before I have to go back in...and focus on about a million different things today. It's an amazing amount of work.
Some pictures to add some relevance...
^ That's a Mox Mox IX1 on day 47 (starting flush today)...partially pollinated. This plant has demonstrated intersex traits. Love her.
^ That's a "Vine" expression Hell Hound IX1 on day 47 (starting flush today)...partially pollinated. This plant has demonstrated intersex traits. Nice one.
^ That's an OG Jam leaning Hell Hound IX1 on day 42...partially pollinated. This plant has demonstrated intersex traits. Nice one.
^ Next up for partial pollinations...another "Vine" expression Hell Hound IX1 on the left. On the right is a Mox Mox IX1 that I think will express to be much like the mother (Queen Mox Clone)....both on day 27. These will be pollinated in the next few days.
* Major transplanting going on today. Getting more Hell Hound and Mox Mox into their 5 gal flowering smart pots....and transplanting some of the Killer Chemdog/Cindy Kill Dog females into 1.7 gal squares for extended vegging.
** The Killer Chemdog/Cindy Kill Dog run: That's still a ways out...and I have not decided whether I want (or have the energy) to do any breeding in that run. I culled a few males this morning...but I know there will be more...just depends. Real swell plants though...all mixed together (KC IX1, KC IX2, CKD F1)...of course...no labels..just plants...and objectivity.
Yeah man...sometimes I wonder what the fuck I'm doing. The plant expressions are so awesome though...every time I think I'm done..that I've had enough..another something or another pops up to drive me on. For what reason I do not know...but it's just like running the mountains: There are plenty of reasons to do it...but still...there is no plan to reason out. It's manic...a driving force of energy....where living in the moment is paramount
Putting in the Time and Effort
I'm in so deep. This Hell Mox build is kicking my fucking ass. I've got so much going on just in the garden (not to mention what is going on in the outside real world)...I feel like I need to use the String in order to keep shit straight...and vent out my situations and concepts.
There is a huge downside to what I'm doing...the way I run my show. When it becomes time to roll....it's like self infliction....a sacrifice of time and convenience...and though I promote it...as an art form...there is the factor of "How Dedicated Are You?". I forget myself sometimes....I forget that other people don't see things the way I do...and I can be down right pushy...trying to explain this shit.
I think sometimes...I suffer through episodes of being manic. Probably not in the clinical sense...but just the same...when I get a hold of something...when I'm interested in something...I tend to go over the edge..without looking at the bottom first. I feel like a machine...redlining for maximum experience.
Ok...where am I? I'm buried in this overwhelming project...and I have to break through. So..here I am...taking a little breather...before I have to go back in...and focus on about a million different things today. It's an amazing amount of work.
Some pictures to add some relevance...
^ That's a Mox Mox IX1 on day 47 (starting flush today)...partially pollinated. This plant has demonstrated intersex traits. Love her.
^ That's a "Vine" expression Hell Hound IX1 on day 47 (starting flush today)...partially pollinated. This plant has demonstrated intersex traits. Nice one.
^ That's an OG Jam leaning Hell Hound IX1 on day 42...partially pollinated. This plant has demonstrated intersex traits. Nice one.
^ Next up for partial pollinations...another "Vine" expression Hell Hound IX1 on the left. On the right is a Mox Mox IX1 that I think will express to be much like the mother (Queen Mox Clone)....both on day 27. These will be pollinated in the next few days.
* Major transplanting going on today. Getting more Hell Hound and Mox Mox into their 5 gal flowering smart pots....and transplanting some of the Killer Chemdog/Cindy Kill Dog females into 1.7 gal squares for extended vegging.
** The Killer Chemdog/Cindy Kill Dog run: That's still a ways out...and I have not decided whether I want (or have the energy) to do any breeding in that run. I culled a few males this morning...but I know there will be more...just depends. Real swell plants though...all mixed together (KC IX1, KC IX2, CKD F1)...of course...no labels..just plants...and objectivity.
Yeah man...sometimes I wonder what the fuck I'm doing. The plant expressions are so awesome though...every time I think I'm done..that I've had enough..another something or another pops up to drive me on. For what reason I do not know...but it's just like running the mountains: There are plenty of reasons to do it...but still...there is no plan to reason out. It's manic...a driving force of energy....where living in the moment is paramount