TOTALLY RANDOM POST II

[moose eater]

hi to you moose, i'm gone to but i'm still here.

Thanks noyd. I asked to have my account deleted well over a week ago, if I recall time correctly now.

I've kept busy reading a bit between fall harvest, and transplanting plants into experimental mixes, but I decided to break my silence today x's 2 threads..

1 x for a person who seems to be in crisis, and the other to comment on some who add very little to the site other than conflict and demeaning slurs.

Other than for that, I've been awaiting my reaffirmed request to see my account deleted. But it still is up.

Hotel California?

I have a large bull moose coming my way, downed Wednesday A.M., and will be busy processing it as of Sunday/Monday, so my occasional reading here will be further diminished by life's needs.

Hope all's well at your house, noyd.

BTW, I'll be in your neck of the globe in March, it seems.

 

[armedoldhippy]

[FONT=Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif]You may not vote on any more threads today. [/FONT]

yeah, me too dammit...

 

[armedoldhippy]

Hotel California? just like with credit card companies, canceling is a lot more difficult than starting out. they WANT YOU TO STAY! well, so do most of the rest of us, the smart ones anyway.

 

[Teddybrae]

I know exactly what it sounds like... it does have a sound of it's own..

But I have no idea what words I would use, to try to describe it to you..

"Hissing" is too close to "pissing". so I think "sussurating" might describe the sound ...

 

[GodSaveTheTsar]

I was just gonna complain about having to cut the lawn. But ICmag family. I gotta say I'm real freaked out rn. Y'all ever thought about how in 2001, the cellphones which were made available to the public couldn't operate above 10k feet (Japan did a study in 2003 in Canada, see video below around 3:05)

Sorry for being this person (I can hear people yelling at me already) buuuuuuut to me this is the most blatant red flag from 9-11. Yes, some of them could have been airphones. Yes, some of them could have had hitech govt cellphones that worked. But I don't believe ALL of them could have taken place at a cruising altitude.

Listen to what the lady @ 16:45 whispers at the end of her phonecall.

https://youtu.be/mGB9A4ODmFo

Ok I need to cut the lawn & try to get my mind off of toaster-bath. Us Jews in Germany need to stay busy!!! (Technically I'm Orthodox Christian, but Jesus was a Jew)

 

[GodSaveTheTsar]

Damn. I just lost my job in Russia. Oh well.

Not sure how I want to proceed with my life.

 

[Teddybrae]

#GodSaveTheTsar:


Don't bring tha toaster into the bath with you! We will miss you dearly. Or might blow a house fuse before it kills you and you'll end up brain dead. Then the Tsar will be in deep shit! We agree that Jesus was Jew and that's OK. Calm. Be Calm ... Go walk outside. Stone a bird even ...

 

[GodSaveTheTsar]

All I emailed the people back was "K bye."

Lmao. It would be funnier if I wasn't crying rn.

Shouldda waited & said something more professional cuz that isn't going to help my chances of getting there...oh well. Fuck them. Stupid bitches. Agafia is dying in the taiga & they won't let in the one person who wants to help her??

I can't wait until I die in a homeless shelter & all these people can carve evilshit into my body like they did to Kurt Cobain.

Homeboy has a notorized statement the Courtney Love admitted it online, here's the link https://youtu.be/oJCQEmzefAw
(Go to 30:00 in if you want to save time)

 

[GodSaveTheTsar]

Thanks, Teddy

*sighs* "How many roads must I walk down, before they call me a woman?

 

[GodSaveTheTsar]

Ugh. I'm so upset about losing this job in Russia. This might be the straw that breaks my back. Idk.

I wish I was never born. Wish I could visit Dr. Kevorkian. My grandpa george heavily supported Dr. Kevorkian, now I know why.

 

[GodSaveTheTsar]

ICmag fam. Russia just gave me some snobby reply, "good luck with your second job" and I fucking lost it.

I told him not to contact me again. If he does he'll get much more than the three sentences I sent. I'm embarrassed to admit that I have "a Jesus complex" because they put people with a "Jesus complex" in mental institutions. (Ex. "The three Christ's of Ypsilanti" or whatever)

But tbh...the only people who piss me off enough to make me USE my Jesus Complex are pieces of shit who deserve to get shit on. Usually I keep my Jesus Complex to my fucking self.

Anyways.

Probably not a good move. But I don't care. If I'm forced to stay in America, then I'm going to continue being an American--I've tried to leave America numerous times & no one wants me.

No one wants me.

 

[GodSaveTheTsar]

No wonder the Tsar abdicated the throne--I wouldn't want to waste my time ruling SHITBAGS like that either.

"GoOd LuCk WitH yOuR sEcOnD jOb"

FUCK OFF WITH THAT HONKEY SHIT. I DON'T NEED TO BE PATRONIZED BECAUSE I'M SO POOR I NEED TWO JOBS.

No wonder Agafia still won't leave the taiga. I wouldn't leave either if that's how Russians are.

...time to find something else FOR MY ENTIRE LIFE TO BE ABOUT.

 

[Weezard]

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...time to find something else FOR MY ENTIRE LIFE TO BE ABOUT.

I'd say, yes. yes it is.


Just my humble opinion, but recognizing an unhealthy obsession is the first step.


"[FONT=Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif]No one wants me."[/FONT]
[FONT=Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif][/FONT]
[FONT=Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif]I sincerely doubt that, If you look for it, you will find love and acceptance.[/FONT]
[FONT=Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif]Your present situation is temporary, a toaster bath is not.
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[FONT=Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif]You just need to look in the right places.
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[FONT=Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif]Bars are not the right places.[/FONT]
[FONT=Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif] Most of the regulars are also there because they feel unloved.[/FONT]
[FONT=Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif]No amount of alcohol will fix that. Chemically, it is a depressant.
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[FONT=Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif]So, where are the "right places"?[/FONT]
[FONT=Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif]Churches, parks, beaches, dances, etc. any gathering of happy people.[/FONT]
[FONT=Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif]
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[FONT=Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif]And you don't have to actually be an alcoholic to go to an AA meeting for free donuts n coffee.
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[FONT=Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif]It would give you an opportunity to meet someone who is turning their life around.[/FONT]
[FONT=Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif]And that someone, might want you and even need your support.
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Takes a little courage but beats the hell out of Kevorking.


Mahatma Gandhi says;

"A coward is incapable of exhibiting love; it is the prerogative of the brave."


Be brave, make new friends.


Good luck and aloha,


Weeze

 

[Teddybrae]

But tbh...the only people who piss me off enough to make me USE my Jesus Complex are pieces of shit who deserve to get shit on. Usually I keep my Jesus Complex to my fucking self.

Probably not a good move. But I don't care. If I'm forced to stay in America, then I'm going to continue being an American--I've tried to leave America numerous times & no one wants me.

No one wants me.

I agree with Weezard on that last. You're behaving as if there is no hope. Someone musta told you you were hopeless and you believed them! That's it, isn't it? What you believe about yrself rests on a pile of someone else's shit!

But what I really wanted to say was Australia will have you. They let in everyone except really BAD criminals. Just don't tell them about the Jesus thing.

cheers!

 

[minds_I]

Mueller,,,hunting witches and flipping snitches

 

[Weezard]

Few things scarier than a flipped witch.

 

[GodSaveTheTsar]

...the guy emailed me again today, just to tell me they have deleted all files on me...

...obviously I fucking lost it. I barely remember what I said, other than that I support Ukraine now hahaha which is pretty much the most awful, racist thing I can say...like crips v. bloods lol I don't care if this "ruins my chances of getting to Russia"

Because I ain't finna waste my time on a country that's gonna deny me access TWICE!! Russia can fuck off.

They're literally just pushing my buttons at this point. Which legally is "entrapment" so they're digging their own grave.

THERE'S A REASON IT STARTED AS "KIEVAN-RUS" BECAUSE KIEV IS #1

 

[Teddybrae]

...the guy emailed me again today, just to tell me they have deleted all files on me...

THERE'S A REASON IT STARTED AS "KIEVAN-RUS" BECAUSE KIEV IS #1

They'll hunt you down for shouting that stuff! They will be Sherlock to your Moriarty and find you one day!!! (Or are you Sherlock ... ?)

 

[GodSaveTheTsar]

I invite them to hunt me at this point. Let them end my suffering, please!

...I just got fired from my job today. Arguably "wrongful termination" and believe I could go to a lawyer, but what's the point? I'm sleeping on the floor while my bf is in his room with the door shut.

My. Life. Is. Over. Another person I wasted my heart on. He's there for me when I'm healthy, but as soon as I'm sick he wants me to GTFO.

Let them hunt me. I hope they fucking kill me & and my suffering.

Maybe I'll die of a broken heart first. That seems most likely at this point.

Sorry for wasting everyone's time & hijacking the thread. I didn't mean to. People do crazy shit when they have nothing to live for--THIS is my "crazy shit"

I'm just listening to instrumental lullabies rn trying to sleep before I lose my miiiiiiind well what's left of my mind

Damn it feels good hearing your bf call you feeble minded. And by good I mean hellish. The only thing better is when he forces me to pay him rent to keep our relationship going.

 

[GodSaveTheTsar]

Oh yeah...the silver-lining is that I saw a video today that convinced me the apocalypse will happen by 2050 at the latest...so at least I have that going for me!!

Just gotta hold out another 30yrs...then I can show that bastard God how much of a bastard he is. Lmaooooo