Shiva Grows

[shiva82]

depends on the region but i agree

 

[revegeta666]

purple granadilla passion flower . new baby for the polytunnel or greenhouse . edible and tasty . they say

Passiflora is great for sleeping mate. Make your own capsules/infusions. I make infusions with the flower of a tree we have here (sauco), as good as sleeping pills without the side effects.

edit - elder?

 

[shiva82]

looks like i accidentally bought the real deal coffee instead of decaf. and i didnt notice because it tasted subpar anyway... might explain why i wasnt feeling so nervous for the past week, ... man i need to be more careful haha..

mdma in a decaff would work

 

[revegeta666]

I just came from the farm and reserved 5 chickens that I will pick up on Friday. A little ashamed to be so excited but I'm literally shaking and jumping around lol. It's my first chickens

 

[zaprjaques]

mdma in a decaff would work

my heart went bada bing bada boom for the last week.
when youre thinking youre having 6 coffees of which 3 are supposed to be decaf...
wasnt until this morning when i thought theres something fishy going on.
started on a 'decaf' and suddenly was pacing around all morning cleaning shit.
just had my last one. hope it wont keep me up for too long hehe

 

[shiva82]

setting up a tropical house plant shop . mail order. at the farm . we are going to rig a south facing shed with solar panels and underfloor heating. and have a cloning operation, and some low level lighting . deciding the mother plants to choose is the hard part. monstera is one we can readily turn over if we use space in the poly . i think just 5 master plants that are cloneable is the aim. a simple operation . maybe just 3 types . possibly a dhalia tuber storage zone, and planting patch too . but tropical house plants for now . a small business and hobby . even if it only prodes small profits. it is better than nothing

 

[shiva82]

I just came from the farm and reserved 5 chickens that I will pick up on Friday. A little ashamed to be so excited but I'm literally shaking and jumping around lol. It's my first chickens

nice. you can train me here when we finally get a small quantity . that is cool all round . cool for all

 

[zaprjaques]

Having chickens is one of my dreams. maybe when i retire.
Like bruce willis in that movie..

 

[revegeta666]

my heart went bada bing bada boom for the last week.
when youre thinking youre having 6 coffees of which 3 are supposed to be decaf...
wasnt until this morning when i thought theres something fishy going on.
started on a 'decaf' and suddenly was pacing around all morning cleaning shit.
just had my last one. hope it wont keep me up for too long hehe

I quit caffeine like 3 years ago. Now from time to time, mostly on sundays, I'll order a big cup of regular coffee, in a "recreative" fashion if you will. To get a buzz haha. But nowadays if I had 3 cups I might get a panic attack. It is an actual drug and the fact everyone drinks it makes us forget it does have a potent effect.

 

[revegeta666]

nice. you can train me here when we finally get a small quantity . that is cool all round . cool for all

I am a little aprehensive but all my neighbours have them so I will get good help I'm pretty sure.

Having chickens is one of my dreams. maybe when i retire.
Like bruce willis in that movie..

Same! Has been a dream of mine for a while. But the property we moved to was so fucked that I spent the last 3 years fixing the house, garden etc. So first my gf made the little veggie patch and now I finally can get my chickens No chance you beat my tortilla now MF

 

[shiva82]

Having chickens is one of my dreams. maybe when i retire.
Like bruce willis in that movie..

like roy jones jnr

 

[shiva82]

 

[zaprjaques]

i was close to panic attacks twice last week. i thought it was the stress alone, wich is massive at the moment. but the caffeine might have accelerated this too.
coffee, cigarettes, subtle effects when youre used to it. you only notice when you quit. first the withdrawal then if you start again boom, one cigarette will make your head spin, one double espresso and youre flying.

 

[revegeta666]

like roy jones jnr

Like Mike Tython

edit-wrong pic with hilary and trump lmao

Thith ith me with my chickenth. No raping though

 

[shiva82]

 

[shiva82]

i was close to panic attacks twice last week. i thought it was the stress alone, wich is massive at the moment. but the caffeine might have accelerated this too.
coffee, cigarettes, subtle effects when youre used to it. you only notice when you quit. first the withdrawal then if you start again boom, one cigarette will make your head spin, one double espresso and youre flying.

they are not enjoyable . that is for sure. my first one i had as a kid i thought i was dieing. i was too hot inside my house. and too cold outside. and the only answer i felt was to be sick.. sick until bile came out ... breathing techniques is the only answer, oxygen blood levels

 

[revegeta666]

i was close to panic attacks twice last week. i thought it was the stress alone, wich is massive at the moment. but the caffeine might have accelerated this too.
coffee, cigarettes, subtle effects when youre used to it. you only notice when you quit. first the withdrawal then if you start again boom, one cigarette will make your head spin, one double espresso and youre flying.

Yea when you have one of those periods when you are prone to it, any little thing helps mitigate. Mindfulness, exercising, hugging your family, watching comedies, anything helps and it adds up. The other way is true as well.

And quitting screens a few hours before sleep helps too

 

[revegeta666]

Yea remember to breathe too ofc. 4-4-7 works well (seconds inhaling-keeping it in-exhaling)

 

[shiva82]

 

[revegeta666]

I have to go outside do something guys haha. Literally so excited about the fucking chickens it's like I had 3 coffees. Have a good one good luck with the anxiety