Severe Depression

[wordsux]

"JusT SNAP OUT OF IT!"

"What do you have to be depressed about?"

I will never utter those statements. I have endured the pain maybe to simply be there for one other human.


What does it feel like to not be scared 24/7?
To feel that in 1 minute a meteor will wipe out my city.


I'm sorry. Things are so dry at the moment.
So I medicate with booze.
Somewhere, under the same flag, adults can legally buy 1 oz.


not here though...

I am in the same boat man. Ever since I got busted for growing 5 years ago I have now turned to alcohol when I was down. I was never much of a drinker to begin with but because of probation I don't have many options... I have been on every anti depressant under the sun and they all suck. The only thing I ever felt that truly helped me when I hit a rut (as I call it) was cannabis but that has been closed off to me for years. The one thing that was able to pull me out of my deep depression is martial arts. Its been my salvation. In a few short months I will be off probation and I am fully confident that with the combination of martial arts and cannabis I will find find my inner peace (amongst other things obviously). I can finally see the light at the end of the tunnel.


before you worry about girls you need to get your shit together. Trust me getting laid will not magically make anything better. I thought that too. I signed up for some online dating sites and I got laid by more girls in a month then I had slept with in my life haha... but it did NOT make me happy. if anything it made me fell kinda hollow and shitty.

 

[wordsux]

i should edit that for grammar but I am not going to bother

 

[HempKat]

that's 3 grams per kilo of body wt. so a 60 kilo person would be 180 grams.

I'm out of this discussion. At curezone there are 2 iodine forums. One is debate which I have no interest in and the other is iodine support forum which I find most helpful. Just don't have the wherewithal to debate. I bring up those topics when think someone might benefit as I did.

Health is truly one of the most valuable thing we possess just ask any sick person especially rich ones. There are many paths to health and many treatments for the same illness. I support all of them.
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Consider this, by excluding yourself to just the support forum you're mainly getting information from people who already believe in the suggestions being made. It is the debate forum where you would hear both sides of the topic and to really make a choice one should consider both sides. Otherwise one is just following something blindly.

 

[HempKat]

I live in a state that is not friendly to our cause.
Yesterday I was soo depressed That I purchased some vodka.
I wish I could have legally purchased marijuna.
Long story short, I wake up feeling sh%tty as phuck!

Where are the soulless capitalist?
Why is there not an Army out there fighting for my 30 bucks?
Where is "Big Weed?"

Alcohol is a bad choice for treating depression it may seem like it's good for a while as it numbs you but typically it just worsens the depression.

 

[MelloYello]

On top of all my issues....

I have the hottest cousins. My female family member are so, attractive. no perv, just saying.

I am a single guy "cursed" with super hot Aunts and cousins.

They must have a lot of super hot friends coming by then.
Hang out with them and hook-up with the friends.

 

[Ph-patrol]

They must have a lot of super hot friends coming by then.
Hang out with them and hook-up with the friends.

Yeah you are right . My 2 sisters are knock outs and I cleaned up in the friends department with the ladies my older sister brought around me. She is still a little pissed about it. she always says I was like Ferris Bueller and she was the angry Sister. Not in a nice way either.
I have no regrets because chasing Girls was one of the best things about growing up.

 

[med_breeder]

After a long tough week, "Too many Cooks" really cheered me up.


laughter!

 

[stoned-trout]

hang in there guys...one day at a time.....

 

[hunt4genetics]

Too many cooks, wtf!

Too many cooks, wtf!

After a long tough week, "Too many Cooks" really cheered me up.


laughter!

Too Many cooks is the funniest shizz I've seen in a while.

Don't watch stoned!

 

[LEF]

this thread is like the dark side of the moon

 

[Ph-patrol]

this thread is like the dark side of the moon

I don't get it Lol

 

[med_breeder]

Has anyone every had their depression alleviated after just one dream?

I had a lucid dream last night. Well technically not "Lucid" since I wasn't aware that I was dreaming until I woke up. It was just super Vivid.

I was back in college. It was check out day, end of the semester. I was hanging with some young hottie, when a deep truth was revealed to me.

I lead women on, just to feed my ego. I did it in a way that always made me look like the good guy and her the bad guy. Then I would play the victim perfectly.

There were a bunch of other break through but I will leave that for a later date.

This must be what an Ayahuasca session is like, with out the pooping and puking.


I woke up feeling a sense of great peace. I was depressed because women were no longer stroking my ego.

I apologize to all the women/girls that I lead on in my past.

I'm sorry.

Is everything perfect?

No

Perfection is a direction.

North.South,East,West.


If you go North long enough, will you ever reach the most North-iest spot in the Universe?

 

[Ph-patrol]

Out standing post. If you are coming to terms with your dreams and past actions with a view of regret that is a great point of growth as a human being. Plus we all go threw patches of time were we don't feel attractive to others.
I truly feel that you have all the answers to your dreams it just taking the time to sift through them. I want to ask you what you were feeling in the dream. That is some thing important to examine. Happy sad scared shame etc.

Once again great share.

 

[med_breeder]

Out standing post. If you are coming to terms with your dreams and past actions with a view of regret that is a great point of growth as a human being. Plus we all go threw patches of time were we don't feel attractive to others.
I truly feel that you have all the answers to your dreams it just taking the time to sift through them. I want to ask you what you were feeling in the dream. That is some thing important to examine. Happy sad scared shame etc.

Once again great share.

Hi Ph-Patrol.


Thanks for your encouragement. To answer your question.

In my dream she was touching me, and got really close to me, she was laughing at everything I said, flirting with me etc.

Then it dawned on me, as cute as she was, I wasn't in to her.
There was a moment where I could have gone right or left. I enjoyed the attention, but even in the dream I could tell she wasn't the '"one". I was stunned with the realization that I was some kind of Female attention Vampire.
So I told her, "I've gotta get back to my dorm, it is check-out day."

Then walked away.

 

[AltarNation]

med breeder that is really cool. That must be very relieving. Sometimes I think we are all sort of attention vampires learning not to be anymore...

What's going on y'all? How's everyone kickin' it? Almost turkey day.. time flies...

 

[Stoner4Life]

the holidays, my lowest of lows, deep despair.

I miss the old days, huge family gatherings back in NY, a dozen adults and nearly twice as many kids; now just the last sense of family my memory serves me, with the exception of a very recent call to my cousin I haven't heard the voice of a family member in over 4 years.

I'm thankful for having those memories when millions have had much less.

 

[HempKat]

the holidays, my lowest of lows, deep despair.

I miss the old days, huge family gatherings back in NY, a dozen adults and nearly twice as many kids; now just the last sense of family my memory serves me, with the exception of a very recent call to my cousin I haven't heard the voice of a family member in over 4 years.

I'm thankful for having those memories when millions have had much less.

Well there is no rule that says it has to be a family gathering if it's large numbers of people you're missing why not invite a few friends over? It's not uncommon that as families grow older they often grow apart and making the trek back home can become problematic especially if a family scatters into many different states. Since it's not uncommon it's usually not difficult to find others in your circle of friends and acquaintances who also aren't going back home to their families for one reason or another and yet might be interested in getting together with some people for a family like celebration. Just a thought.

 

[Stoner4Life]

Well there is no rule that says it has to be a family gathering if it's large numbers of people you're missing why not invite a few friends over? It's not uncommon that as families grow older they often grow apart and making the trek back home can become problematic especially if a family scatters into many different states. Since it's not uncommon it's usually not difficult to find others in your circle of friends and acquaintances who also aren't going back home to their families for one reason or another and yet might be interested in getting together with some people for a family like celebration. Just a thought.

I should've added that I have a good group of friends that gather, 3 of us are cooks/chefs and so it's always a great and tasty table, no bro, it was the loss/separation of family that saddens me.

I have no children and so no family of my own.

 

[4tokin]

The weight is lifting and the head is clearing.
The cycle is in the upswing.

 

[Ph-patrol]

Life is hills and valleys. If your in a valley remember hold on because you going to be coming up on a hill soon.

Glad to hear your feeling better.