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Quitting all drug use
- Thread starter LeoNardoDaVinci
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one of my friends took an 1/8th of some shrooms and was walking into the corner of the room over and over again, he thought it was a door going outside... i never did shrooms but ive done acid... the thing i found is that if ur taking anything like this you have to have a strong mind and be in a good/happy mood or ur gonna have a bad trip...
G
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Only take psychedelics as needed, sounds like you really took alot away from you last experiance which is a good thing although it sounds like you had a crazy trip off salvia.
Also that whole thing with wanting to kill your sister, I wouldn't sweat it until you start hearing new voices in your head telling you to do it. Although I don't think your crazy, I think of MUCH crazier shit then that when I'm cold sober and actually almost do that stuff too. Thats why I smoke as much as I do tho.
Also that whole thing with wanting to kill your sister, I wouldn't sweat it until you start hearing new voices in your head telling you to do it. Although I don't think your crazy, I think of MUCH crazier shit then that when I'm cold sober and actually almost do that stuff too. Thats why I smoke as much as I do tho.
Gardenstated
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salvia really messed me up first time 40x full bowl. next week was craziest week ever. it really changed my way of veiwing things. mother salvia spoke to me and scared the living shit out of me. never, never again...
i never tripped off of salvia after trying it like 5 times.
I never tripped off mushrooms, maybe i didnt take enough. all i got was a giddy feeling like i took X and everything was really bright and starry.
But i did trip one. it was a mega trip. I was taking lexapro ,antidepressent and abilify, antianxiety/bipolar/antipsychotic.
I missed a dose for 12 hours, then i smoked some weed, awesome weed at that best id ever had, and when i took the dose i missed i went on a trip to combat all trips. I know how you feel leo, but the thing about tripping is that its all just a halucination in your head. none of it is real. you have to keep reminding yourself that. Its not real. Anyway ive tripped a few more times since then but i was able to recognize it as what it was and i just dismissed it. But i dont want to just randomly halucinate. so i dont take those shitty pills anymore.
Its ok to not want drugs. i have recently stopped smoking weed. sometimes its good to just clear your mind and allow your brain time to recover.
I never tripped off mushrooms, maybe i didnt take enough. all i got was a giddy feeling like i took X and everything was really bright and starry.
But i did trip one. it was a mega trip. I was taking lexapro ,antidepressent and abilify, antianxiety/bipolar/antipsychotic.
I missed a dose for 12 hours, then i smoked some weed, awesome weed at that best id ever had, and when i took the dose i missed i went on a trip to combat all trips. I know how you feel leo, but the thing about tripping is that its all just a halucination in your head. none of it is real. you have to keep reminding yourself that. Its not real. Anyway ive tripped a few more times since then but i was able to recognize it as what it was and i just dismissed it. But i dont want to just randomly halucinate. so i dont take those shitty pills anymore.
Its ok to not want drugs. i have recently stopped smoking weed. sometimes its good to just clear your mind and allow your brain time to recover.
This has got to be the oddest sense of deja vu.....Leo, didn't you swear off pot & shooms & everything about this time last year, too?? I just can't shake the feeling that you've tried swearing stuff off before now.
First of all, if you know the shrooms instigate those thoughts regarding your sister, don't touch the dang shrooms anymore. Don't touch anything that does the same deal (salvia, dmt, etc) It's almost as if this is a brief early warning from you telling us to expect you to kill your sis, but because the shrooms said so. You HAVE self control, you HAVE self confidence, you've got to lay off the shrooms and excersize both, and heavily, at that.
Just make the effort to stay away from the mind-fucker goodies for now before you turn all IUTG-looney on us.
(no offense to IUTG, though)
First of all, if you know the shrooms instigate those thoughts regarding your sister, don't touch the dang shrooms anymore. Don't touch anything that does the same deal (salvia, dmt, etc) It's almost as if this is a brief early warning from you telling us to expect you to kill your sis, but because the shrooms said so. You HAVE self control, you HAVE self confidence, you've got to lay off the shrooms and excersize both, and heavily, at that.
Just make the effort to stay away from the mind-fucker goodies for now before you turn all IUTG-looney on us.
(no offense to IUTG, though)
Exactly, just like how stopping smoking herb clears you up & refreshes you for that "first time around again" low-tolerance toke, the mind needs to heal/refresh itself from trips, too. There is such a thing as over-doing it, even though the fine line for individuals seems to vary.....
green michine
Member
i still think its the Salvia thats effected him rather than the shrooms.
Whatever the hell's at fault, he still needs to avoid it like the plague. "The ___ keeps telling me I'll kill my ___" isn't an excuse, it's a wake-up call---stay away from the shit.
look man ive taken a lot of psilocybin mushrooms, one thing you must know is the drug has several noticeable lasting effects. Several weeks after my 18.5 gram dry dose ( equivalent to 185 wet grams) I noticed shadows or something moving in the corner of my eye. The drug drains your brains natural chemical reserves, resulting in a noticeable but manageable mood change up to a few days after the trip. For moody people it could be a drastic few days of basically just being short fused, this effect doesnt happen with everyone its user specific.They use small doses psilocybin to treat schizophrenia, so bear in mind its a powerful drug and you should use it wisely.
I used to grow and sell mushrooms to friends but you know what, after hearing so many god damn stories about the dangerous and downright stupid things people did while using them, I decided to quit growing mushrooms all together. The fact of the matter is the general public is not ready to use a drug like psilocybin, and it should not be readily available to the weak minded or the faint of heart.
My advice would be to stop using mushrooms for now until you have your life straight, because using mushrooms while your under emotional duress is not wise, you could do something you would regret while tripping out, or you could have a bad trip and regret it or worse, you could be dead...
just a thought brother.. stay safe and i hope things start going well for you soon, just remember life is ups and downs till the day you die... sometimes everything seems shitty and then out of nowhere like an angel something comes up that makes it all worthwhile... and then theres times when everythings going great but in the back of your mind you know its only a matter of time before something shitty happens....
all this negativity i need another joint.
I used to grow and sell mushrooms to friends but you know what, after hearing so many god damn stories about the dangerous and downright stupid things people did while using them, I decided to quit growing mushrooms all together. The fact of the matter is the general public is not ready to use a drug like psilocybin, and it should not be readily available to the weak minded or the faint of heart.
My advice would be to stop using mushrooms for now until you have your life straight, because using mushrooms while your under emotional duress is not wise, you could do something you would regret while tripping out, or you could have a bad trip and regret it or worse, you could be dead...
just a thought brother.. stay safe and i hope things start going well for you soon, just remember life is ups and downs till the day you die... sometimes everything seems shitty and then out of nowhere like an angel something comes up that makes it all worthwhile... and then theres times when everythings going great but in the back of your mind you know its only a matter of time before something shitty happens....
all this negativity i need another joint.
I've been trying to sleep all night, no luck on that....Damn insomnia.....Have a puff or 2 for me, would ya?
G
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Well ya probably just learned the what most of us learn about taking Psychedelic journeys(I was quite the psychonaut back in the day). They can be wonderous and they can be monsterous.
We are probably one of the only cultures who use psychedelics for fun... through out history they were only used for spiritual enlightenment, which is the way it should be. Your mind is nothing to triffle with,to look inward ,we want to see all beauty and none of the beast, however that is not the human condition. We only use such a small percantage of our true potential, that when we intoduce a psycho-active substance in there ,sometimes the results can be quite scary. Psychedelics prove to humanity just how small we are in the grand scheme of things, it can be quite a disturbing realization.
Stick with the herb my man, it's safe and healing and it was meant to help mankind.
We are probably one of the only cultures who use psychedelics for fun... through out history they were only used for spiritual enlightenment, which is the way it should be. Your mind is nothing to triffle with,to look inward ,we want to see all beauty and none of the beast, however that is not the human condition. We only use such a small percantage of our true potential, that when we intoduce a psycho-active substance in there ,sometimes the results can be quite scary. Psychedelics prove to humanity just how small we are in the grand scheme of things, it can be quite a disturbing realization.
Stick with the herb my man, it's safe and healing and it was meant to help mankind.
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Gunter
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I think I will never eat shrooms again, they will just make you think too much and that get's you in a bad mood.
No matter what strange things you might think on your trip, it will seem like the ultimate truth to you.
I thought I should quit the drugs I used and try harder to succeed in life.
The "drugs" were just alc, weed and cigarettes.
And I did not use them too often, except for cigarettes.
I quit smoking and almost did not drink and smoke weed anymore.
It just got me more depressed and I thought succeeding at my studies would be the most important thing and having fun is not important, I did not succeed.
Now I think that you allways need a counterweight when your life is too hard sometimes, that means having fun and if weed is fun for you you should not quit it.
Only if you don't smoke it too often, if you have an addiction you should reduce it.
No matter what strange things you might think on your trip, it will seem like the ultimate truth to you.
I thought I should quit the drugs I used and try harder to succeed in life.
The "drugs" were just alc, weed and cigarettes.
And I did not use them too often, except for cigarettes.
I quit smoking and almost did not drink and smoke weed anymore.
It just got me more depressed and I thought succeeding at my studies would be the most important thing and having fun is not important, I did not succeed.
Now I think that you allways need a counterweight when your life is too hard sometimes, that means having fun and if weed is fun for you you should not quit it.
Only if you don't smoke it too often, if you have an addiction you should reduce it.
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FlyvAgaric
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Sounds like a bunch of Pychotic episodes and Hppd... 
Hey LeoNardoDaVinci
Sounds like life isn't going to well buddy. 
IMO now is not the time to lose your compulsion. You need to remember about everyday life and the grocery stores man... and the fucked up president that The U.S has right now. That is skrewing us all up the
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Goodluck with that shit man.
Hey LeoNardoDaVinci
Sounds like life isn't going to well buddy. IMO now is not the time to lose your compulsion. You need to remember about everyday life and the grocery stores man... and the fucked up president that The U.S has right now. That is skrewing us all up the
.Goodluck with that shit man.
tekeenator
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Most people never go through this kinda shit until mid-life hits and even then the majority of those people are not dosing on shroom chemicals during the instability.
Leo just fucking chill on the shrooms and take a vacation even if its only into the next state.
Try to remember what what so great about life while your at it cause the way your telling us you might be headed is a no mans land where everything sucks.
So in a way insanity is alot like life in the USA during G-Dubs rule.
Leo just fucking chill on the shrooms and take a vacation even if its only into the next state.
Try to remember what what so great about life while your at it cause the way your telling us you might be headed is a no mans land where everything sucks.
So in a way insanity is alot like life in the USA during G-Dubs rule.
Legit_User
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Don't forget you are also going through NATURAL thoughts and feelings.
The thought of killing your sister scared you. (as it should) You probably had an anxiety attack. It's not that you will kill your sister, it's that you feel like you could at any moment because you think you may instantly snap or something right?
It's anxiety.. It's normal to have these feelings after a thought has burned itself in your head.
This is where the inner voice can get the best of you. Anxiety triggers alot of chemicals that cause fight/flight responses.
There is a logical explanation so do not trip on it.
Your not the first person to have this happen to, shit you better get in the back of a very long line.
I think you could possibly be missing the messege that you recieved.
The thought of killing your sister tears you up so much is because YOU LOVE HER SO MUCH.
Your not KrAzY bro, your a loving brother that had a bad trip.
You'll be OK, give your sister a hug and picture yourself not ever seeing your sister ever again. never, she;s gone. That should scare you more.
Get some rest bro and tell the demons to fuck off.
Stay peaceful
The thought of killing your sister scared you. (as it should) You probably had an anxiety attack. It's not that you will kill your sister, it's that you feel like you could at any moment because you think you may instantly snap or something right?
It's anxiety.. It's normal to have these feelings after a thought has burned itself in your head.
This is where the inner voice can get the best of you. Anxiety triggers alot of chemicals that cause fight/flight responses.
There is a logical explanation so do not trip on it.
Your not the first person to have this happen to, shit you better get in the back of a very long line.
I think you could possibly be missing the messege that you recieved.
The thought of killing your sister tears you up so much is because YOU LOVE HER SO MUCH.
Your not KrAzY bro, your a loving brother that had a bad trip.
You'll be OK, give your sister a hug and picture yourself not ever seeing your sister ever again. never, she;s gone. That should scare you more.
Get some rest bro and tell the demons to fuck off.
Stay peaceful
The ability to ride out and come back from soul-ripping psychadelic experiences totally depends on how well grounded and comfortable with themselves the person is.
I have seen folks not recover from a 2-3 hit trip....and I have seen folks come back and be normal after dosages no human should experience (1/4 gram of crystal LSD - 2500 hits).
I have seen folks not recover from a 2-3 hit trip....and I have seen folks come back and be normal after dosages no human should experience (1/4 gram of crystal LSD - 2500 hits).
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Hey man I know how you feel. I don't have too much advice for you, but just take it easy and relax as much as possible.
Yesterday, I started the day off with a half case of beer, a blunt and bong, then went the the St. Pats parade, smoked more, went to the bar and bought two pitchers, smoked another blunt. Then at 5pm I dosed really heavy on boomers. Everyone around me was tripping or rolling, but I just had a straight- out uncomfortable time, even though everyonw around me really thought I had my shit together.
I don't know as I was trying to fall asleep, all I could think about was my upcoming finals in school, not having enough money to live how I want, getting a better job and I got stressed about my move out west this summer. And how I have been living my life just getting real fucked up almost everyday. But this was the only good (albeit scary) realization. Its just up to me to cut back and hopefully just stick to the herb.
Then I realized, I took shrooms at the wrong time in my life. I should have all these things worked out before hand. I just think there is really only like maybe 1 or 2 times a year that I should ever trip, and It's my fault for not respecting that.
Sorry for the rambling, but I wanted to let you know I feel for you and went through some same stuff just yesterday. So hold in there man!
Yesterday, I started the day off with a half case of beer, a blunt and bong, then went the the St. Pats parade, smoked more, went to the bar and bought two pitchers, smoked another blunt. Then at 5pm I dosed really heavy on boomers. Everyone around me was tripping or rolling, but I just had a straight- out uncomfortable time, even though everyonw around me really thought I had my shit together.
I don't know as I was trying to fall asleep, all I could think about was my upcoming finals in school, not having enough money to live how I want, getting a better job and I got stressed about my move out west this summer. And how I have been living my life just getting real fucked up almost everyday. But this was the only good (albeit scary) realization. Its just up to me to cut back and hopefully just stick to the herb.
Then I realized, I took shrooms at the wrong time in my life. I should have all these things worked out before hand. I just think there is really only like maybe 1 or 2 times a year that I should ever trip, and It's my fault for not respecting that.
Sorry for the rambling, but I wanted to let you know I feel for you and went through some same stuff just yesterday. So hold in there man!
hola leonardodavinci
do what you have to do to feel the way you want to feel, it is as easy as that, as you yourself said, you control your reality, so make it a work of art, you already have the name "it ain't easy, but it isn't impossible either". let your body and mind relax, and you'll be good in due time.
one love.
do what you have to do to feel the way you want to feel, it is as easy as that, as you yourself said, you control your reality, so make it a work of art, you already have the name
"it ain't easy, but it isn't impossible either". let your body and mind relax, and you'll be good in due time.one love.
If you think about psychedelics/psychoactive plants or beings like mushrooms as drugs then of course they'll hit ya right back theyre tools not drugs...
theyre tools not drugs...
