Quitting all drug use

[LeoNardoDaVinci]

Well, throwing in the towel. Shroomed it last night and figured out life and went friggin insane, was composed on the outside but inside I was battling some crazy shit...and this was just half an 8th...still have 3 8th left... I just can't take this anymore, I don't like where my accumalated trips are heading. All I can think to do now is step away from the abyss and give up all drug use before I really go off the deep end. Life is very fucking crazy...and I control it all...boy how I don't want to.

 

[SEEDYNONO]

yeah i never got into shrooms..

never had fun with em just crazy shit like this.. such a weird confusing feeling imo.

'bad trip'.. whatever for me i guess they were all bad trips..

 

[mtnjohn]

so stop then..if thats your perogative

if you feel this way...then it cant be a bad thing to do it
maybe you should think this over..lol

mj

 

[Guest]

Dude, I did the same shit a couple years back. Take a few months to figure shit out, but believe me, life is shit without MJ

If you take enough shrooms you start to stumble upon some crazy shit in your own head, its a feeling of just around the next corner in your subconcious the ultimate truth will be staring you in the face, and once you know it, theres no going back to the way things are.

 

[LeoNardoDaVinci]

Leo, finish the shrooms and think it over. Or at least fill us in with some details, I'm very curious here.

I'll be in a padded room for sure will be hard to fill anyone in then...fact is all my life I have been bad at explaining my "feelings" and describing what I "see" I can't explain my trips to anyone, I can't explain the way I feel to anyone, words...fucking a, words, just can't give you the words to make you see, but I see doom looming in the distance...the death of my sister...(this has been a general theme of my trips since I did salvia) I fear that at some point I will, have done, harm to my sister and I will have no control to stop it. I am seriously thinking I want to leave and suclude myself just incase. I fear I will go to sleep one night and when I wake everything will be different and terrible and I will be responsibly but will not remember.... Pretty sure I am insane. I love my sister with all my heart and would never consciously hurt her but I worry what my body may do when unconscious. Nutter...thats me...oh well.

 

[DimeBag65]

sometimes you will come to relizations about your life with tripping.. if you feel it is the right thing for you than go ahead with it, its always good to take a step back and look at things for what they are. breaks are good as well, put things back into perspective alot of times. let us know what you decide and how it goes, Hail the leaf, Dime

 

[Uncle Jesse]

Trust your self, i used to do to do cid and shrooms , I stopped only toke da weed
now, and not as much as i used to.

i loved them some times but not others, had whole bunch of great times with friends and girlfriends , But the others i wanted off the train ......and it wasn't even slowing down for the stop.

so trust your self. UJ

 

[Irishslappop]

just stop man. I know what your talking about. last time i dosed i felt insanity blowing on the back of my neck and i didn't like it. Don't lose your mind man, it's all you ave in this world and it is what will get you to the end.KEEP YOURSELF BUSY. Thinking about insanity only makes you insane.


and about your sister. You said that you'd never do anything bad to her right? REMEMBER THAT FACT MAN. I'm serious here because it sounds like your on the brink man and im trying to talk you back. If your worried that your going to do something unconciously to your sister that you would never do conciously, then infulence your subconcious. you can do this by saying to yourself throughout the day "i would never hurt my sister." eventually, your repetition of this will influence your subconcious and when unconcious, you will repeat the statement.

Im only trying to help man. I've been where you are right now and i know that it's horrible. The key is KNOWING that it doesn't have to be this way. Your mind is your own. YOU OWN YOUR MIND. So influence it to make yourself the way you want to be. Don't think about it, just do it. as soon as you realize that you have control over yourself, you win the game man. Thats what it's all about. your in control, the ball is in your court. It's your life, live it idealy.

repeating things like that brought me back from the brink man. good luck to you.

 

[Rubberband Man]

I'll be in a padded room for sure will be hard to fill anyone in then...fact is all my life I have been bad at explaining my "feelings" and describing what I "see" I can't explain my trips to anyone, I can't explain the way I feel to anyone, words...fucking a, words, just can't give you the words to make you see, but I see doom looming in the distance...the death of my sister...(this has been a general theme of my trips since I did salvia) I fear that at some point I will, have done, harm to my sister and I will have no control to stop it. I am seriously thinking I want to leave and suclude myself just incase. I fear I will go to sleep one night and when I wake everything will be different and terrible and I will be responsibly but will not remember.... Pretty sure I am insane. I love my sister with all my heart and would never consciously hurt her but I worry what my body may do when unconscious. Nutter...thats me...oh well.

Do you do any sleep walking? People have been known to kill others unconciously while sleep walking. Anyways, go with ur gut. Better safe than sorry.

 

[Bigmone357]

Mushies can be mindbendin' lol

Mushies can be mindbendin' lol

I look at tryping as a brain cleansing some trips help people not to take life for granted and/ or put things into perspective, but sounds like you had a helluva trip you'll come to your senses.I tripped a couple weeks back wanted to quit drugs too lol (That's how good they can be ) I love mushies I only take em' when i'm in a good mood & state of mind.That way you avoid thinking so much find a good movie that helps to take your mind off of things.wish you luck whatever you decide :wink: Peace

 

[funktion]

you should quit if these substances are causing you to have these kinds of thoughts.

 

[green michine]

man ur mind is reacting to these chemicals/substances and telling you to calm it down,
thats maybe why you feel the way you do. Your mind seems exausted & tired, give it
a rest.

Theres nothing wrong with givin up drugs,and i think you should. Let your mind rest and treat it like you would with any other of your muscles in your body...all muscles in the body need time to recover. Your mind seems very tired!

Good Luck

 

[green michine]

one other thing is that salvia fucked me up 3 years ago...im not lying, this shit is strong
and after i took salvia 20X i was completely insane (must be my body chemistry) and
ended up in a special ward, no joke....im serious. People think salvia is save for everyone
to use jus because its legal. To be honest the "weird in another world" trip still kinda haunts me to this day and im never touchin salvia again. I did ALOT of slvia..trust me....
dont abuse this stuff!!

...(this has been a general theme of my trips since I did salvia)

I think it couldv been the salvia cos you sound abit like i felt....really life fucked and nearly insane.

good luck man.

 

[Guest]

i feel ya bro just lay off the shrooms...i know about the opening doors in my mind that i now cant shut...sounds like you got opened up...acid really opened me up like that boy i knew the answers to everything...the worlds blinders just fell...i dont do nothing but smoke and drink now...im to crazy to fuck with that shit anymore

Well, throwing in the towel. Shroomed it last night and figured out life and went friggin insane, was composed on the outside but inside I was battling some crazy shit...and this was just half an 8th...still have 3 8th left... I just can't take this anymore, I don't like where my accumalated trips are heading. All I can think to do now is step away from the abyss and give up all drug use before I really go off the deep end. Life is very fucking crazy...and I control it all...boy how I don't want to.

 

[Guest]

just take it easy for now ... you've done a head trip on yourself ... psychedelics are "mind expanding", they can also be "mind unraveling" ... if you feel that you've learned something & don't like what you see, that is ok ... i've had scary earth shattering trips & i've also had the most beautiful experiences while using psych's (lsd,dmt, & mushrooms) there are moments of insanity & moments of crystal clarity

IMHO it is not a bad idea at all to lay off drugs for a while ... give your mind & body & spirit a break & a rest ... let yourself recuperate and get healthy , both mentally and physically ... you have the rest of your life to make decisions about how you want to live it ...smoking our beloved herb can also suck the life out of you if abused too badly ...

i reiterate: please just take a break, nothing is stationary, there is always the yin/yang

much peace to you ~nexus~

 

[vavwl]

I have to agree with everyone else. A break can't hurt. If your recreational drugs are no longer worth taking, then why go through all the risks involved? Take a break, be sober for awhile then try again. You may see things from a different perspective.

I know my shroom trips were way more fun before I started to smoke cannabis as much as I do. I find cannabis does the same to my acid trips.. to much thinking, stuck in thought loops, paranoid feelings/thoughts.

I know hardcore shroomers go through a whole ritual before they dose. No cannabis and no food. preferably no cannabis for atleast a few days before. I've never been able to do it myself.. I just enjoy MJ to much

 

[LeoNardoDaVinci]

If your worried that your going to do something unconciously to your sister that you would never do conciously, then infulence your subconcious. you can do this by saying to yourself throughout the day "i would never hurt my sister." eventually, your repetition of this will influence your subconcious and when unconcious, you will repeat the statement.

From my research into the law of attraction, that is the opposite of what I want. The universe just hears "hurt my sister" and thats what will be attracted to me. I have been saying over and over in my head "I love my sister, I love my sister." I hope that will work. I appreciate all of your responses guys. Life is just so confusing, wish I could stop thinking so much. As for sleep walking, I have never been aware of sleep walking and no one has ever claimed to see me do such. Green thanks for your take on salvia, that shit fucked up my mind like no other...possibly shattered my conciousness and all the weird things I have been going through that I do not understand and cannot explain is possibly a rebuilding. Daily I wonder if I ever even came out of that salvia trip....

 

[genkisan]

Heavy hallucinogenic experiences can certainly change one............ or not.



But they can definately put one off of ever doing it again.


I know a chap, very good friend of mine, who was slipped an insane amount of LSD (truely) in a beer.....he is ok now, but damned if he will ever dose again.........

 

[LLCoolBud]

I personally experienced similar bad trips from the effects of shrooms. To this day I feel like I am effected by the same trip. After it happened I swore I would never again use them due to the achwarness and sheer scarryness of the trip.

While I was high I kept going threw my life selecting attributes which i thought were faulty. I SAW myself and hated ME. It felt like an eternity of scrutiny and negative hateful comments. From that point in my life I began to take control of the things in my life that were avialible to me to make things better in my mind. I'm happier now on a day to say basis but feel like Ive always been thinking and calculating from that last trip....


maybe i too need to stop drugs for a bit my mind even plays tricks on me if u don't take time to realize it.

 

[glock23]

The last time I shroomed, I felt like I was given a message by God himself. I've had no doubt about the existence of God since. It truly changed my life, and I know there are certain things we as humans should and shouldn't do (I'm not talking about drugs here). I'll never shroom again. I learned enough.

I do like to get high though