congratulations and true peace to those who are not drinking. Alcohol is a poison. It destroys and kills. stick with the buds n hash
Reasons why I'm quitting are I just turn into a beligerant monster. I start to get off on fear... 95% I'm an angry psychotic idiot, pulling weapons out on friends and then whining and about how lonely I am. I drunk drive or used to, on the regular. Its normal around here in a small town, to take a six pack with you as you go visit friends.. Not normal to drink a 26 of vodka and go driving..
I don't know if anyone else gets like this, every night I drink I feel like I'm on the fucking brink of snapping killing someone or myself and it feels so good to release some aggression but people are afraid of me, others mad at me, and others who won't even waste their time bc they know I'm just fuckin struggling or they think I'm nuts.. Which hurts the worst, lol. I duuuunno. Feel like charlie Manson when I drink, heh.
Thanks for the place to spew another emotional enema.