Yeah buddy!! Can't wait to see some photos... you got be jonesen now lol
You can do this Overgrow. I'm doing the same exact thing, in the same exact scenario pretty much. Being broke is motivation to kill it that much harder this year. Keep your mind clear, and hit it one step at a time. Be the best you can be and you WILL prosper. You've got the vision, now it's time to make that a reality. Many have, and you're the next on that list. I promise bro.
I don't trust anyone either, growing has lost me a bunch of my "close" friends and even the ones I still do have and trust... I can't completely trust. I don't tell anyone what I'm doing outside. It's like giving them your social security number and credit card info IMO... they say they won't use it but when there's thousands of dollars of pot sitting in a field it becomes very clear who's your friend and who isn't. Try to pull of a 2nd mini crop if you can, I've got a bunch of beans that I just popped that will go out as a bunch of tiny babes but will add up to a good amount I think. Try to harvest an early batch too if you can, to beat the wave of outdoors from out west coming across the states at low prices. If you can beat that wave you'll get higher dollar for your product I bet. Keep us updated on the mission, and remember you are NOT alone out there brother... it may seem that way but there are a bunch of us like you doing the same thing with the same dreams. Be one of those guys that comes out on top, and be smart this season. It's all up to you. Wake up, bake up, and wreck shit.
Try to harvest an early batch too if you can, to beat the wave of outdoors from out west coming across the states at low prices. If you can beat that wave you'll get higher dollar for your product I bet.
I've gotta respect how long you've been out in the bush for brother. That's OG. Doesn't mean a little guerrilla growin on the side would hurt though, now does it?