Just pause for a moment, and take a second to re-read this comment. Dude, look how angry you're getting. So much anger. What gives?
"You are not special" - is that what your siblings told you while you grew up? It's not true, you are special. We must not take this out on other people though, you've gotta learn from this and not be so bitter towards other people - whether it be on forums or in real life. Your jaw wouldn't remain in tact for too long if you spoke like this to someone in person... I can tell you that much lol
I'm sorry, if you can please respond to the queries put to you.
The ball is in your court, do what you will.
Who's angry, the one asking questions, or the one threatening violence?