Hey folks thanks for all the cool vibes I really do appreciate all of it.I don't know if it's the morphine or not but my mom has been halleucintaing out the ass for about 4 days now.Its probably part of it but she's been taking quite a bit of oxy for 7 or 8 months now so I don't know really.I do know it's the first time she has commented on her pain level subsiding which is just fine for me.The hospice nurse told me yesterday if I try to move her from the bed to the poddy chair she will personally put a severe hurtin on my ass lol.She's a funny lady but knows what she's doing.I haven't had to change her adult briefs today but that whole thing although explained to me has me a little freaked.She's cornstipated from the MS and only god knows why she hasn't had to piss today yet.The nurse told me to be ready for niagra when she does though.She will be coming 3 times a week for an hour or so what a relief that is.Everything just has me a little freaked out but it'll all work in the end.One great fuckin thing is my lawyer filed a motion to buy back all 50 comm service hours at 10 an hour and it passed.I cant describe the feeling of relief I have over that shit.No more reporting to orient road jail for trash detail lol,I should be off paper totally when all the paperwork clears.You would think I'd be dying for a lung expanding hit after not smoking since November but it's not the big mental orgasm I thought it would be.It will be cool though surprising how a Xanax or two can totally fuck up your shit.Went shopping for car insurance since my actual suspension expired July fifth,the best was 4400 dollars every 6 months for a used car,I sold my Tundra a few weeks after getting out of jail.Man that's a lot of uber I have to seriously think about it.FR 44 insurance blows lol
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Floridian, sounds likebyou got a good hospice worker. I have dealt with hospice, a couple times. One of my customers was on hospice and recently passed. The husband introduced me as the medicine man, she just laughed and said whatever keeps her happy is fine with her. I was kinda freaked a little bit. Good to hear you are almost done with the legal issues. I had a 6 month suspension of my license, when I was charged with dui. I was dead on .08 they offered me a infraction and 1 point. 400$ fine. My public defender really worked for me. I didn't even know that you have 10 days to request a DMV hearing, or you automatic 6 month suspension. Even if you are found not guilty, still a 6 month suspension. I could do a restricted license, but the restricted is for 1 year weather you are convicted or not. Stupid California.
Man packer that's what you call living on the edge lol .08 they should have slapped your ass and made you walk home haa!Mine was more serious man,I was really being a stupid fuck I could have taken a family out.One dui from prescription drugs{Xanax}and after I bailed myself out about 12 hours later a second dui from Xanax hows hat for being a danger?I'm lucky nothing happened man really lucky and blessed,I could be one of those people you see in dui commercials regretting being born because you took out a teenager or a family..I should pay 43 million for anyone stupid enough to insure me lol.Things are OK though,I'm able to take care of mamasita as best I can,and it looks like the probation BS is coming to an end.That extra 50 hours shit freaked me out totally,wrong time wrong situation.I'm sitting here waiting for mom to wake up,she did no business today,it's all freaky and scary as fuck
right on floridian!
that is good news and i hope its all good from here on
it sounds like you know deep down that you messed up, thats something not a lot of people can admit to now days
its always someone elses fault
/ like someone else made you drink/take drugs and get behind the wheel or make bad choices
you made the mistakes and took your ass whoopin like a man
/this added time is kind of bullshit but whatever, pay the money and get on with life
i hope you clear and get things back on track,brother
has your mom been drinking enough water lately?
thats weird that she is retaining so much liquid, but i dont know
sounds like you have a great care giver!
be sure to thank her every time you see her and let her know you appreciate all her help
that story sounds familiar, p'fan
when they want a bag its all bruh this and homey that...
at least now you know how it is, real friends are real friends all the time
i think we can all a little hard on ourselves every now and then
it just shows you want to do your best
i still remember the first time i heard pantera
i think the newest stuff i like is tool/apc/pussifer
that maynard guy is a musical genius
i grew up on shit kickin country from my dads side
ive always liked a wide variety of music, it jsut has to be good
from classic jazz to hardcore country, i listen to it all
those plants look great fiddy
good fade and they look heavy with resin
cant wait to hear how she smokes
that is good news and i hope its all good from here on
it sounds like you know deep down that you messed up, thats something not a lot of people can admit to now days
its always someone elses fault
/ like someone else made you drink/take drugs and get behind the wheel or make bad choices
you made the mistakes and took your ass whoopin like a man
/this added time is kind of bullshit but whatever, pay the money and get on with life
i hope you clear and get things back on track,brother
has your mom been drinking enough water lately?
thats weird that she is retaining so much liquid, but i dont know
sounds like you have a great care giver!
be sure to thank her every time you see her and let her know you appreciate all her help
that story sounds familiar, p'fan
when they want a bag its all bruh this and homey that...
at least now you know how it is, real friends are real friends all the time
i think we can all a little hard on ourselves every now and then
it just shows you want to do your best
i still remember the first time i heard pantera
i think the newest stuff i like is tool/apc/pussifer
that maynard guy is a musical genius
i grew up on shit kickin country from my dads side
ive always liked a wide variety of music, it jsut has to be good
from classic jazz to hardcore country, i listen to it all
those plants look great fiddy
good fade and they look heavy with resin
cant wait to hear how she smokes
To be fair I was at a bar drinking, got pulled over on my way to get a bag of coke. I was taken to a jail in a neighboring town, sat their for an hour and a half. Then they took me to another jail in the next rown.it was funny sitting in the cop car hearing my coke dealer calling me incessantly. I told the cop to shut my phone off because it was my bitch. He ask me if he should put it on speaker? Lol.this was 12 years ago.
Fiddynut
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Good morning Packerfan.
You sure are right that people treat you diffrent when you have something they want. I try to treat everyone with respect and assume they are having a bad day if they are short or disrespectful. But if there is a pattern of bad behavior I usually just ignore them. Some people I work with are like that and I just keep my distance.
I do think I'm hard on myself. I hold myself to higher standards than I expect of others. But I really want to learn and grow the best, getting the most out of the genetics. I didn't get into this to do a half assed job. I'm realistic though and know it will be a process and take time. I feel like I've learned something from my mistakes that I can take to the next drow and keep improving. I'll feel even better about this grow when it's dried and shrunk and I see how much I got and that the quality is there. I think I'll be happy just don't want to get my expectations too high for now.
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Floridian said:
Good morning Floridian.
That's great news about the probation being over. I guess that lawyer was good for something after all. It must feel great to be allmost free once again. You can tell by the tone of your posts that you are in a good place. You must feel like a huge weight has been lifted. Congrats brother.
As others have said we all make mistakes. You've taken responsibility for them and done your time so to speak. The fact that you didn't hurt anyone means you can have a clean conscious going forward. I got my DWI over 7 years ago and have not had any issues since. I just drink at home now if I'm going to have a few.
9k a year for insurance is crazy. Wow I don't think mine was 1/3 of that right after I got mine. Maybe stick with uber for a while. Unbelievable!
Fiddynut
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Good morning pop_rocks.
I'm with you on the awesomeness of tool and reverend Maynard. They are so talented and play so tight together live. I've seen them quite a few times including 3 times in 2001. I was lucky enough to see them at a warm up show for the tour when they played at the Berkeley high school auditorium. Really cool to see them at a small venue. Saw them in Oakland at the coliseum and when I flew home in the fall in Madison too that year. They are allmost like seeing the dead live with all the improvised extended versions of their songs. We've been waiting patiently for so long for new tool music I'm beginning to wonder if they are ever going to release a new album.
I would say I'm cautiously optimistic about the harvest. The buds seemed heavy but I won't know for sure until dry. I also have not poaked around looking for seeds in them yet. I don't think they are heavily seeded but not sure. There was one seed in the sample I took a couple weeks ago. I'm hoping they will be mostly dry on Sunday and I'll have a much better look at them when I cut them off the stems.
Another week has sped by for me this week. Looking forward to a relaxing weekend. I have to get over and check out the outdoor grow at my friends house. Other than that I'm going to take it easy and get rested up for the next couple of busy weeks ahead.
You got anything exciting going this weekend? Anything good going on the grill or in the oven? I hope your week has been going well.
Fiddynut
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Good morning Rodehazrd.
Thanks brother I hope it dosent shrink too much when drying. I wish I had 2 of them in the tent for this run. I haven't popped any seeds for the next run yet so this harvest plus what I have left over from the last runs has to last me a while. Maybe I'll get some from the outdoor plants but I don't want to count my chickens before they hatch so to speak.
So we have some fellow tool fans here to!! That's awesome. Hope everyone is having an awesome weekend. Going prety good here. Planted some seeds yesterday.
From cannaventure
Las Vegas lemon skunk x Triangle kush
Pure GHOST OG
And from the b man bodhi
Terpanado
Cherry sunshine.
So for the time being, I am going to be working on a ranch, seems kinda crazy. But it will keep the wife happy.
Firing up the smoker to do a pork shoulder as I type this.
From cannaventure
Las Vegas lemon skunk x Triangle kush
Pure GHOST OG
And from the b man bodhi
Terpanado
Cherry sunshine.
So for the time being, I am going to be working on a ranch, seems kinda crazy. But it will keep the wife happy.
Firing up the smoker to do a pork shoulder as I type this.
nothing too exciting planned for this weekend
we got some of those street taco tortillas so im going to grill up some chicken and make little tacos for dinner tonight
thats wild about finding a seed in your sample bud
was it a mature seed?
seeing tool in a small venue sounds like it would be amazing
im not expecting for tool to ever release a new album
maynard went on to form a perfect circle and their stuff kicks ass
/if you like that hard rock jam band sound you will dig apc
he also has this new band called pussifer and is also in the wine business
https://caduceus.org/
check out the staff page for some cool pics
good luck on the new job, p'fan
working on a ranch sounds like good honest work, what will you be doing
sounds like some nice plants you are starting
we got some of those street taco tortillas so im going to grill up some chicken and make little tacos for dinner tonight
thats wild about finding a seed in your sample bud
was it a mature seed?
seeing tool in a small venue sounds like it would be amazing
im not expecting for tool to ever release a new album
maynard went on to form a perfect circle and their stuff kicks ass
/if you like that hard rock jam band sound you will dig apc
he also has this new band called pussifer and is also in the wine business
https://caduceus.org/
check out the staff page for some cool pics
good luck on the new job, p'fan
working on a ranch sounds like good honest work, what will you be doing
sounds like some nice plants you are starting
Yeah just feeding, watering, cleaning crap. Lol who knows. I got a few jobs potentially coming up. But for now it will put pay the bills.
Hoping for some fire in them seeds. I grew the terpanado before and didn't keep a clone, bud was some of the tastiest.
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Packerfan said:
Good morning Packerfan.
Tool is one of my favorites for sure. Couldn't get enough of them in the day. Listening to then now brings back the vibe of the mid to late 90's and makes me feel like a younger man again.
My weekend went well. 3 rounds of disc golf, processing my harvest, checking the outdoor plants kept me pretty busy. Not a lot of time to chill but I feel rested for the week.
Congrats on your new crop starting. I hope you get lots of nice lady's from those seeds. The LVLemon skunk X triangle kush sounds like it would be great. Cherry sunshine sounds great too, I tried some cherry AK a few months ago that was good but not a ton of flavor.
Ranch work sounds like it would be interesting. Like pop said good honest work. You could learn some things on a ranch that might help you if you move somewhere more isolated with some land to have a few of your own anamals someday.
How did your BBQ turn out. I love some good pork butt. My BBQ pitmaster controller has been broken since spring and I haven't done any long cooks since. I don't need the controller to cook but it allows me to cook at night when I'm getting a good night sleep it keeps my pit right at temp.
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Good morning pop_rocks.
How did your tacos turn out? I made some with flank steak last night. How are street taco tortillas diffrent than normal tortillas?
The seed I found was not mature, all white but allmost full sized. I may have a few in some of the lowers but not many. I didn't find any while trimming the budlets off the stems. I found a few more nanners while trimming. Maybe they were sterile or something.
I like APC and pussifer but haven't been able to get into them as much as tool. I think the music experience was diffrent back then. I'd listen to a whole album with the songs in order like the band composed it. I think I'd also "listen" more to the music. Now I hear music all the time but it's not quite the same. With iPods, mp3's, pandora radio and the like we are hearing a song here and there and it's just diffrent. There are so many more distractions these days too. Music might be more accessible these days but I had way more connection to it the old way. But now I'm rambling into deep thoughts LOL.
Thanks for the link. I knew Maynard was making wine these days but haven't read much about it. Have you ever tried any of his wines? I'd love to give them a try sometime. I don't drink a lot of wine these days but a good bold red with a steak or roast can be great.
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Update and pics.
Update and pics.
Greetings jungle tribe.
Mostly just want to put up a few pics of the first run of autos outdoors. Not much to say about them they are self sufficient for the most part. I've feed them twice with low strength bloom nutes and that's it. Mother Nature has been taking care of most of their watering needs. Outdoor seems easy compared to the indoor growing I've done. I'm digging it.
Update and pics.
Greetings jungle tribe.
Mostly just want to put up a few pics of the first run of autos outdoors. Not much to say about them they are self sufficient for the most part. I've feed them twice with low strength bloom nutes and that's it. Mother Nature has been taking care of most of their watering needs. Outdoor seems easy compared to the indoor growing I've done. I'm digging it.
Fiddynut
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Mid harvest update and pics
Mid harvest update and pics
Greetings jungle tribe.
So far so good with the gorilla bubble harvest. She was cut and partly trimmed a few days ago and is getting allmost dry. I've cut the budlets off the stems of about 75% of her. I'll cut the rest of the budlets from the biggest buds tonight. They will finish drying on plates. I put buckets over the plates to let the moisture equalize. Once dry they will go into jars for curing. Here are a few early pics of the harvest.
Mid harvest update and pics
Greetings jungle tribe.
So far so good with the gorilla bubble harvest. She was cut and partly trimmed a few days ago and is getting allmost dry. I've cut the budlets off the stems of about 75% of her. I'll cut the rest of the budlets from the biggest buds tonight. They will finish drying on plates. I put buckets over the plates to let the moisture equalize. Once dry they will go into jars for curing. Here are a few early pics of the harvest.
Hey Fiddynuts, pork came out amazing. I used cherry and hickory wood. Took the kids swimming
Saturday and Sunda., kinda getting irritated, the wife never wants to do anything with me and the kids. She's kinda like that she is busy with school, but she's lazy. Funny cause i have the never-ending honey do list.
I got 12 of 18 seedling above ground, super excited about the LVTK also.
So I went to check out the supposed ranch job. Lol smh. Not really a ranch, 2 acres with 250 goats, a few cows. I had a weird feeling when I got their, the guy was tweaked out. Then his nephew shows up. I gave it a try but when I went to get hay and came back they are in the feed shed smoking meth. Lol. The guy tells me his wife doesn't think this is the job for me. Paid me for 3 hours and I went home. Yeah I have worked for tweakers before not doing it,again.
Looks like the outdoor is chugging along nicely.
I am not really surprised that their are the occasional nanner, gg4 came from a clusterfuck of hermied crop. I have avoided gg4 because of this. Besides doesn't really suit my taste.
I wasn't aware that Maynard was involved in a perfect circle. I was tripping out trying to find tool on iTunes, lol he's not their. Just read an article about the last few holdouts from iTunes. Tool has been a go to for me for many years.
Lol, distractions are crazy now days. Sometimes I try to kick back , and the mind keeps turning. That's probably the biggest reason I blaze. Helps to shut off the constant barrage of thoughts. Hard to concentrate when things are distracting.
Saturday and Sunda., kinda getting irritated, the wife never wants to do anything with me and the kids. She's kinda like that she is busy with school, but she's lazy. Funny cause i have the never-ending honey do list.
I got 12 of 18 seedling above ground, super excited about the LVTK also.
So I went to check out the supposed ranch job. Lol smh. Not really a ranch, 2 acres with 250 goats, a few cows. I had a weird feeling when I got their, the guy was tweaked out. Then his nephew shows up. I gave it a try but when I went to get hay and came back they are in the feed shed smoking meth. Lol. The guy tells me his wife doesn't think this is the job for me. Paid me for 3 hours and I went home. Yeah I have worked for tweakers before not doing it,again.
Looks like the outdoor is chugging along nicely.
I am not really surprised that their are the occasional nanner, gg4 came from a clusterfuck of hermied crop. I have avoided gg4 because of this. Besides doesn't really suit my taste.
I wasn't aware that Maynard was involved in a perfect circle. I was tripping out trying to find tool on iTunes, lol he's not their. Just read an article about the last few holdouts from iTunes. Tool has been a go to for me for many years.
Lol, distractions are crazy now days. Sometimes I try to kick back , and the mind keeps turning. That's probably the biggest reason I blaze. Helps to shut off the constant barrage of thoughts. Hard to concentrate when things are distracting.
Fiddynut
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Good afternoon Packerfan.
Glad to hear your pork come out well. I love that smokey porky goodness. Your making me hungry hahaha.
You have mentioned that your wife dosent like to camp or go hiking and it sounds like she is not a fan of swimming either. Is there any activities that you know she likes that you guys could do together? Maybe she would be more into it if she felt like you were going to do something she wanted to do or try. Sometimes it's hard to find an activity that everyone can agree on. Maybe get her involved in the planing of family activities so she feels that she has some input.
Sounds like a good start with the seedlings. I look forward to a smoke report on the LVTK.
That kind of sucks about the "ranch" job. Sounds like a bunch of goats packed into a small area. I think you are smart to get the hell out of there. Working for someone who is on that shit can't be anything but trouble. That shit is no good for sure. I'm lucky I never liked meth or coke I've tried both of them lines, smoking ect but not for me. I never liked being all jacked up.
I'm surprised I haven't seen more seeds in the GB because I know I had a few balls that busted open early (like week 3) in flower. The air moves around my tent quite a bit and so does the pollin. Weather they are steral or I just got lucky some how I don't know but not complaining. I'm thinking about running bodhi's chem91 jb x snow lotus next but have heard that c91 is hermie prone. i think I heard that bodhi was able to breed out most of the hermie traits. I guess there is only one way to find out.
My favorite time to smoke a bowl is when I get home from work. Like you, it helps me to relax the mind. I always have lots to think about and smoking lets me turn it off or slow it down.
What's up jungle mates, fiddynuts I do have to find things the wife likes to do. It's hard now because she likes to go out to eat, which she can't do with the weight loss surgery. She likes going to the movies, which is giant snoozefest for me. Boring.lol. other than th at it's shopping, or the nail salon. Nothing I like. She kinda bugs, she wants to go hiking but she has to have special boots. It all leads back to shopping.
As far as hermies and seeds, I have never had a problem so far. I am pretty selective about what,strains I grow. That chem 91x sl. Is probably a good choice. I have a pack of Cobra lips that has chem 4 I think. I grew goji and love triangle, both S.L. crosses, they seemed to be nute sensitive, could have been on though. I was using ph drops at the time. Seems like the S.L. dominates the cross.
As far as hermies and seeds, I have never had a problem so far. I am pretty selective about what,strains I grow. That chem 91x sl. Is probably a good choice. I have a pack of Cobra lips that has chem 4 I think. I grew goji and love triangle, both S.L. crosses, they seemed to be nute sensitive, could have been on though. I was using ph drops at the time. Seems like the S.L. dominates the cross.
