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Tona, that is a most beautiful poem and the gesture behind it means even more. thanks so much...
I also want to continue to thank the fam here for your support and concern. I will be honest. The members here have more compassion than almost anyone I know. It is my priviledge to be able to call you all friends and fam.
I have a private viewing setup for myself at the funeral home tomorrow. Because his body is being donated, the director said once they take possesion of the body it is illegal for me to go there. I told him that this was my last chance to see my bro and he better call whoever the fuck he had to call to get me in there before the college gets him and I have no chance to see him. This creep was not gonna let me come see him. lets just say I changed his mind for him and I get to see my bro. what an absolute fucking creep. And after all that was said and done this jerk actually says to me something about some kind of fee for a private viewing.. I told him maybe after the first of the year I would send his institution a donation of sorts...yeah, like a flaming bag of shit on his porch..
Dont get me wrong, I understand everything takes money to do, but this prick is ALREADY gettin paid. F.U.C.K.E.M. and it couldnt be any more appropriate than that.
As far as the wife and I, we're doing alot better. Her father passed on 10/19 two years ago, so this was really tough weekend for her as well. It's just getting over the initial shock and the next morning when you wake up and remember oh yeah..he died.. ok I lie. this is kinda tough typin this shit. F.U.C.K.E.M. he would have liked that alot! he didnt even know I was growin. This woulda blown his mind so to speak..
OK enough with this for now. Im sorry cf if I took your thread in a different direction for a bit, so lets all get back to the business at hand here.
I am starting to see all my little beans pop through with the white rhinos out in front, followed by the blackberry crosses with my crosses and the bagseeds following in that order. So far so good. Its just really ironic about the new life in my cellar..well timing is everything, right? I also have some Mendo purps tops that will hit the cloner soon and I am still making up my mind as to when I want to root all of my other cuts. I have 30 beans down and 14 or so cuts of 4 strains.(not rooted,just in stasis) I would like to use these outdoor come spring but also to keep mothers inside. If I flower em all out in 2 litre bottles, how many do you guys think I could realistically put under a 400w w/ a 150w as a sidelight? I had 6 with the kalichakra and felt I was wasting light. but with 30 down, science tells us that 50% should be female so I might get 15 females.
too many? just right? hmmm..
again fam, Thank you all so very much! I can feel what yer all puttin out there.
all my sweaty man love,
~cellard
Cellar, I am so sorry to hear about your brother,
I know I speak for all here that you and your family will be in our prayers & thoughts.
May he rest in peace.
just know if needed you can talk to anyone here so if needed just rant away my brother.
An extra prayer will be said tonight in memory of your brother.
cellar-you are welcome my friend,i thought it was kinda on track with you.when we was talkin the other day i can feel ur pain yo.hoped you would like it.
kal-no its not a litzi,looks alot alike though bro.i thought she was a bubbleberry at first but she must have got the mix up because she is definetly a kalichakra,i can tell by the buds build and the distinct smell of gas and lemons.its the pheno i chalked up there was still a few clones around and i hate throwin out clones yo so i flowered them out.
here we go,another day another sticky ass pair of scissors...
the pile is over a foot deep in some spots and atleast a foot in the rest.so many big tops i didnt wanna dig them all out,my hands was supe sticky messin up my cam so theres only a couple...i think i will reach my goal on this one...
just came in to say hello to the crew and to cellard..who's going tru this ordeal...also wanted to say i'm not in the mood of posting much up...i'll stil be around though....just need a couple of days to get it rolling again...