EasyMyohoDisco said:The KEYWORD IN THIS THREAD (among others) is FAITH.
Faith is key.
Here is a special quote to begin an awesome new year:
While deluded, one is called a common mortal, but once enlightened, he is called a Buddha. Even a tarnished mirror will shine like a jewel if it is polished. A mind which presently is clouded by illusions originating from the innate darkness of life is like a tarnished mirror, but once it is polished it will become clear, reflecting the enlightenment of immutable truth. Arouse deep faith and polish your mirror night and day How should you polish it? Only by chanting Nam-myoho-renge-kyo.
scegy said:hitman i'm just wondering whose money built SGI centers around the world, i mean there are 30 or more just in middle america, and someone must pay the bills etc.
scegy said:another question that popped yesterday
now why do i need candles and fruits on my butsudan? and now i remembered, why did i light the candles yesterday when me and my gf made love? why does my love, love fruit?
candles to set our moods up, and fruit to the Gohonzon ege ME to make chanting even more pleasurable??????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????
p.s.
and the FINAL revelation hehe
i finally figured out how to give karma to other ppl here heheheh
Thank you for the invitation ( My Friend )and Happy New Year! I appreciate your invitation to join you but will not be participating in BSG activities. I want to explain why I came to this decision so that I can clarify between us my true sentiment.
Last year I only participated twice formally and other times informally when I was around the center. (A certain Gajokai Member) was very rude, abrasive and difficult to deal with on two distinct incidents and basically I felt bullied away from being in his company. I saw him recently and he had the audacity to say to me "Did I scare you away?". He clearly realizes his attitude was derogatory and I assured him I have no personal problems with him, but I sincerely prefer to stay away from Bad Faith individuals, especially someone who was very condescending and negative with me and in my opinion instigating a possible fight which I have no intention to pursue. My Human Revolution helped me avoid a physical confrontation with that Gajokai Leader, so I decided to leave Gajokai duties to him and those who will support him, I substantially support the SGI directly on the District and Area Level, so I do not feel out of the loop, but I realize I will not advance in the SGI hierarchy without doing BSG shifts which is unfortunate because my faith in Nichiren Daishonin my eternal mentor is ABSOLUTE. So much that I quote The Goshos to everyone I know and meet throughout everyday.
Also, last summer during the event in (the city) , when I was asked to be Emcee by (the zone leader) and never spoke to you regarding this assignment until the evening of the rehearsal and you and I had a conversation that night. In that conversation you expressed your absolute devotion to Sensei, it sincerely scared me away and made a big issue for me with one reason, I feel you worship Sensei like some sort of God and you wanted me to apologize and feel accountable towards him for not being able to participate because of my personal obligations that go beyond any imaginary bond senior members encourage me to make with someone that is not Nichiren Daishonin. This in my humble opinion is a grave slander and I did not appreciate your attempt to force me to feel bad for letting down President Ikeda in Japan when I did not participate for an SGI event in (the USA) .
Nichiren Daishonin's golden words are my guide, I have and will continue to always diligently study the Orally Transmitted Teachings and both volumes of The Gosho (and will continue to do so everyday) and no-where did I find reference to a sage or mentor that is to appear after his passing which is to be venerated and worshiped higher than Shakymuni or Nichiren Daishonin himself. Every issue of the World Tribune, most meetings I attend and very often I notice senior members go into a rhetoric that focuses more on Sensei than how each of are the living embodiment of Nichiren Daishonin, or at the very least that Gohonzon is the Key not any living person in the Latter Age of The Law. I follow the Buddha of Beginingless Time, Nichiren Daishonin's Golden words, not an interpretation of his doctrine but I do appreciate Sensei’s efforts everyday when I mention him in Gongyo during the third silent prayer.
In fact, neither you nor I have had the luxury to read and understand Nichiren Daishonin's Writings and Teachings in the original Japanese context which would give us a clearer doctrinal understanding as I perceive Sensei Ikeda possesses ( I believe a lot may get lost in translation). The basis in my humble opinion for these overwhelmingly strong feelings towards Sensei Ikeda are it is unnatural and in my opinion could create a conflict between my orthodox doctrinal standpoint and blatant imposition of Living Mentor. President Ikeda is our biggest Cheerleader, but is he not training all of the SGI youth to be the future leaders following his example to achieve similar greatness? How could I accomplish this knowing in my heart, I live for kosen-rufu and follow The Goshos yet I feel the constant pressure of senior members insisting I pledge my life to another mortal and humbly follow his guidance when I have not even shook his hand or shared a meal with him?
I know Japanese culture is very different from our Western culture through my studies of sociology. In Japan the primary value is that of Belonging among the values of; Harmony, Maintaining Relationships and Conformity. Clearly for me growing up in America we are expected to go in the opposite direction with a heavy emphasis on the individual and more self centered values. So then I must confess my values and norms are substantially different than those derived from Japan or Japanese culture, I clearly see things from my individualistic/ambitious perspective but I can also acknowledge the distinct cultural differences and supplement my life with both.
In Japan school children are put into groups and graded by the group, always progressing through their education in a group environment and mentality, in America the opposite holds true, American kids are trained individually, rated and graded individually creating a vastly different landscape including endless competition. This also exists in our organization in varying degrees, there is still in my humble opinion a long way to go before we can find a “middle-way” and avoid further role strain, which is a structural problem and not a problem between people. I sincerely feel that it is unrealistic to expect Western Thinkers and Practitioners to succumb and feel forced to integrate Japanese Social Ideology in a land that does not apply or function on those principles. Our country in my opinion is in a similar stature with Japan in the years 1200-1300 when the Daishonin wrote letters to the government predicting the Mongol invasion and natural disasters, I feel compelled to follow his example and prepare a letter to our leadership in this country and outline the uncompassionate direction which is accelerating our nation towards its darkest hours. But, I mention this because it helps substantiate my argument that our organization is still very young and we must be very careful of the steps we are taking to correctly continue to practice.
I am trying to convey my feelings in the best way possible and as honestly as I can. I shared these thoughts recently with (the Mens Area Leader) and he agrees with me that this is my human revolution and that I have to overcome these obstacles. I think the best way for me to overcome this is to write to you my feelings. I’m also still hoping to recover my sweater I left in the BSG closet after my first shift and you took home for safekeeping, lol, its been so long but I do like that blue sweater. I don’t want you to feel that I am attacking your beliefs or you in anyway, I really want you to be able to compassionately digest my feelings and take them as my offer to mend our friendship because I have a significant amount of respect and admiration for all you do for our organization which directly affects me.
I am not the type of person to blindly accept guidance as anything absolute unless its found in the OTT or Both volumes of The Gosho, this caused me to want to maintain a safe distance from such strong beliefs that are a recent creation within our organization and evolving in a dangerous direction which I will not bend towards. Do not get me wrong, I have 1000% sincere admiration and respect for President Ikeda but I have written him letters and realize that my energies would be put to better use in other areas such as supporting members, supporting the District and Area and continuing everyday to do Shakubuku. This year I shakubukued or helped a friend in shakubukuing new members, this is how I practice Nichiren Daishonin’s Buddhism. Practicing this way does not afford me the luxury of feeling guilty or remorseful when my actions do not coincide with a Mechanical Expectation or pleasing Daisaku Ikeda, I work for Nichiren Daishonin’s Buddhism and the Only Organization on this Planet that is Properly Practicing Nichiren Daishonin’s Buddhism in an unbroken chain since the Daishonin’s passing just as he predicted kosen-rufu would be carried out after his passing. I know the SGI is my organization, I did not create it but I will continue to build it up as it is also my life, therefore in good conscience I cannot succumb to threats from another individual (the way (the gajokai member) made me feel) or accept something I know to be false (feeling sorry for letting down Sensei as you explained to me that night over the phone).
(My friend), I am not such a difficult individual to understand, I try and be as straight forward as possible but please do not interpret my words as anything but an attempt to mend our friendship going forward. I don’t live in the past you’ll find me in the present always hoping for a better future. I realize this situation could either push you further away or help us become better friends but I want you to understand, I will be practicing for the rest of my life diligently and even though I’m not guarding the Culture Center, my heart is behind those big Butsudan’s doors! I will be creative and find other ways to volunteer time for the Daishonin and be more creative and diligent than ever for kosen-rufu. Leaders like us will lead our organization into the future with a firm resolve to never backslide in our practice, individually and collectively. I do not wish to ever be complicit in any possible slander that could f8ck with my life, which is also why I want to be as honest as possible.
I need to be on your team all the time and have honest communication and dailouge as Sensei is always telling us to have because that way we will be more effective at creating the Kansai of the World. The SGI’s progression from a teaching society- President Makiguchi’s Soka Kyuko Gakkai, to President Toda’s Soka Gakkai in Japan , to President Ikeda’s Soka Gakkai International will only continue with individuals of our caliber to progress beyond the current horizon! I am sure that for us to reach the next level, we have to have the same spirit as Sensei Ikeda and Sensei Toda! Creating the foundation to help elevate us to that point is my attempt with this email to solidify my relationship with you and offer my eternal support to you for kosen-rufu. I’m serious.
Un abrazo con mucho cariño, (A hug with a lot of love,)
MyohoDisco
Hitman said:The first step towards enlightenment is that you see the good, the potential, the love in all people and you want to save them. That's humanism. That's what makes President Ikeda so lovable, so pure. He wouldn't hurt an ant's feeling. He raises both hands and puts his arms up with peace signs and you can see how he was able in 60 years to create a world force for Kosen Rufu- World Peace. The happiness of all living beings. Ya I know it's sounds wishy washy and idealistic and Utopic but it may happen if I, and you and all of us strive to do this through our own human revolution. How do you make tommorrow better than today. My boss is on my ass and I'm scared shitless. But I have all of you and we have eachother. Sorry to go veer off. Museums are opening around the world dedicated to Peace which is now being seen as most imperative element of our existence. Peace is necessary and until we take the killing out of us then we ain't never going to get there. Ikeda said that his accomplishments from age sixty to eighty were above and beyond his wildest dreams. He is seeing his on mortality. He said recently on a film that they showed that he is so honored to die for this cause. He said that he will go to eternity chanting Nam Myoho Renge Kyo and fighting for Peace.