Yep,nail on head sos.I thought I would ask people here who might have experienced a similar situation, but instead i became a prime candidate for the next Yummybud.friends don't let friends post threads while drunk.(pwi)
No, you're nowhere near yummybud level, which is a good thing.
I don't understand why you're getting upset, so what if someone on the internet isn't telling you what you want to hear? I mean really what would you expect? That everyone would say nothing but what you wanted to hear?
One thing though, forget about having a reputation, if you're doing things right nobody in real life should know that much about you if you're actively growing where it's not legal to do so.