I apologize.My posts were aweful.My Mom dying before my eyes is such a hard thing to witness.No excuses.I went POSTAL when I should have just tried to go to bed and sleep my 2 hours a night.It is tough dealing w/a major illness when you are already ill.My Mom means everything in the world to me.Hospice came today and told us 2 months tops.She looks like a concentration camp victim...skin and bones and marinol isnt working,for me either as I have a script for 30mg daily.I will continue to be in agony and puke on a daily basis,wishing for a different outcome that will never come.Once again I am sorry I'll keep my evil thoughts to myself.Better luck next time I guess. Peace and One Love-BigD and after 5 years or better writing/calling/e-mailing.Its over for now.All I get are dirty looks from my wife and family when I try and play advocate.I'm done for now.
you act like this is OUR fault......