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i just need to let this all out.
i'm really sick of america.
i'm so sick of our society. call it babylon society, I don't know. In fact, I never really knew what that meant until recently. But under weed, and just sober, I see what it means.
there are so many phucked up things going on in this world.
i never watch tv. i stopped years and years ago. recently my living situation has changed, and i've watched tv with someone i live with once or twice.
pure chaos. the first thing she turns on in the morning is some sorta financial/political stuff. to me it feels like such chaotic drama. the vibes coming out of that box suck and i don't need them.
i watched a youtube video, of some tv show. I feel like some of these people were close to my age, but I felt like I was a different species. they were all dressed so pretty...the boy shaven... all ties... blah blah blah...some news television show.
We give kids meth salts. We drive hummers while our boys are dying in the middle east. we outlaw weed and look down on tobacco, while we gorge ourselves on coffee that slaves picked.
we feel the need to apply a razor to our jaw every damn day. we feel the need to dress like every other damn person every day. to wear a peice of cloth around our necks, over a expensive ironed shirt. with a coat even. shiny shoes. we go through so much just for what?
what are we trying to prove.
we build new freeways, and on the opening day when they let the barrier down, get an orgasm for being able to burn even more oil for nothing.
we make a joke out of people that are trying to help the environment. like its funny or something.
everyone is in such competition. we tint our windows so people can't see our angry faces on the road. we wear big ass sunglasses to hide from our fellow citizens. we drive huge trucks...then lift these huge trucks even HIGHER... to make them as evil and big as humanely possible... and dont' CARE the amount of fear we invoke in other people... or the amount of fear we invoke when passing some dude trying to bike instead of drive to work... all that is seperating him from that killing monster is a white line on the pavement.
instead we just all buy huge trucks so we don't feel intimidated. but no one realizes that its all pointless to begin with.
we are fucked up.
people are mean. we feel its some right to be able to be a bitch to some guy behind the counter. we feel its our right to bitch and whine on the phone to a customer service representative, just because they are a customer service representative.
we are not open anymore. we are closed.
our kids spend all day inside. they intuitively understand that the natural world is evaporating. why go outside to play hockey in the street, when huge suv's will come hurling by at any moment, sending reverberations of deep sound and fear into their soft bodies.
inside is safer. the digital world is safer. at least you can explore endless maps and digital landscapes... and dream that maybe at one time the world offered this in real life.
kids don't play in nature anymore.
we work so hard and play little. we look down on drugs. we look down on marijuana. we make things so hard for ourselves. spending taxpayer money when instead everyone could just grow their own legal herb in their backyard.
our nation is one of fear. you realize this when you have a seed of marijuana, and even though no one can see you, you feel fear of planting it. the idea that some THING in this world, is PREVENTING YOU from planting a seed of a plant.
what happened to this fucking country.
it wasn't designed so the government could control us. we have let this happen. we are CONTROLLED. we do not have freedom any more. this is the most horrific thing i can think of. And we are so socially conditioned growing up in public schools that it takes a serious awakening to even begin to question or understand what is going on...to begin to understand that something is not right... that your freedom has been taken from you.
i do not want to be controlled.
i'm really sick of america.
i'm so sick of our society. call it babylon society, I don't know. In fact, I never really knew what that meant until recently. But under weed, and just sober, I see what it means.
there are so many phucked up things going on in this world.
i never watch tv. i stopped years and years ago. recently my living situation has changed, and i've watched tv with someone i live with once or twice.
pure chaos. the first thing she turns on in the morning is some sorta financial/political stuff. to me it feels like such chaotic drama. the vibes coming out of that box suck and i don't need them.
i watched a youtube video, of some tv show. I feel like some of these people were close to my age, but I felt like I was a different species. they were all dressed so pretty...the boy shaven... all ties... blah blah blah...some news television show.
We give kids meth salts. We drive hummers while our boys are dying in the middle east. we outlaw weed and look down on tobacco, while we gorge ourselves on coffee that slaves picked.
we feel the need to apply a razor to our jaw every damn day. we feel the need to dress like every other damn person every day. to wear a peice of cloth around our necks, over a expensive ironed shirt. with a coat even. shiny shoes. we go through so much just for what?
what are we trying to prove.
we build new freeways, and on the opening day when they let the barrier down, get an orgasm for being able to burn even more oil for nothing.
we make a joke out of people that are trying to help the environment. like its funny or something.
everyone is in such competition. we tint our windows so people can't see our angry faces on the road. we wear big ass sunglasses to hide from our fellow citizens. we drive huge trucks...then lift these huge trucks even HIGHER... to make them as evil and big as humanely possible... and dont' CARE the amount of fear we invoke in other people... or the amount of fear we invoke when passing some dude trying to bike instead of drive to work... all that is seperating him from that killing monster is a white line on the pavement.
instead we just all buy huge trucks so we don't feel intimidated. but no one realizes that its all pointless to begin with.
we are fucked up.
people are mean. we feel its some right to be able to be a bitch to some guy behind the counter. we feel its our right to bitch and whine on the phone to a customer service representative, just because they are a customer service representative.
we are not open anymore. we are closed.
our kids spend all day inside. they intuitively understand that the natural world is evaporating. why go outside to play hockey in the street, when huge suv's will come hurling by at any moment, sending reverberations of deep sound and fear into their soft bodies.
inside is safer. the digital world is safer. at least you can explore endless maps and digital landscapes... and dream that maybe at one time the world offered this in real life.
kids don't play in nature anymore.
we work so hard and play little. we look down on drugs. we look down on marijuana. we make things so hard for ourselves. spending taxpayer money when instead everyone could just grow their own legal herb in their backyard.
our nation is one of fear. you realize this when you have a seed of marijuana, and even though no one can see you, you feel fear of planting it. the idea that some THING in this world, is PREVENTING YOU from planting a seed of a plant.
what happened to this fucking country.
it wasn't designed so the government could control us. we have let this happen. we are CONTROLLED. we do not have freedom any more. this is the most horrific thing i can think of. And we are so socially conditioned growing up in public schools that it takes a serious awakening to even begin to question or understand what is going on...to begin to understand that something is not right... that your freedom has been taken from you.
i do not want to be controlled.
