NorCal said:I feel so bad about this, we've been together 6 years and I almost feel like if she was with someone that didn't have to do this to pay the bills she would have never been put in this situation.
99% of the time though I am on the other side of the door with a .45, and I am a night owl so I pull security.
sorry and glad you and your gf are o.k.
youll know as soon as you see the person who took it selling it
karma is in and of itself its own rewards and letting :mystical law: do your dirty work for you will reward you and them far more profoundly
i hope you find a place and the grace to keep on keeping on
Sorry for the repeated posts but my house is pretty damn big. 2 living rooms, 4 br 3 baths and my bedroom is all the way on the opposite side of the house it's pretty hard to hear someone prying the door open all the way on the downstairs opposite side of the house. Now my doors are pretty reinforced. If you wanna come in your gonna have to break 3 doors down before even getting into the living room downstairs. Between that, the alarm system and cameras your fucked. By then I'd have heard them, called the cops and been ready. I also have 3 dogs but my pit just had knee surgery and was doped up so she slept through the whole thing.
First off here's a post I made earlier this year so you get an idea of what the fuck I've been dealing with https://www.icmag.com/ic/showthread.php?t=200361
I'm not naive either. Of course its someone i know. Theres a handful of people I suspect but got nothing to accuse anyone of yet, what's even worst is that since it's someone I know they must be a piece of shit for doing this to me after knowing everything ive been through. I know my girl wasn't in on it. She barely even has any friends. She's been with me for 6 years and if she wanted to Jack me she could have easily come up on a lot more back in the days when I used to push major weight. I've been here at my crib for almost 6 years too. Been hustling for about 12 and never ever had any issues like this. I've always been a nice guy but always been respected as well which is what keeps most people in check. Apparently someone this time was desperate enough to go for the score and got away with it. Lesson learned. No more mr nice guy. I've clipped a lot of my friends and am going completely solo from here on out. Ive Basically realized the hard way that it's no ones business what the fuck I'm doing or when it's gonna be done. Lesson learned.
It's def time to move but I'm kinda stuck. This was gonna be my first payday in a long time. this year has been one thing after the next. It's almost as if somethings telling me to stop whatever the fuck I'm doing because ive never had so many issues growing. I've been designing and building some of the dopest grow shows for 10 years. I know what the fuck I'm doing. But this year has been weird. I had fucked up genetics for 2 runs and that killed me financially. Basically broke even after paying rent and pgne. I guess the sayings true what doesn't kill you only makes you stronger.
It's def time to move but I'm kinda stuck. This was gonna be my first payday in a long time. this year has been one thing after the next. It's almost as if somethings telling me to stop whatever the fuck I'm doing because ive never had so many issues growing. I've been designing and building some of the dopest grow shows for 10 years. I know what the fuck I'm doing. But this year has been weird. I had fucked up genetics for 2 runs and that killed me financially. Basically broke even after paying rent and pgne. I guess the sayings true what doesn't kill you only makes you stronger.