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Internets been my BIGGEST MATERIAL Help for YEARssss,great how ya can do things in your own time WITHOUT DICTATION!! [clockwork dictation,often/was- for me.

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whada u mean agro? lol . agroculture? lol..
I love the word severe, its so INTENSE. when I saw this thread title I got like really, um, excited.hee heee
What is AGRO?
AGRO is "Hostile, angry" or "Aggravation, trouble"
Typically having plants that I revere, that are not perfect, would have me on edge. Know I can at least get clones off them, even if overfed.
Thinks it was Lao Tzu, (was Friedrich Nietzsche) from Conan the Barbarian. That does not kill us, makes us stronger!!!!!
This movie inspired me tremendously, being smallest in every grade, and going through 18-22 year old growth spurt. Combined Arnold and Bruce Lee, in body sculpting. Never hit anyone in my life. That was goal, to have ability, but responsibility, to not use it, unless absolutely needed. Nunchaku were therapeutic also. Could do with eyes closed.
Sorry for rambling.
Depression is not something people really discuss in real life, but sometimes young people go into deep depression dues to chemical changes in the brain which can happen typically between the ages of 17-20 year old. If this is the case with you it will certainly end one day and you will be the better for the dark time you had to endure.
its about like a tribe thing. its really beautiful, really.
I met Jimi Hendrix last night in my dream.
Do u think its possible that the dead communicate with us. What if the dead are speaking through the internet like one of you is really Jimi Hendrix.
I know this is heavy shit , I know,
The tribal thing is what powered Hendrix.
He said once the power of LOVE in greater then the Love of power then everything will be totally groovy.
I had an amazing hug session with him. The tribe of the lovers of MJ and the unity that Mj brings can be very spiritual I think 'altarNation u were talking abou that and I can totally relate.
Hey- The stems shifted due to deficiency perhaps, I am not an expert yetBut it is also a less common pheno I think. Also, there are multiple breeders producing C99's... Female Seeds' C99 in my garden. Are y'all rockin FMS or something else?
Man, wish I found that stuff at the right time, I had a similar path but I didn't bulk up, just continued to be small, haha. Really wish I had a more developed core at this point too. A lot of it was because I was injured severely at 14, but I think I'm also inherently timid in a way that I'm trying to get over... seems to have to do with trying to disappear completely almost. I seem to draw a lot of unwanted interference from aggressive types because of the level of awareness I live at, and I think I subconsciously avoid the idea of giving them something they think they need to pick a fight with, so to speak. I'm a pacifist at heart, so I totally respect the control concepts. And honestly I would so love to cultivate better focus in general, would love to learn some martial arts but often feel like an old man and very out of shape et cetera.. I'm not even old, lol. I just feel old a lot due to the shape I'm in and my history of injuries and such. But I would loooove to get all Bruce Lee, definitely one of my favorite inspirations in adult terms. I love his philosophy and actually consciously adopted it when I transcended religion specificity by choosing to pick and choose what I liked about each one. This turned out to be the key to my understanding of my Self, because all religions are attempting to map the same Self, and each does a good job here and there but not everywhere so they need to be cross-referenced... and I set myself up for the open-ended view needed to see that by following Bruce Lee's philosophy.![]()
My favorite bit of Bruce Lee philosophy came from the beginning scenes of Enter The Dragon where Bruce Lee excuses himself from the police guy (Mr. Braithwaite) to teach one of his students. The line goes "Don't think, feel! It is like a finger pointing a way to the moon. Don't concentrate on the finger or you will miss all that heavenly glory."
I saw all movies as child in late 60's and 70's. Re-watched again in early 1980's.
Used his idea's to sculpt body, being smallest in class, through school. Ignored biceps, concentrated on triceps, lats, and speed. Also torso shaping from Joe Weider. To get cobra upper body, Very wide traps, and stretched chest. I still have it, in 50's.
The ability to kick ass, and projecting that with out words or actions, is a great thing.
I was 60-70 lbs in sixth grade, and had racist alcoholic teacher.
Anyone moving in would push me around, to be cool. Mostly those left back or transfers. 7th and eighth grade, would hide during lunch.
They could not get away with that crap, these days.
That's nothing. They used to beat the piss out of me. I was once punched in the face with a closed fist by a 260 pound priest who was a former football player. If that happened now, it would be all over the papers, and he would be arrested. But it was allowed back then. And almost all the priests and brothers were pedophiles. I once got smashed in the face by the principal, who then hugged me and said, "sorry son, but Jesus made me do it". Sounds incredible, but it really happened.