Oh no! Youre going to give up growing? Perhaps you can scale down. I find it hard to believe that no one will take free meds - that's crazy!
That's the thing about being an artist - extremely few people will make a living at it. I told my ex (shes an artist too) that she was going to have to make a living to live for making art. That even in an art based job with a firm, she would have to create what was asked of her. That her own pursuit of making the art she wants to make and to make a living from, will take time to establish. And that, unfortunately, may never happen and she should create because she loves it, not because she wants to make $ from it.
I don't know if that helps at all, but don't give up on your dreams - even if theyre never realized. Youll never know what could be if you give up.
Im sorry to hear all this. Hope the new job is going well.
That's the thing about being an artist - extremely few people will make a living at it. I told my ex (shes an artist too) that she was going to have to make a living to live for making art. That even in an art based job with a firm, she would have to create what was asked of her. That her own pursuit of making the art she wants to make and to make a living from, will take time to establish. And that, unfortunately, may never happen and she should create because she loves it, not because she wants to make $ from it.
I don't know if that helps at all, but don't give up on your dreams - even if theyre never realized. Youll never know what could be if you give up.
Im sorry to hear all this. Hope the new job is going well.