How have you "broken up" with your weedman?

[tetragrammaton]

Can yo u share what country you are in tetra? That sounds pretty enticing as a place to visit.

Santiago, Chile. It's beautiful and amazing but right now Chile is experiencing a social crisis/revolution and at any time shit could hit the fan again. On the news earlier today, a group of protesters set a church specifically for the police (who a majority have 0 respect for, after over 200 people have had their eyes shot out in the past month, as well as countless allegations of sexual abuse, torture, and countless other human rights violations since shit hit the fan on October 18th, 2019) on fire. Things are "back to normal" in that the military is off the streets, stores have reopened, and public transport is back, but the main goal of the people is to have the president resign which he refuses to do, and the other changes and demands that the people not just want, but need have not been met.

Chile is a beautiful country, an amazing country, and I'd love for people to come here and experience the culture and while you will be safe, just keep in mind that we are just recovering from over 2 months of complete chaos and as said, at any moment shit could hit the fan again, but most people are positive and looking forward to a better Chile this year.

Peace and Love,
Tetra

 

[tetragrammaton]

Curtis was my first dude. Awesome dude. He was shot three times in the chest and twice in the throat during a break-in and still fought all the dudes off without losing a dollar.

He went off to prison, for a long time, and my childhood hero/mentor David took over. Half vietnamese half american war child. Shot in the leg during a chase and then again in the throat after he was stuffed in his moms car. Dead at 19. They found him 4 days later a few towns over, stinking up a parking lot.

911 received a call from the trunk right after he was kidnapped. The operators disregarded it is a prank. It was a whole fiasco. They were placed on unpaid leave for some time.

He had left my house to go make that pop. The cops asked me and my other dude Frank to come in for questioning. They saw we bought some weight from him in our texts, and wanted to know more about our personal relationship to him. We were there for 5 minutes before they saw how much the guy meant to us and just let us go.

Frank took over. Dude was the only guy in the world who ever lent me a dollar. Died in a hit and run on his motorcycle a few years later.

I didn't get to say "goodbye" to any of them. I still mourn for my weedmen, 15 years later.

Curtis got a real job and married the girl down the street with the boobies, and I started growing my own dope.

Wow. I too unfortunately know the feeling of losing loved ones, be it family or friends due to a variety of causes, natural and unnatural.

I am genuinely sorry to hear about those extremely tragic events that had to happen to what seem like some really solid individuals that you were close to...

I don't really have the capability to put into text, let alone words the level of sorrow I feel for you, but I'm sure they would be proud of you, and the fact that you still remember and miss them to this day. As long as you are alive, they will remain alive in your dreams and memories.

My sincere condolences.
Peace & Love,
Tetra

 

[flylowgethigh]

Sounds like Mr. Boucher lived in a rough part of town.

 

[tetragrammaton]

MODS, once again some troll is coming to attack the thread. This time crossing the line.
You fucking idiot. DKMONK wasn't a screen name. DKMONK was a person, and my best friend. dkmonk's name was Kyle Todd Hyten. He would want his name to be known.

Why the HELL would I "invent" my friend's death, come here to announce it shortly after it happened, and then be inactive, until I am back to growing again?

You are fucking insensitive and bat shit crazy.

He had a fucking son, he has a mother that to this day is mourning, and he left countless impressions on everyone he met in real life. He was unique. Why you are bringing him up besides things I have posted is ridiculous.

You want to know the fucking story of DKMONK? Well going through his posts, I'm sure you can get a glimpse of the hell in regards to cannabis culture that the town we lived in was. DKMONK (fuck, using his user name) KYLE was an incredible intelligent, yet troubled individual.

His worst fear of living in that town came true. Both him and I successfuly beat our opiate addictions, but he still remained extremely pessimistic about everything. Meth got ahold of him for a LONG time which is the reason he isn't alive in Chile with me now, he had the invitiation, had the plans, but meth addiction and the life of crime that comes along with it followed.

The night of his suicide, as you quoted, he didn't PLAN on killing himself, in that he didn't wake up that morning and say "You know what? Today seems like a great day to kill myself". No. He was doing stupid shit. As made up as you think it sounds, there are MANY people who wouldn't be as nice as I am and take the time explaining it to you through text, but would at the VERY LEAST slap the shit out of you for your stupidity and disrespect of the dead.

He stole a fucking car, in the car there was a gun. Not uncommon in rural Indiana for people to not lock their cars, or have guns. He also had an ounce of shrooms. He tried to get sell both items, and both items had potential buyers who changed their mind. This annoyed him from what his girlfriend at the time (not the one in his profile picture) told me. They then went back to his mom's house. She was happy to have him back as he has been "missing" for a while living in an abandoned barn. He asked permission if Kali (his girlfriend at the time) could move in with them, and she agreed. It was a good night. They all drank and had jello shots. At some point his mom went upstairs. At some point during the night, Kyle began getting depressed over life, and his actions. He tried to sell the gun and the shrooms to no avail, got depressed, alledgedly said "I don't want to be a drug dealer anymore" and at the oz of shrooms. Kali (his gf) warned him, and was started, and kind of like "wtf", but he assured her that he'd done large amounts before and that it would be fine, he'd just trip his balls off. From that point forward according to Kali, he got goofy and silly and seemed to be enjoying his trip. They went inside to lay down when he started seeing "the devil". "The Devil" was "telling" him that if he kills Kali and himself, that they will be able to rule the universe. He tells Kali this. While weirded out and startled, she tries calming him down and it works for a while. He then apparently gets more and more agitated, out of it, and convinced that it's time to die. Kali at this point was in fear of her life, so she went upstairs and woke up Kyle's mom. Kyle's mom woke up his step-dad who checked to make sure all of his guns were there. They were. They thought Kyle was bluffing.

Kyle's mom went downstairs and found Kyle on the ground in somewhat of a fetal position. She asked/told him "Kyle, why are you scaring this girl? You don't have a gun" and he reached towards his gun, said "Yes I fuckin' do", and shot himself in the head. I assume ICMAG has a policy against posting gory images and it's not an image I like to see, but there is one final picture of him on life support, brain dead, with his head all bandaged up, and his eyes swollen and somewhat bulged out. Would that satisfy your fucking disbelief and disrespect?

What the hell does me fulfilling the dream Kyle and I shared of moving to South America, (I was born here by the way, 100% Chileno) and stating the FACT that my country is beautiful have to do with ANYTHING?

As far as Gypsy? What is your issue with him? Not only has he stood up for dkmonk in one of the threads he was getting attacked on for another one of his not so great experiences regarding his girlfriend at the time and an another illicit substance, Gypsy clearly has the best site on information and if it wasn't for icmag, I wouldn't be the person I am today. And to be honest, his seed collection is the one of the only options available for me to get legit regular stock, as I've stated in other threads that Chile is full of growshops that sell 99% feminized seeds with a good portion of those being autoflowering as well.

I am not Kyle (dkmonk). I never claimed to be dkmonk. If you want to go through my post history like you clearly have and I let icmag know of his demise, then you can also look throug his post history and see that we have interacted with each other as well as his posts collaborating things I've said.

At the end of the day, dkmonk KYLE lost his battle to addictions, and the lifestyle that comes along with it, hence his plea and desire to move out of Indiana in multiple threads, because he didn't want to happen to him what he feared would happen to him if he remained in that town. Well it did. While Kyle ended up doing shit I don't agree with (meth), (stealing a car) doing an insane amount of shrooms no one in their right mind would do, as well as trying to sell said gun and shrooms, but criminal offences, he suffered from a lot of mental illnesses, Depression was the main one.

He also had very high functioning autism, which is why I believe he was able to do such great things in his short time here, but as well as lack the common sense to not do stupid shit as well.

dkmonk was very real, and as I said Kyle Todd Hyten was his real name, and he now has a son who he loved (contrary to one of his posts saying he didn't want children, but if he did he would want a girl, not a boy, out of fear that the boy would grow up like him). Things change, people change, but one thing that never changes is the pain I feel every day missing my best friend of all time, and wishing he was here.

Thank you (sarcasm) for opening that up for me you fucking troll.

MODS please clear up this "resident trolls" BS out of this thread, as well as delete this message as well as it has nothing to do with the thread but has EVERYTHING to do with addressing his complete and utter lack of disrespect for my best friend of all time, fellow ICmager who had mental issues, as well as accusing me of inventing the story.

Obviously you have been banned for something here in the past, and you can't cope with it, and have to keep coming here and ruining threads, but you have taken it too far. I hope your IP address or whatever can be traced and blocked as you are doing nothing positive, quite the contrary.

To this fucking day I cry about the loss of of Kyle. He did stupid shit, something not all of us, but something many of us have done in our early 20's. I'm not defending his criminal actions, but he was a human being with talent, a future, and general love for peace and being around good people. Good people were not around him. Hence why I feel a sense of "survivors guilt" for getting out of that drug infested town, but at the end of the day, he was an adult at the time of my move to Chile, and was more concerned with meth at the time. In the days before his suicide, he talked to me about his plans to move to Texax. His highs were high, but his lows were always very low.

again, MODS, please remove this horrible direspect directed towards a dead individual who can't defend himself, who was my best friend since we met when we were 7 years old and remained friends until the end.

EDIT: Thank you mods. I see the troll has been removed.

EDIT: PROOF

 

[unclefishstick]

please don't respond to the troll,it just makes more work for the mods,just report the post and ignore him

 

[tetragrammaton]

Yeah, I agree, but it's kind of hard when they are being more than a troll and bringing up a real person who was my in real life best friend from the age of 7 when we met, to the age of 26 when he took his life. Hopefully that's fucking understandable.

 

[Bobby Boucher]

Sounds like Mr. Boucher lived in a rough part of town.

Nah.

Momma got her masters when I was like.. 6. I grew up on the nicer side of town in one of the nicer houses.

We all grew up in the same 250-350k kind of suburban neighborhood. The exterior of my house looks exactly like Al Bundy's. Very well might have been put together by the same crew in the same year.

I feel like there were more problems on this side of town than there were on the poor side. That and all the "poor kids" parents actually wound up paying off and owning their homes.

Mo' money, mo' problems.

 

[CosmicCharlie]

Get a bunch fronted then never see them again...

 

[tetragrammaton]

Get a bunch fronted then never see them again...

This is the best thing I've read all day. Literally made me LOL. I know for a fact in my younger days I would have used this method especially if they didn't know where I lived, lmao.

 

[tetragrammaton]

So, to tell him you won't buy from him anymore.....


After you've been giving him your money you are going to give him something you worked to produce, something which he may sell to someone else for their money?


I thought slavery ended a century and a half ago....

^This, and everything else said about people who didn't seem to agree with my idea of a kind gesture, I realized are correct. I had a few epiphanies while enjoying some nice dry sift as well as now being in full compliance with the law and have my medical certificate and what not, I read throroughly through the pamphlets I was given as well. But even if that wasn't the case, the post I quoted is true, I realized in my 1st epihpany with the dry sift. The second one was when I read the guidelines, and then the 3rd one is now, after two or three bong rips.

I realized that the whole purpose of growing is to not have to buy from people or dispensaries. Especially expensive prices for the best quality on the market both from weedmen/weedwomen/weed(whateveryouidentifyas) and dispensaries.

I realized that yes, while it would be a kind gesture, it's an insanely kind gesture, that I believe would be perceived as weakness, or being taken advantage of. I also realized the possibility that he might not see it as a personal gift for HIM, and indeed may end up selling it for profit. I then in my life did an evaluation of what things in my life I find "worth" in, and my cannabis which is my medicine, is worth something to me. Not for him. He can grow his own cannabis if he wants to, but I don't believe he suffers from any disorders like I do, so I don't believe he would be able to get his certification to be in full compliance, so idk, but I realized it's not my problem.

Then, when I was reading my guidelines, the law prohibits me from selling AND GIFTING to ANYONE. That is good news for me, because that means I legally have to reap the benefits of my hard work and labor all for myself!

I also came to the conclusion that autoflowering plants seem to be a waste of time, so whatever my yield will be, probably won't even be enough for me to have any to part with. Only photoperiod dependant strains from now on. My autoflower grow was/is an experiment to see how they have changed since the Lowryder days, and while I must say that they have advanced in that they are no longer mini plants, they still aren't anything compared to a regular plant, and I just will no longer be purchasing any more autoflowering seeds. Only photoperiod dependant strains.

So with all that said, I still feel like weed should be free or at least not the price it markets for since it's a plant, and that my initial plan was a generous idea, but a stupid one.

I also came to the conclusion that I will simply be smoking it all in tribute/memory to/of dkmonk. He is the only true friend I've ever had in life, and the same for him as far as myself, so fuck sharing with anyone else. I already had to fire a lot of so called friends from my life in 2018 and 2019 after realizing they were just leeches that only used me for my generosity and did nothing in turn.

So, in conclusion, thank you to those of you who told me this was a stupid idea. I realized you were right. I'm glad I realized this. But, to those of you who said what I'm doing is kind, I'd like to thank you as well, and agree with you, but like I said, I changed my mind.

Oh, and I also realized, that despite all of the above reasons why I will not be gifting him or sharing with him anything, he told me that in December he was going to come over and make ceviche for my family and I, and that never happened, because it's January, and December has passed and no ceviche. So when the time comes for my harvest, and he inquires about the harvest of a plant I was going to gift him, I'll simply bring up the fact that he never followed through on the ceviche, so I'm not following through on anything either, because I'm petty like that, as well as inform him of the law, and explain to him that the law prohibits me from giving any thing off of my plant to any other person in the world. Now, I realized I don't care about his friendship or anything, so I realize that now, if there ever comes the time where I need to aquire cannabis from him, he can use the same excuse "the law prohibits me" for not wanting to sell to me, but I am fine with that and don't really care, because theres weed everywhere and I foresee my harvest lasting me at least until my next, and as others have said, if he's really a friend, then it won't matter, but once again, I realized I don't really want anymore friends than I already have, and even then, they aren't really friends, they are just friendly aquaintences because the only real people in my life I had was dkmonk, and my girlfriend who ODd and died, so I don't really care. I'm my own friend. I realized in this world we live in, true friends are hard to come by, most are fake.

Peace and Love,
Tetra

 

[Capra ibex]

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[shithawk420]

So after all that your gonna be rude to him cause he didn’t make ceviche? Lol I wouldn’t give him anything either but I’ll bet you’ll call him when your outta weed

 

[tetragrammaton]

So after all that your gonna be rude to him cause he didn’t make ceviche? Lol I wouldn’t give him anything either but I’ll bet you’ll call him when your outta weed

I'm not going to be rude to him, that was just one of the three reasons that I decided it was a stupid idea. As far as calling him when I'm out, I don't forsee myself running out, and if so, he's not the only weedman in the world. But as I said, I came to these conclusions while in deep thought, as well as following the law. Even if that law didn't exist, I still realized all of you were right for thinking it was a dumb idea.

What's mine is mine. Not his. Like the person who I quoted, slavery ended a long time ago. Why would I give better quality weed that I took the time to care for and grow, to him, and risk him not appreciating it, and just selling it. Fuck that, and fuck him for no price breaks and having to pay his stupid prices for sub par quality, that isn't even trimmed to my liking, I have to trim it myself.

Like I said, my only true friend is dead (dkmonk) so I don't really care much about any other so called "friend" except for those who I work with in the music industry and then I realized the only reason I probably care about them, is because they pay me.

I love my family and myself, everyone else in my life outside of my profession can fuck off for all I care. I care about my online friends though, scattered throughout the world though too.