waydee
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hoyt said:i can relate to the acid sence of panic attacks. when i first tried shrooms (only once), i realized i had anxiety. THE worst expirience of my life. i quit smoking weed for 2 days, but i was a full blown pothead, so 2 days later i was back at it. ever since, ive been checking my pupils for dialation, not eating or drinking something after it has left my eyesite, and having panic attacks EVERYTIME my pupils dialate for no reason. at least it seems for no reason, because 15 minutes later they return to nomal size again. shit really freaks me out.
edit: like all scientific testing, pupil dialation testing is done in a controlled everivonment.
edit#2: i also think the dialation could be from touching money, then maybe rubbing my eyes not realizing. a lot of poeple with anxiety rub their eyes a lot. nearly all money has cocaine on it (above 80%), and some has extacy, both pupil dialating drugs.
I'm not trying to be a dick here but have you considered going to a doctor about your anxiety? I realise you like pot but i'm guessing its not doing you much good man - you seem paranoid, high strung and almost delusional and i've only read one post.
Doctors dont have to mean medication, i've been down that road and didn't think much of it. Whats better in my opinion is to take a break from _all_ drugs, get your life and self into perspective - theres people that can help you with that, not rehab or anything but when I went through my anxious, delusional state during a particularly stressful time of my life what helped me was to quit everything, visit my doctor to talk and get a hold of my senses.
They tried medication, I gave it my best shot but the only drug I could begin to tolerate were beta blockers and even then I felt like I didn't want to become dependent on them to keep my adrenaline under control so I stopped taking them and made a conscious effort to get a grip on myself. Sometimes life throws a whole shower of shit down on you and we just can't handle it, theres sometimes no way around it but almost always a way to get out of it and to do that you need to be as focussed and clear headed as possible - weed isn't the best choice during those times in my opinion.