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I did some good shakubuku, one of the most militant people in my office was desperately seeking some advice to help her get by (dealing with a very negative boss, who is usually the epitomy of bad karma). So I told her about Nam-myoho-renge-kyo, printed out some materials for her and told her that he also has a buddha nature. Usually this lady who is in her late 60s is ranting and raving about murdering terrorists and killing muslims (i work in a jewish pro-israel environment that is very anti-arabic and to avoid complicity of slander I am now constantly propagating The Law here, this is a mission from Gohonzon to show how my unique Buddhanature is also within their hearts in their own unique way).
I have not been so successful in the past dealing with ichicantikas (persons of incorrigible disbelief) nor those who worship devilish functions, but smiling everyday and working hard and including everyone in my immediate environment in my love and compassion for humanity even if I have to immediately rebuke them when the slander is flying really has added a huge benefit, really a daily benefit of progress in my work days. I propose to all of you Bodhisattvas of the Earth to always continue forward despite the bullshit... NEVER GIVE UP, Nichiren Daishonin never gave up!
So Bonz, that issue about self-doubt came out twice last night in my planning meeting and then I just remembered a great lesson I have read in this thread many times and also remembered seeing it in the World Tribune pretty often, the best way to overcome self-doubt is thru Faith, Practice and Study. Shit its so true, it mind boggling. Its worked for me time and time again and when I slip into an undesirable path I have to keep remembering Nam-myoho-renge-kyo will help me cross the sea of suffering...
Guilt has plagued me like a friggin swarm of locust in my head, I am now embracing that "Yes I can feel that but its an illusion, the truth is even the Devil of the 6th Heaven in enlightened in the Gohonzon." I believe I'm the Gohonzon, united with Gohonzon Buddha/ Nichiren Daishonin, how can I fail if I am protected? We should always remember as faithful chanting growers that we are protected...
Last night my grow was seemingly discovered... the smell was so strong my neighbor approached me and asked if I toked, he said he tokes so I said "Yes I do, i buy from one guy I know that lives far away, let me give you some bud.." I gave him a few buds he said he would give me a few buds etc., but then I realized, NO MORE GROWING IN MY PLACE! (I don't know him too well but he hears me chanting all the time so he knows I am a votary of the Lotus Sutra and going to shakubuku him) Immediately I thought about Gohonzon, with a smile I knew this was something I had to chant about, it happened before my meeting and I went to chant about it and chanted about it.
After the meeting I gave a bunch of meds and a quater of my bubble stash to the husband of our district leader (great family that know I grow and also have grown in the past) *(we might be forming a chapter soon and I might be promoted to Chapter Leader, more responsiblity, I'll take it with a smile our group is growing!)* he is going to be operated this week on something pretty painful and the meds will help him alot, I told him my issue/challenge and he is going to let me (invited me to) grow my plants in his home. WOW, I had no doubt I was protected, that "severe blow" to my lifestyle was Gohonzon's way of protecting me. WOW.....
I lost all my clones I tried to clone ( still have mothers from two plants from my last grow, again protected ), I have a fresh safe grow room to continue to medicate myself and friends and more important somehow it feels like I have more faith. I thought I was like boarding TOTAL COMPLETE FAITH... I must be even closer now.
I'm telling you, Trust Gohonzon will fulfill your dreams and desires.
I love my wife more it seems, I have meds I didn't have to pay and arm and a leg for, I have great friends on this site (Hi hillbillieonpcp Hi Baccas Hi Tree Hi baccas Whats up Bonz My man PersonalMeds Hi there Socal (my brother) Whats up Babba Hey Respect! Whats up hitman Hi Mrs.Babba, et al. {excuse me for forgetting you but your in my heart I have a list if I said I'll chant for you I chant for you}) awesome SGI friends, improved family relations, improved work relations, More energy and vigor, Very little to no depression, Very little to no anxiety, I got buds right now thats friggin sweet, I got faith and thats THE BEST!
Thanks Thus Come One PasstheDoobie, this thread was the move to make this millenium! man oh man am I GRATEFUL!
Writing this I feel teary, but in a happy very good way. Thanks so much to all.
With humble and deep respect for you and yours,
MyohoDisco
I did some good shakubuku, one of the most militant people in my office was desperately seeking some advice to help her get by (dealing with a very negative boss, who is usually the epitomy of bad karma). So I told her about Nam-myoho-renge-kyo, printed out some materials for her and told her that he also has a buddha nature. Usually this lady who is in her late 60s is ranting and raving about murdering terrorists and killing muslims (i work in a jewish pro-israel environment that is very anti-arabic and to avoid complicity of slander I am now constantly propagating The Law here, this is a mission from Gohonzon to show how my unique Buddhanature is also within their hearts in their own unique way).
I have not been so successful in the past dealing with ichicantikas (persons of incorrigible disbelief) nor those who worship devilish functions, but smiling everyday and working hard and including everyone in my immediate environment in my love and compassion for humanity even if I have to immediately rebuke them when the slander is flying really has added a huge benefit, really a daily benefit of progress in my work days. I propose to all of you Bodhisattvas of the Earth to always continue forward despite the bullshit... NEVER GIVE UP, Nichiren Daishonin never gave up!
So Bonz, that issue about self-doubt came out twice last night in my planning meeting and then I just remembered a great lesson I have read in this thread many times and also remembered seeing it in the World Tribune pretty often, the best way to overcome self-doubt is thru Faith, Practice and Study. Shit its so true, it mind boggling. Its worked for me time and time again and when I slip into an undesirable path I have to keep remembering Nam-myoho-renge-kyo will help me cross the sea of suffering...
Guilt has plagued me like a friggin swarm of locust in my head, I am now embracing that "Yes I can feel that but its an illusion, the truth is even the Devil of the 6th Heaven in enlightened in the Gohonzon." I believe I'm the Gohonzon, united with Gohonzon Buddha/ Nichiren Daishonin, how can I fail if I am protected? We should always remember as faithful chanting growers that we are protected...
Last night my grow was seemingly discovered... the smell was so strong my neighbor approached me and asked if I toked, he said he tokes so I said "Yes I do, i buy from one guy I know that lives far away, let me give you some bud.." I gave him a few buds he said he would give me a few buds etc., but then I realized, NO MORE GROWING IN MY PLACE! (I don't know him too well but he hears me chanting all the time so he knows I am a votary of the Lotus Sutra and going to shakubuku him) Immediately I thought about Gohonzon, with a smile I knew this was something I had to chant about, it happened before my meeting and I went to chant about it and chanted about it.
After the meeting I gave a bunch of meds and a quater of my bubble stash to the husband of our district leader (great family that know I grow and also have grown in the past) *(we might be forming a chapter soon and I might be promoted to Chapter Leader, more responsiblity, I'll take it with a smile our group is growing!)* he is going to be operated this week on something pretty painful and the meds will help him alot, I told him my issue/challenge and he is going to let me (invited me to) grow my plants in his home. WOW, I had no doubt I was protected, that "severe blow" to my lifestyle was Gohonzon's way of protecting me. WOW.....
I lost all my clones I tried to clone ( still have mothers from two plants from my last grow, again protected ), I have a fresh safe grow room to continue to medicate myself and friends and more important somehow it feels like I have more faith. I thought I was like boarding TOTAL COMPLETE FAITH... I must be even closer now.
I'm telling you, Trust Gohonzon will fulfill your dreams and desires.
I love my wife more it seems, I have meds I didn't have to pay and arm and a leg for, I have great friends on this site (Hi hillbillieonpcp Hi Baccas Hi Tree Hi baccas Whats up Bonz My man PersonalMeds Hi there Socal (my brother) Whats up Babba Hey Respect! Whats up hitman Hi Mrs.Babba, et al. {excuse me for forgetting you but your in my heart I have a list if I said I'll chant for you I chant for you}) awesome SGI friends, improved family relations, improved work relations, More energy and vigor, Very little to no depression, Very little to no anxiety, I got buds right now thats friggin sweet, I got faith and thats THE BEST!
Thanks Thus Come One PasstheDoobie, this thread was the move to make this millenium! man oh man am I GRATEFUL!
Writing this I feel teary, but in a happy very good way. Thanks so much to all.
With humble and deep respect for you and yours,
MyohoDisco
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