How dangerous can the benzos be ?
I hear they are very habit forming and that they shrink the brain.
I remember hearing Joe Rogan talk about people who claim that pot makes them lazy. He believes (and I agree with him) that pot doesnt make you do anything, it just makes you more of what you are. If you are a lazy bum, smoking a bunch of weed is going to make you more of a lazy bum. If you are creative and free spirited, it will make you moreso and so on.
In regards to the anxiety, after hearing your schedule, coupled with the high blood pressure, its possible this stress/anxiety had been starting to build in you regardless of your recognition or lack thereof. Smoking made you more of it. Then the snowball starts with the one thought of "does my chest feel tight?" then the heart starts racing and you are building symptom after symptom of your own impending doom.
Its no fun, I know. I had an episode or two in my teens but nothing too noteworthy. Then almost 2 years ago I had my world come crumbling down in front of me. Lost my mom and a slew of other things all at the same time but no need to get into that. I started having some real trouble with anxiety. The docs are quick to throw any pills you want around but I wasnt willing. I started talking to a counselor and getting my diet in order and getting back in the gym and it has been a tremendous help.
Hopefully you have not made that mental connection with the pot and the panic attack because you could talk yourself into another episode. Some strains are good for it and some are not but the mind is a powerful thing as well, regardless of the strain.
How dangerous can the benzos be ?
I hear they are very habit forming and that they shrink the brain.
Sbit i e been dealing with anxiety real bad lately.i had to jump on the xanax train.im trying to wean my self off of it.im only taking .5 mg though.not a hole danm 2 mg bar. Now you all got my hypochondria kicking in(which is alway a problem i have, that induce's even more anxiety.
JD4083 whats the name of that medication you got.im in the process of wean8ng myself of the bars so i dont catch seizures or nothing.and looking for alternative ways to deal with stress
I'm confident that if I had known it was a panic attack and that I was not in any immediate physical danger I would have been able to ride it out. Having never experienced even everyday anxiety, I had no frame of reference for what a panic attack felt like. I always dismissed people who said they had them as being drama queens and assumed it wasn't that big of a deal. Now I know how wrong I was and how terrifying it can be.
I'm not embarrassed so much as concerned
Whats mli?
^Sounds a lot like my attitude. Too potent? HA! learned my lesson there I suppose...
my sister is a medical professional and explained to me that the difference between an anxiety attack and a full blown panic attack is essentially that you can "talk yourself out of" an anxiety attack, but a panic attack can only be mitigated until it has run its course. She gave me some pointers to help it be less intense in the event it happens again but said that the major thing is to avoid having anxiety about the possibility of another one, as that can cause one in and of itself.
I had the first (and hopefully last) panic attack in my life last night, and because I didn't know what I was experiencing, I ended up in the ER thinking I was having a stroke.
WebMD says these are symptoms of a panic attack, and I had literally every single one of them (the feeling of impending death, in particular -- I honestly thought I was about to die)
Let me set this up for you --
I wasn't doing anything stressful, sitting on the couch with the girlfriend watching a movie or maybe playing a video game, can't recall exactly. I had just rolled and taken about 5 puffs off of a joint filled with a strain that a friend in CO sent over, a cross of Arcata Trainwreck and the old school Durban Poison.
I sat the joint down and was talking to my girlfriend when I suddenly stopped and realized I had a tight feeling in my chest and felt like someone was sitting on my shoulders. When I felt that tight feeling and started having some difficulty swallowing and breathing normally, I began to become very concerned. For some back story, I have been noticing an increased allergic reaction to cannabis, both in living plant form and dried form as well. Perhaps as a result of this being on my mind, I immediately got extremely paranoid that I was having a severe allergic reaction and was experiencing anaphylaxis -- again, something I have not experienced before in my life.
My head started throbbing and my heart was beating extraordinarily fast...started getting clammy, then hot, cold sweats, then warm sweat. I was having difficulty breathing and my vision was fading and reappearing in time with the throbbing in my head. When my right side and face started going numb I decided it was time to stop messing around and I called an ambulance. We would have driven to the hospital ourselves but we have several inches of thick snow and ice at the moment and I live on a very steep driveway, so it would not have ended well.
So at the hospital they run a litany of tests, from EKGs to x-rays, and decide that aside from high blood pressure (a chronic condition I've tried to fix over the years with exercise and diet instead of medication) I am perfectly healthy. I should mention that I did not tell the folks that I had smoked directly before the reaction as I figured it would not help anything and was unnecessary information at that particular time. They did come back and mention that I had pot in my urine but in their words "that should relax you, so not really a big deal." They suggested that with my current schedule (40-50 hr work week, a full time 12 credit hour semester at the community college, and another 16 hours of continuing education for work every week -- 7 days a week, no days off) I was just pushing myself too hard and let the stress get the best of me. That very well may be true, but I think it's a little coincidental that I had just smoked that before this panic attack occurred.
At the moment I'm a little gun shy of pot in general, so I have not smoked since last night and don't intend to for a while. I know that it could very well have just been some paranoia from the joint, as both those strains can definitely be racy at times, but that was the single scariest moment of my life. I legitimately thought I was going to die in my living room. I should mention that I have been experiencing some very weird tightness on the right side of my chest (near my clavicle) over the last few days and just thought I was overdoing it on the oil front, as too many dabs a day has given me some issues in the past. I slowed down considerably and I think that joint was the only thing I smoked except for maybe one dab earlier in the day while I was cleaning the house. I'm a generally healthy guy (except for the blood pressure thing) and don't smoke or do any other drugs except for alcohol, probably too often at times.
So I guess my question is, have you guys ever experienced an episode as described above, and can you directly correlate it to your cannabis use if so?
I really, really don't want to have to stop smoking for the rest of my life over something like this, but if it's a choice between that and having another panic attack, it's an easy one to make. It does really suck that I've already got my tickets for the Cup in CO in April and plane tickets are already paid for, but I guess I can always just go for the networking aspect and get to meet some folks.