Yeah,I know better but it's not like it's knocking me out cold.I don't drink hard booze anymore or I'd be dead. been wanting to try kratom but only place I know to get it is ebay,and I hear is has bad side effects too.I'm thinking I should try to find valerian root and make a tea or something.but I live in the middle of nowhere and can't find shit.hell,I was looking for Italian sausage at my local Walmart and they didn't even have that.that should give an idea of how fucked it is by me.I don't have a credit card or paypal so I can't order online either