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lordofthenugz
I think that it is obvious that my name has changed when this happened. I've been on this site for years. Just because my post count is low doesn't mean what you think. I don't have many people to depend on because my friends went in different directions and grew up. They are corporate people with families and not open to cannabis. I'm not from a Med state with people with open minds. People are closed here and more conservative. Most are cussing the dollar and don't make time to just hang and talk. They call when they need a favor or a loan. I've learned that many people are fake and the term friend is used very loosly. I didn't burn any bridge. I've helped many people in my life. But I was lucky because I grew trees and could help people. I'm not here to ask questions. I'm here to voice my situation so I can move on in a healthy way without holding this inside. Holding everything inside is not healthy.
Take some of all that money you have from years of growing, and go see a shrink.