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been straight for 8 days now. Had a cold and somehow lost my interest in getting high.
My weed use had gone way down by itself, to 1-2 volcano bags in the evening.
Been sober since 13 dec 2012 or so. My source went away for a bit, & I couldn't be stuffed looking around for anything.
Funny thing was a few things happening at once. Needed to save some $ to get last couple of items to start my 1st grow (carbon filter & exhaust fan, about $380-$400), was getting sick & tired & paranoid about the way I had to get on, and was very over the people I had to put up with to get what I'd consider VERY average gear.
So the way I see it I'll kill a few birds with one stone (no pun meant there); save $, increase security, get away from negative deadshit people, learn more here with a clear head.
I didn't start smoking till I was 19 (I'm 40 now) so the way I see it, I lived for 19yrs w/out smoking, a few months will do me more good than harm. Screw making someone else rich when there was no benefit to me $wise, security wise, lifestyle wise. So much win there for me, when I do get growing for myself and have my own supply, it'll be a new start for me.
Funny how small things that happen can lead you in another direction; fingers crossed this is a positive 1 not the usual negative crap I've become used to.
I have been sober since June 1st 2012 due to a new job that does random hair tests during the probation period. As of today I have 12 shifts left to work on probabtion so when it's all said and done I'll have been clean and sober for 8 months.
The worst part is I had to move into an apartment temporarily so I have not been able to grow either. If all goes to plan I should be buying a new house by the end of the month so I can kick off my first smoke in 8 months with a new house and a new grow room. It's going to be a glorious day!
21 days and counting, thinking about going til the end of january
I was drinking some sunday beers at a local bar and some dudes were toking in front of the doors. I gotta say it smelled very good and i gave em a thumbs up, other dude was pretty drunk & merry and was like "u wanna toke man?". Almost did.. But naah, i'm cool bro