Hey man, I get it. I'm glad I don't have to rely on it anymore. But I did for a very long time. I still grow as much as I can. More than I can smoke for sure, but it makes it so my family and close friends have fire still, and don't have to spend any money. Not that it is expensive around here anymore.For me these days It’s a bit of a dumb livelihood I can’t seem to make it work (like I envision) anymore Not for lack of trying …Maybe other people can.??? always think I’m gonna make a killing and I never do …it’s hard to let go of. That’s the problem. was hoping to make it for a couple more years .. maybe I won’t be so depressed when I see what kind of yields come back for Roz…maybe I’ll be even more depressed… yes, I’m being a little overly dramatic