Cant really respond to everything now but my mental state is much better now. Me and Snypette are tighter than ever. She was able to recover around 20k in hash oil from the farm. After I got robbed, i didnt want to go back because it was too dangerous. I didnt think it was a good idea for her to go back but she did anyway. She also has slighly over 5k now as well. I also got an MK3 for sale for 1800. So now we got close to 30k but we both dont want to rent and put money into a grow with no control of the house. I had very bad experiences with landlords in the past. So for now we are going to take a break from growing unless we find the perfect oppurtunity which is most likey rare. Now this is going to sound crazy but from being in the casino for so long, im 85% sure i found a way to beat the casino. Snypette also feels the same way. You guys wouldnt understand. They gave us another 30 days of free rooms which is now 2.5 months total for free. Free food and 400 points a week combined. It all sounds crazy but we won 6 days in a row. Theres a lot of math envolved. Im really good at math. Theres a reason why they gave us rooms for 2.5 months now. I learned how to hustle the casino like they hustle 97% of people. Im surprised no one else does what we do. Snypettes a smart girl, if she didnt believe in the system, shed drag me out by now. Ill explain in more detail for those interested later. The past 5 years growing was pure failure. I have to try this. If it turns out to fail here, we will have to take another growing risk very far from the human race where it is cheaper.