Shiva Grows

[exoticrobotic]

love drums and beats. Mini-me plays great drums but funnily cannot dance well.

i play shitty drums but I can grooooove

 

[exoticrobotic]

it is called pain killer as it makes you reach for the tramadol and diazipan

ty for the reminder.

one paracetamol for the tooth pain, cant afford tramadol and diazepam

 

[shiva82]

my chem x lemon has hardly been drinking as much as usual this grow, until yesterday. 6 litres since yesterday. that is promising . hopefully i have not burnt the plant in the process lol. no working e.c meter . ph is ok though. lights come on in an hour or so . i shall check then

 

[exoticrobotic]

my chem x lemon has hardly been drinking as much as usual this grow, until yesterday. 6 litres since yesterday. that is promising . hopefully i have not burnt the plant in the process lol. no working e.c meter . ph is ok though. lights come on in an hour or so . i shall check then

i will have to switch light schedule to night again, too hot already during the day and the plants are suffering, the reveg ones especially

 

[shiva82]

ty for the reminder.

one paracetamol for the tooth pain, cant afford tramadol and diazepam

not had a vallium type drug in a long long time. they do feel nice when anxious. i think since i was in my early 20s. i used to take them after an all nighter , or after lsd or ecstasy .

crazy

 

[shiva82]

my best mate that died young was addicted to benzos . so it put me off them ... as i had first hand experience of what dependency does to the mental state

 

[shiva82]

the half life on them is insane.

 

[shiva82]

try to detox off those buggers. nearly no chance

 

[revegeta]

my best mate that died young was addicted to benzos . so it put me off them ... as i had first hand experience of what dependency does to the mental state

My dad got addicted to painkillers after an accident at work. His last 10 years were not pretty.

 

[exoticrobotic]

not had a vallium type drug in a long long time. they do feel nice when anxious. i think since i was in my early 20s. i used to take them after an all nighter , or after lsd or ecstasy .

crazy

we used to take them after a couple of days on acid and speed.

yeah, they not good to take much of, terribly addictive and awful to come off

 

[zaprjaques]

that sounds awful rev, i'm sorry to hear.

 

[revegeta]

that sounds awful rev, i'm sorry to hear.

It's fine don't be sorry at all, he was really awful to my mom all my life which makes it a lot easier to digest. He died of cancer at 51 they detected it and he was gone in 3 months. I'm pretty sure the pills were what took any will to fight for his life away from him. Sometimes it's for the best.

 

[shiva82]

with benzos they have a half life that extends each time you take them . so if you quit suddenly, for example , for the first few weeks you do well , because it is still in your system , then as it withdraws slowly it seems extreme. i have watched a few folk try and come off them

 

[revegeta]

with benzos they have a half life that extends each time you take them . so if you quit suddenly, for example , for the first few weeks you do well , because it is still in your system , then as it withdraws slowly it seems extreme. i have watched a few folk try and come off them

Stephan bonnar a classic fighter from the UFC died from opioid withdrawal just 1-2 years ago. There was a vid of him on YouTube in an altercation with cops outside a hospital where he was begging for pills. It was shocking to see his state. Smart guy, excellent commentator, could have lived a good life until retirement

 

[shiva82]

my mate was on valium, promazine, tramodol and all sorts .... mostly prescribed, and some bought

he developed psychosis , and was committing crime

he became schizophrenic , and would have a witch chase him , and if anyone pissed him off a voice would tell him to go burn them or other crazy shit. it freaked me out

 

[Partyboobs]

^^^ and so it that …… nice work
Is this your phone number? 555 80085

Yeah i know u like it hard, or is it hardcore… just teasing u🫶

the things I have seen

hey @Partyboobs
in case you want to contribute to my science project, hit me up.
theres not much to do just keep posting, for the sake of science.

thats the name of the paper:

Study on the medicinal efficacy of displaying organically grown female secondary reproduction organs, in combating lethargy, in the context of group dynamics in, on average, middle aged men who are prone to illegal recreational activities.

by Dr. Z. Jaques et. al, University of Bovedaville

He is a specialist too! I heard he has also a minor in hands boob therapy and is studying about different cunnilingus techincs based on ancient Chinese scriptures

These tig ol bitties get sore!

 

[shiva82]

father figures are important to a child imo . my dad died young too

 

[revegeta]

father figures are important to a child imo . my dad died young too

That's likely why we came out so wrong

 

[shiva82]

the things I have seen





These tig ol bitties get sore!

the persian snake charmer

 

[shiva82]

That's likely why we came out so wrong

cheers rev