GhettoGospel
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PureLife do you have hobbies that keep you outside in the sun?
I'd just like to thank everyone for their advice but i won't argue against ceratonin reuptake inhibitors because they helped me get through hell and believe me even having drowsy unconsious thoughts was a lot better than the visous shit that was happening to my mind and body. It gave me the time i needed to heal and reivaluate my action plan to sort myself out.
I think taking a step back from the hell and desperation is needed to get through it... ive even heard its a case of the more you try to fix yourself the worse it gets, which i truly experienced.
So yeah i feel great and actually find myself happier than most people i see around me in general. Getting through deep depression and coming out the other side its amazing to see just how many people are depressed but never will be so fucked up they have to sort it out.
it seems acceptable in modern society... owell i try to be modest with my new found happiness and "share" the love when i can.
oh and just to chill out on the pills has helped me lower my ego which i really have wanted to do. Like james bond!!! lol
i go MMA wrestling and get beeten up all the time now... its very reasuring after the unrealistic fear of being attacked just to let it happen....
sorry for unstructured post but i am busy
I'd just like to thank everyone for their advice but i won't argue against ceratonin reuptake inhibitors because they helped me get through hell and believe me even having drowsy unconsious thoughts was a lot better than the visous shit that was happening to my mind and body. It gave me the time i needed to heal and reivaluate my action plan to sort myself out.
I think taking a step back from the hell and desperation is needed to get through it... ive even heard its a case of the more you try to fix yourself the worse it gets, which i truly experienced.
So yeah i feel great and actually find myself happier than most people i see around me in general. Getting through deep depression and coming out the other side its amazing to see just how many people are depressed but never will be so fucked up they have to sort it out.
it seems acceptable in modern society... owell i try to be modest with my new found happiness and "share" the love when i can.
oh and just to chill out on the pills has helped me lower my ego which i really have wanted to do. Like james bond!!! lol
i go MMA wrestling and get beeten up all the time now... its very reasuring after the unrealistic fear of being attacked just to let it happen....
sorry for unstructured post but i am busy