Well at least there were survivors, dd. You can always clone (or pollinate a bud of some other strain if you get 2 males). Pretty soon she'll probably give up styrofoam and take up slippers.
Rudedewd: Try growing a small catnip plant for yer critter. It'll keep him busy.
Friends I'm down to one female Casey now but she is starting to flower nicely...thanks isit420 for reviving my thread. I'll be posting the casey flower images soon....DD
Peat...the ol stick parade...know it well...cbf..breaders can't give out seeds to everyone who screws up this miserably and whines but they have been very good, excelent, in thier service and offered some relief....be sure to visit Mary and Billy in the Christmas tree farm link in my signature...DD
in college, two friends got brother Irish Setters. They returned home and found a pound of product mostly gone and scattered all over the house.
Yes, the dogs got the munchies, too. They got their 50 lb bag of food & ripped it open, plus other things.
Yes, then they got the sh*ts. They added that to their mess also. I had gone up to spen the night and all hell was breaking loose. Maybe their reading this right now.
Hey thanks all of you who posted here. The one Casey girl is finishing now and you'll find a link in my sig soon as well as a new thread in the Flower Pix forum..thanks again for your views and posts...DD
very very soz to hear this man really, and in the words of jung....
"how wonderful"
i read your words and it twang the string of a powerful memory from my past
these words exactly...
"...or you'll feel like sh*t like I do and whine and snivel for days..maybe weeks..who knows how long...all I know is my wife is tired of hearing the story... so.... now it's your turn friends....DD"
it was one morning around '97 and i walked my son to school to return by around 10am
i first noticed something out of place and thought "oops i left the front door open"
i hadn't, someone had broken a window in the rear, gained access and stole a nice watch, a cd player, the guitar i'd saved for 6 months for and smoked the 1 bowl i was about to enjoy
the front door seems to have been the escape route and the thief left it open
i was a very very poor person and the loss of the guitar and watch would take years for me to recover from and i felt so angry, so violated and like you said, i realised this would become less of a feeling over time but between now and down the track i was gonna waste an awful lot of good feelings whenever my mind would return to this day
so....
i had just finished reading an incredible book called the way of the peaceful warrior by dan millman, and he also discussed this when a character in the book witnesses his restaurant burn down in front of his eyes
the restaurant was everything to this man and his response was to break down, yell and scream, jump up and down and cry aloud until...
he stands up and moves on to his next life chapter
the point being made was not to deny the body's reaction and need to react
the idea is to expend the energy being created without our control (being caused by his feelings of loss, frustration, anger etc), to expel it back outwards, to the universe, not directed at anyone or thing in particular
the energy stores within the body and can build to be released accidentally maybe onto a loved one, when we feel triggered, or we may keep it inside (one of the problems we as we do our darnedest to be superior, enlightened beings of the new millennium)
unless we release it appropriately, we internalize it and cause ourselves many moments of unhappiness, dis-ease
so, grasping the idea as i understood it i yelled and screamed into my pillow and bed
i punched shit out of it
i tried to visualise not the thief (i believe he behaves for reasons i won't discuss now, but let's say i don't want to cause him harm) but really by closing my eyes and yelling and trying to tap into something core, something primal and to release it!!
and then i stopped and put my thoughts to how i feel about the loss and the violation, but i still felt really angry, bad, sad, furious, murderous, etc
so I yelled and screamed, jumped up and down ( i wanted to expend energy, if i had a punching bag i'd a hit into it for a while) and then after a another few minutes i stopped and sat...
i felt good
it was fucking amazing
i had one of the best days of my life and i still try to use this technique to this day, the only problem is the amount of noise and what it might sound like to a neighbour or passerby
i turn on some really loud music or storms are great too
on that 1st day though, my stepdaughter came for dinner and i shared with her this amazing discovery, and after much eye-rolling on her part, she finished her meal and went to stay with friends that night. the following day she came to tell me her friends had just bought a cd player and she thinks it's mine, so we went to check and it was
they gave me the name and addy of the seller and i went to police, who're pretty good ppl in our town. they returned to say the thief was a young guy who lived just 3 doors up and i could press charges but i decided not to, after we'd recovered everything
the lesson learnt was easily worth the cost of a few things
i had let go of those possessions and was glad they were gone
they returned to me
very twilight zone
i doubt that from what i've shared here that you're convinced enough to really give what i've suggested a try but maybe someone is enough, to borrow a copy of the peaceful warrior from the local library and maybe get something good from it
keep your eyes open doob, more of those seeds will come if they're meant to
in the meantime, love the ppl in your life, even the naughty puppies lol
Such a cute dog, all of them. If your wife wants to get rid of it, call me. I love all those little doggies! But, waiting for the next picture of bud??