I haven't touched coke in 10 years either. The last time was 2006. The comedown sucked so much last time, I told myself I'd never do it again.
I dated this girl in 2014. One of the hottest girls I've ever been with. She brought coke to my apartment one Friday night and started doing lines right in front of me. I knew at that moment I had a choice. Do coke with her and have amazing sex all night? Or not. I knew it wouldn't be just the one time if I did it with her. I held out and said no.
I still got a bj before she left. Things didn't work out with her. She was doing coke every weekend just like I had been doing at that age. I just can't do it anymore.
I dated this girl in 2014. One of the hottest girls I've ever been with. She brought coke to my apartment one Friday night and started doing lines right in front of me. I knew at that moment I had a choice. Do coke with her and have amazing sex all night? Or not. I knew it wouldn't be just the one time if I did it with her. I held out and said no.
I still got a bj before she left. Things didn't work out with her. She was doing coke every weekend just like I had been doing at that age. I just can't do it anymore.