thekingofNY
Cannasseur
Stoner4Life said:First of all bro just keep your head fed by kind meds guilt free.
You've listed a bunch of major problems & I'm sure you feel
many other smaller issues gnawing at you as well every day.
If you let all these problems become the monster that you
have then your reaction is a need to slay that monster and
that's something that you can't do, you need to pick a
single issue or problem and solve it
Thanks for the advice my friend... I really did not even think of it that way and I should of, one thing at a time....almost like the one day at a time concept when trying to quit something. one thing at a time here.... moving is the thing that get me where I wana be I think, when I got out of the three year relationship, i replaced her with a buncha sexy clones and those girls made me reallllly happy.
Thanks everyone else that posted once again... today was day 7/8 of me not smoking, i forget, but I smoked and didnt really feel bad about it at all, i got fucking baked, but i am taking a longer break than that.... it wasnt even top 20 most high times of my life, it was nice though cause I definetely felt it 100x more than a week ago.
I have decided on moving by october 31st. I would say the end of this month but I dont want to be huried... then goal after that is too start going to school again full time, this accomplishes many things;
I have prob. almost a year of college done already, so I would be working towards a degree.
I am fairly certain I can keep getting UE benefits for up to 2 years instead of 40something months.
I can grow again. the day I move or the next day...
Seems like it will make me pretty fucking happy, and I dont mind going to school, but it was a helluva pain getting the credits done I already have as I was working full time, it will be soo much easier this way and I will meet some friends.
Aside from that I am doing 10x better than the day I started this original post...
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