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thekingofNY

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Stoner4Life said:
First of all bro just keep your head fed by kind meds guilt free.

You've listed a bunch of major problems & I'm sure you feel
many other smaller issues gnawing at you as well every day.

If you let all these problems become the monster that you
have then your reaction is a need to slay that monster and
that's something that you can't do, you need to pick a
single issue or problem and solve it

Thanks for the advice my friend... I really did not even think of it that way and I should of, one thing at a time....almost like the one day at a time concept when trying to quit something. one thing at a time here.... moving is the thing that get me where I wana be I think, when I got out of the three year relationship, i replaced her with a buncha sexy clones and those girls made me reallllly happy.

Thanks everyone else that posted once again... today was day 7/8 of me not smoking, i forget, but I smoked and didnt really feel bad about it at all, i got fucking baked, but i am taking a longer break than that.... it wasnt even top 20 most high times of my life, it was nice though cause I definetely felt it 100x more than a week ago.

I have decided on moving by october 31st. I would say the end of this month but I dont want to be huried... then goal after that is too start going to school again full time, this accomplishes many things;

I have prob. almost a year of college done already, so I would be working towards a degree.

I am fairly certain I can keep getting UE benefits for up to 2 years instead of 40something months.

I can grow again. the day I move or the next day...

Seems like it will make me pretty fucking happy, and I dont mind going to school, but it was a helluva pain getting the credits done I already have as I was working full time, it will be soo much easier this way and I will meet some friends.

Aside from that I am doing 10x better than the day I started this original post...
 
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southflorida

lives on planet 4:20
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The King of NY...it is excellent that you are doing better...imo...that is one of the great things on Ic Mag...is the support you get...when you end up in a situation where you can't see all the circumstances in your life from the side

you wrote your problems...and many folks...gave their honest opinions and ideas...and I consider that to be *really evolutionary*...and I'm proud to be a part of this community...because of things like this

anyway...take your steps one day at a time...just make sure you have a *result* in your mind that you want to accomplish...this way you will focus your choices on that result...and your choices will become *much more effective*

in other words....(1) know exactly what you want to accomlish...(2) know where you stand at this time (your current reality)...and (3) based on these two things...plan out your steps....one at a time.....on how you will get from where you are now to where you want to be in the future

this is the most powerful strategy for creating results, goals, objectives...etc

in this strategy all the circumstances become...forces...that you use to move you toward your goal / objective....instead of these circumstances becoming *forces* that render you of your inner resources and make you feel powerless!

Try it bro......it will make the biggest difference in your life!
 
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Hydro-Soil

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Have you been smoking your own bud exclusively?


Which strain is it?


I'm guessing it's more than 50% indica.

If you're smoking a heavy indica... try some good sativa and reverse that brain melt you're going through.

Nothing messes up my life-drive more than that background Indica taint that just slows down everything and sucks the joy out of life.


If you've been smoking nothing but sativa... I'd say it's just a phase and it'll pass. Just keep moving forward or at least holding your ground until you find your spark again.


Good luck and sorry for your woman troubles. Always be completely honest and everything will work out for ya in that dept. Be prepared though... there are a lot of women that just aren't right in the head. Many just won't be at the right stage in life for you as well.

Just takes time and patience. :)
 

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