i'm almost 60 now and have just recently started to act like an adult. .
this thread is really reassuring... being 20 years old(clinically depressed since i was 16) i felt old as hell(tired, sore, and sad... dealing with my mortality and true loneliness)... as if i missed out on the best time of my life(before you have responsibilities and have to deal with the real world).. a week ago i discovered the law of attraction, meditation, & unconditional love and found out happiness lies within---- i havent had a panic attack in 4 days(i was having 3 or 4 day).... i had no idea it was so simple
kinda off topic but im just so elated right now i dont know what to do with myself. it just feels so good to know life isnt over... not only is it not over but im a baby(who now has an incredible outlook on life)
probably not coherent, so dont mind me.... i just wanted to share the positivity this thread made me feel
Whenever I see my friends from school, they look old, a few have 3-4 kids, lots have homes and multiply wives. Im hit the 40 in Feb i dont have any kids, my mother really hates that, but i dont feel old, why is that?
I also dont have trouble getting younger women, can this be the holy grail? however i do pause on occassion whenever i catch the eye of some young ladys, hack i could be their father, i could know their fathers! my last girlfriend was a 23yrs old, she could roll 6 blunts in 3 mins. flat! man the kind of sex we had! i loved that girl.
Why didnt i feel old whenever im with her? does getting old feel old? When will OLD finally hit me?
. . . old age is in your fucking mind you think old then you will be old . . .
Fucking right. Based on what I'm reading I'm going to go with 40 being the new 13.40 aint old . thats why you dont feel old