handsome young guy, maybe 3-4 years younger than I at that time
Sorry Rabbit, I didn't mean to jack your thread bro. I just wanted to convey that it's a good thing to feel all those emotions and let them guide and mold you.
I just think you wanted to convey how handsome he was to you LOL, jk.
Talk about a wild thread, I agree though, life is very hard to understand. Be thankful for just being able to walk and live without the constant help of others. Life is really hard to find the meaning of when you start to focus on all the bizarre and unjust circumstances some are forced to live in..