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I agree that dreams can be expressions of unconcious thoughts disturbing the mind. People with unresolved issues tend to sleep less restfully, as I've noticed with myself and others in the past. But much like acid I believe I benefit from the altered perception. My unconcious mind does not think the same way the concious does. I've yet to find a drug that mimics these effects so thoroughly without having some inhibitory action.
As for your experiences with lucid dreaming, why did you stop?
It stopped because I smoke a lot. But to me it was really just entertainment I liked it I did not need it.
My goal as mentioned is to obtain another level of perception, much as we both have in the past with hallucinogenic drugs. I understand/enjoy the more powerful effect from larger doses of acid/mushrooms/etc and have benefited the different outlook they provide but generally prefer long and slow trips. I want a level of functionality and have had much more profound experiences when none are wise to the little pieces of paper I slip into every other drink. It breaks the gap between thinking and saying, a gap I see in almost everyone I've met, whether a teetotaler or someone who professes (frequently incorrectly) acid/mush/etc changed their lives.
I can assure you I know what a 250 mic real dose is, I have taken several thousand Mics at a time. It did change my life. When I took my first Owsley it was legal.
I'm also just tired of being stoned all the time (unrifle your feathers, ladies). If you think this makes me weak minded, that's fine, everyone is entitled to their own opinion. I find that rather insulting myself. One could just as easily argue that those looking to live a life high from beginning to end are hiding from something, in the same way alcoholics and hard drug addicts obliterate their minds on a daily basis just to function.
Maybe a little weak minded, or maybe to much WLD X NLD that does get you more stoned then high. If I was getting stoned I might agree, but I am getting high, is that possible?
Despite many revering cannabis as a holy icon, it at its base is a drug. Those that revere it are inexplicably personally offended at the mention of any negative quality.
I have no problem seeing Cannabis for what it is, good or bad.
If it didn't make you high, this website wouldn't exist and the majority of members here would not recognize the name C. sativa from any other plant that grows in the wild. There are downsides to becoming a habitual stoner, many prefer to ignore them but like anything, not acknowledging something doesn't make it not exist. I take a more objective view of the matter. Everything green is not gold, as I've said before.
Do what you like, I do the same.
One last thing. I read. A lot. Non-contempory literature mostly (like a good douche), pulp is for the shitter at best. A good book (to me) can be read on many levels, hence why I tend to read mostly Russian authors. Anyone with a similar habit and a reasonable level of self perception will have realized the negative impact high cannabis use has on this activity. While I enjoy having a puff later in the night and contemplating what I've read, I generally don't enjoy smoking while I read (though the odd time I've caught something I may not have noticed other wise).
I have been known to read, I read rather fast with 100% comprehension and I do smoke when I read. I would say how fast but you can PM me if you really care, I do not want to appear a braggart. I do not need to feel better about my self, I am fine I think.
-SamS
Any way. I've run out of words and try to avoid book length posts. Have at it.