well jail sucked more mentally than anything, it just really fucked with my head and its even been hard adjusting to my freedom even though i was only gone for 3 weeks. probably just adjusting to living life without weed since thats all i was really looking forward to for about the past 5 years.. ive had trouble living sober and really want to smoke up but i hope counceling will help with that. i wasnt selling pills or anything, all personal, but i quit that bullshit the day i got arrested and just continued to smoke until i went to jail. im gonna miss bud so much but its only a year and who knows i might not even want to smoke when its all over and ill have a clean record and never end up in the criminal justice system again.
the only thing im wondering is that i have no prior record at all, still able to use my youthful offender status, and yet still couldnt get my A-misdamenor and violation dropped to a violation or 2 (meaning ACD and fines) and be done with it.. instead my plea bargain was either a year of drug court or 3 years of probation.. oh well i cant complain im realizing it will probably help me out anyways.. thanks for the support guys and wish me luck
the only thing im wondering is that i have no prior record at all, still able to use my youthful offender status, and yet still couldnt get my A-misdamenor and violation dropped to a violation or 2 (meaning ACD and fines) and be done with it.. instead my plea bargain was either a year of drug court or 3 years of probation.. oh well i cant complain im realizing it will probably help me out anyways.. thanks for the support guys and wish me luck