Thanks Stoner. I believe you when you say it never gets easier. The vet that put him to sleep was the senior doc at the clinic, probably ready to retire sometime soon and said the exact same thing.
As for finding peace, I'm donating some leftover chemo meds, hoping they go to a dog in need.
What have some of you guys done with your pets remains? I'm most likely going to spread his ashes, but I'm just curious what others have done.
I lost my dog this past year as well. Roxie looked real similar to your buddy. I had from a puppy to 12 years. I still miss her everyday.
One of my brothers just lost one of his dogs today and he was an 8 year old German Shepherd.