uggghhh I'll try again later.
Sorry, for not posting recently, I've been smoking 4 joints a night until I fall asleep and watching too much tv. Yeah, I'm really going to determine to be a better person going forward, my life can't continue going in this direction. So many wicked feelings lately inside and I need to let them go. I'm not doing so well financially from smoking so so so much but I'm staying alive and doing the whatever I can to stay alive. I really do appreciate my life.
Thanks for everything my family. Keep up the good work.
The Devil of the Sixth Heaven is very cunning. Don't be fooled by a sense of weakness that makes you doubt the true reality that you know is you. Expect these kinds of challenges and do your best to overcome them. It's why you are experiencing them. Everyone does. If you don't overcome them, who is there to replace you in proving the validity of the Daishonin's teachings? Didn't you make a vow to prove the validity of faith in the Gohonzon in the Latter Day of the Law? Of course you did! Doesn't the Daishonin teach us that:
The age of the Buddha is none other than today, and our present age is none other than that of the Buddha. This is what the Lotus Sutra describes as the “true aspect of all phenomena” and as “consistency from beginning to end.”
The fifth volume of Great Concentration and Insight states, “As practice progresses and understanding grows, the three obstacles and four devils emerge in confusing form, vying with one another to interfere.” It also states, “It will only be like a boar rubbing against the golden mountain; like the various rivers flowing into the sea; like logs making a fire burn more briskly; or like the wind swelling the body of the kalakula insect.” These passages mean that, if one understands and practices the Lotus Sutra just as it teaches, in accordance with the people’s capacity and at the right time, then these seven obstacles and devils will confront one. Among them, the devil king of the sixth heaven [is the most powerful. He] will possess one’s sovereign, parents, wife or children, lay supporters, or evil persons, and through them will attempt in a friendly manner to divert one from one’s practice of the Lotus Sutra, or will oppose one outright. The practice of Buddhism is always accompanied by persecutions and difficulties corresponding in severity to whichever sutra one may uphold. To practice the Lotus Sutra will provoke
particularly harsh persecutions. To practice as it teaches, and in accordance with the time and the people’s capacity, will incite truly agonizing ordeals.
The eighth volume of The Annotations on “Great Concentration and Insight” states, “So long as a person does not try to depart from the sufferings of birth and death and aspire to the Buddha vehicle, the devil will watch over him like a parent.” This passage means that, even though a person may cultivate roots of goodness, so long as he practices Nembutsu, True Word, Zen, Precepts, or any teaching other than the Lotus Sutra, he will have the devil king for a parent. The devil king will possess and cause other persons to respect him and give him alms, and people will be deluded into believing that he is a truly enlightened priest. If he is honored by the sovereign, for instance, the people are sure to offer him alms. On the other hand, a priest who incurs the enmity of the ruler and others [because of the Lotus Sutra] is surely practicing the correct teaching.
Devadatta was the foremost good friend to the Thus Come One Shakyamuni. In this age as well, it is not one’s allies but one’s powerful enemies who assist one’s progress. We find examples before our very eyes. The Hojo clan in Kamakura could not have firmly established itself as the ruler of Japan had it not been for the challenges posed by Yoshimori and the Retired Emperor of Oki. In this sense these men were the best allies the ruling clan could have. For me, Nichiren, my best allies in attaining Buddhahood are Kagenobu, the priests Ryokan, Doryu, and Doamidabutsu, and Hei no Saemon and the lord of Sagami. I am grateful when I think that without them I could not have proved myself to be the votary of the Lotus Sutra. (The Actions of the Votary of the Lotus Sutra / WND pg. 770)
Need I say more? It's the purpose of his advent--to show us what it is to live as a human being who has been able to tap into their original state of Buddhahood by devoting their life to making all others equal to themself.
Bowing in humble obeisance,
Thomas
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