VenerableHippie
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Oh well, I suppose you're right ...Hey Ven, the world can be a harsh place, but it's also full of beauty and wonderment if you can take the time to appreciate that. At least we can experience these things; pain, sadness, regret, worry, these things are all reminders that' we're alive and have feelings. They all pass with time. I think that (life's ups and downs) is beautiful regardless of how we interpret it on a daily basis. I'm sorry to hear growing has become a joyless experience, it's always been something that has brought contentment into my life, even when it feels a chore. Had to put my dog down today, which was hard, but I noticed the first thing I did when I came home was clean the grow room and finish off me c99 harvest, didn't make me feel any less sad, but it gave me a sense of contentment, which is important when you're feeling down. I also always have found the ocean to have a calming effect on my mental state, finding a remote stretch of beach to sit and contemplate existence, being at peace within nature does something positive for myself. Remember the Tao...
Keep your head up mate and we'll all get through this.
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Listen, I was feeling gloomy because I 'd been exposed to lies from someone who is a family 'friend'. Also I am ageing. In fact how to deal with ageing is the single most important question of our (Missus and I ) lives. Even the perfidy of one of our children who is married to a fukn Hansen supporter (he was a candidate around here and nearly got in) and is a local Councillor pales to insignificance when compared to how tricky getting old is.
But I was just at a town near where your Aust relatives live and (EDIT) something else the name of which I can't recall (see!!!). (EDIT)
Also I just found out that an Ethernet cable will work over 100 meters! This is a significant discovery as I will now be able to put up cameras anywhere in my garden.
That's enough now ... I can't spend all avo blathering to the likes of you lot ...
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