Mowood-
Sounds like you need some indicas. If you can get them- awesome, everything here is sativa only lately. Wish I could pick up some sleepy-time.
thought i pasted your quote.
I used to feel this way, and then I switched over to oils. After the "thrill" of oils started to wear off, I found myself barely vaping anything at all, and so I switched back to smoking again... and for the first time in like 20 years I'm barely smoking at all. It's crazy, because I didn't plan on (or expect) this at all! I just don't have the compulsion to smoke during the day anymore, and pretty much only smoke at night before bed, and sometimes during the day on the weekends. I'm getting so baked these days, it's silly.
So, maybe try switching things up by going over to oils, just so that you are changing something about your routine, and who knows, it might be the catalyst you needed.
I have plenty of indicas in my rotation, four of five patients I work with prefer heavy indicas. I don't care for them, gorilla glue#4, Death Star, purple erkle, all fine medicine for some.
I've never had access to sativas until the past couple of years.
Growing them indoors is not too easy, but the results are worth it to me.
vaping is less than satisfactory but healthier...