Anybody Else Get Lonely?

[Arthritis_sucks]

I enjoyed friends when I didnt grow or hustle but that was 92'....your story of friends just stickin around for herb was a problem i had an many others have too.

Theres just one thing......there not friends, there leeches.

 

[Miquiztli]

Bro im in the same boat, left a red state where I was banking but still not happy. Took vacations, bought properties and tried to enjoy it as much but nothing worked. I'm now in CO, don't know many people. Just get your grow game right, fix up your house to where people will not notice what you're doing, go out when you get paid and enjoy life homie.
The bills will always be there!!!!
I've gone through all my cash I had saved, had to borrow from fam, but as the harvest I will find the time to pay my shit and enjoy life.
Take some yoga classes, its good for the mind plus lots of chicks around!!!!

 

[Gry]

Lost my sweetie to the flu this past winter. The time I had with her was magical. She helped me with everything in life, not just growing. Plants and pets are what have kept me going so far. Lonely and Murphy seem to be related. Well coordinated and devastatingly effective too. I am having a hard time with about everything right now.

 

[captinahab]

I enjoyed friends when I didnt grow or hustle but that was 92'....your story of friends just stickin around for herb was a problem i had an many others have too.

Theres just one thing......there not friends, there leeches.

My buddy told me if i smoke a bowl with his wife when he is gone that i OWE him one when he gets back. If i smoke 2 he gets 2 etc. Like i should pay for the privlage to hang out with her.......... (now when shes gone and i smoke with him... thats fine i dont owe her anything. ). Basicaly pimping friendship to a female since
He knows i lonley and wanted companionship. Thats just him thou and his personality of "i helped you once so you owe me ten favors. " he will swindle anyone that lets him. Sad fn part is that ten k was more than his own old man has ever spent on him. He wil never find a frlend like me again.

Now he buys weed for him and his wife they fight over hitters cuz they cant afford much .... cuz i said neither of you get squat. Were still friends but i seem to care less and less every day about them. We were friends years before his kids were born. Now he smokes his pot and i smoke mine when we are together in the sme room

 

[Arthritis_sucks]

My buddy told me if i smoke a bowl with his wife when he is gone that i OWE him one when he gets back. If i smoke 2 he gets 2 etc. Like i should pay for the privlage to hang out with her.......... (now when shes gone and i smoke with him... thats fine i dont owe her anything. ). Basicaly pimping friendship to a female since
He knows i lonley and wanted companionship. Thats just him thou and his personality of "i helped you once so you owe me ten favors. " he will swindle anyone that lets him. Sad fn part is that ten k was more than his own old man has ever spent on him. He wil never find a frlend like me again.

Now he buys weed for him and his wife they fight over hitters cuz they cant afford much .... cuz i said neither of you get squat. Were still friends but i seem to care less and less every day about them. We were friends years before his kids were born. Now he smokes his pot and i smoke mine when we are together in the sme room

Wow, i dont know how to respond to that without insulting you.

Ya got me.....

Theres an app for that......

 

[captinahab]

Wow, i dont know how to respond to that without insulting you.

Ya got me.....

Theres an app for that......

Im her only friend. Shes a shut in. He is gone 90 percent of the day playing. Shes made advances to me before and ive turned her down every time (cuz they hate each other) but i aint no homerecker. She pays the bills and raises the kids. That herb got her off prescription pills for good so it was money well spent...... and now i feel like its time to move on. I cant do no good hanging around. They dont know it but when i move the phone numbers getting changed.

Ive tried to show them that app but they have no intrest. Insult away.. maby i need a good slap in the face... ive had nothing but good intentions but maby im in the wrong. He knows about the advances i told him.

 

[captinahab]

Lost my sweetie to the flu this past winter. The time I had with her was magical. She helped me with everything in life, not just growing. Plants and pets are what have kept me going so far. Lonely and Murphy seem to be related. Well coordinated and devastatingly effective too. I am having a hard time with about everything right now.

Now thats a real problem. Do you go to greif counciling? It helps my mom out a lot. My high school sweetheart of 6 years and live in first love left me on my proposal. Her exact words were "thank you for showing me what i dont want" and that was the last time i saw her. At the time i thought it was worse than her passing away knowing she is still here on earth and just doesnt want me..... but im sure you feel more hurt than i did loosing your best friend knowing you loved each other.

 

[Jeeyah]

Bad Habits,

Get things automated. Hire trimmers. Set up surveillance. You'll have more time.

 

[BrnCow]

Become a dog sitter...then they go home soon and you get to be nice to every one. Walk them around the block or up and down the road. Get paid a few $$ and give the neighbors a legit job to shut them up...if you catch attention, gives them a job to see you working also...lets you check out the area too...meet the customers at the front gate...got a fence?I have never figured out how to pick a suitable lady for a grower myself. Most I know of were together before they started growing...and in this state forget growing !

 

[Stoner4Life]

Anybody Else Get Lonely?



yup, D. B. Doober

yeah i'll find a hobby or something. When I get a new tablet i'll take pictures of the place, it's not bad, it's just lonely.

 

[BB420]

get a cat or dog!

 

[Arthritis_sucks]

Im her only friend. Shes a shut in. He is gone 90 percent of the day playing. Shes made advances to me before and ive turned her down every time (cuz they hate each other) but i aint no homerecker. She pays the bills and raises the kids. That herb got her off prescription pills for good so it was money well spent...... and now i feel like its time to move on. I cant do no good hanging around. They dont know it but when i move the phone numbers getting changed.

Ive tried to show them that app but they have no intrest. Insult away.. maby i need a good slap in the face... ive had nothing but good intentions but maby im in the wrong. He knows about the advances i told him.

You will enjoy this story........
Grew up with a road dog type friend, will call him eddie. Well eddie was a good friend at first for many years until his cousin talked him into ripping the plant I had growing on the side of his house an tell me he has no clue who took it. But all of the sudden hes not buying from any of the dealers for a month straight but always lit. Was told by another friend what he did since he was dumb enough to say it to him. I didnt find this out till my friends dad got ripped....my mentor. Sucked for him as it was only one plant of mine but a backyard full of his.

Time goes on an I wasn't gonna not take his money. So I kept breaking him off his grams he would buy. His fiancee moved into his moms and after a while things werent good between them. One day she said i just need to get away for a minute, she was cyring an i was trying to be a good friend to eddie an let her vent an such. Well we smoke a few, drink a few an the advances from her come on. I am talking the whole time about how it will work out, blah blah blah, but she had it planned all along to hook up an thought i was going to be cool with that. Well she passed out on my floor, woke up very late....way after he got off work. Im on my futon still in couch mode an still in clothes cause she is there. She gets up all worried an says oh shit i gotta go......

Well the next day i get a visit from the both of them screaming at me at my door about hoe i pulled my dick out an tried to get her to..........whhhaaaaaaaat!

I tried to be a shoulder to cry on an this bitch makes this story up to cover her drunk ass sayin i slipped her something. There was more to the story but ya get the point.

She got his sisters involved an they threw lit ciggarettes into my rebuild 65 mustang to try to catch it on fire.

Drama.........dude started doin coke with his cousin around the time my plant got ripped an she was doin it too; i found all this out later. Fukn cokeheads.

All around the world same song.

 

[supreme bean]

Sounds like your confusing business with pleasure.my pot use has alienated me from mainstream culture-ask yourself,what are you missing.maybe you need a lover,or just get out more.
i find it difficult/cant be arsed. to read very long posts.anyone feel that way also..

 

[captinahab]

Sounds like your confusing business with pleasure.my pot use has alienated me from mainstream culture-ask yourself,what are you missing.maybe you need a lover,or just get out more.
i find it difficult/cant be arsed. to read very long posts.anyone feel that way also..

Actually. ....This is my fav thread on icmag. People are stressed and need a place to vent. I dont mind reading any post here.

I had a friend hang himself, had a friend kill hiself with a gun, had another friend hang themself, had dozens o.d. (sometimes weekly gettin stomach pumped), 3 friends killed themselfves with coke (heart attatck), had another friend hung themselves at at a friends party durning the bash in the front yard tree. 2 died on heroine. Car wrecks, gunshot... sadly i could go on and on listing them all.

My wake up call came when a co worker said " oh you got codeine. I love codeine give me a swig" (i got it from a doctor prescription) . Turns out he was alergic to codeine and his throat colesed shut and he almost died.

That hit me hard, and i have been nothin but weed since. Ive tried every drug their is. i did it as a spiritual searching for the meaning of life... not to be a murderer.

 

[captinahab]

My life motto is weed is all you need!!!!! I dont even smoke cigs or drink anymore.

 

[jpt again]

I'd suggest get a dog or a kitty, asap! You'll understand once you cross the threshold with the little furry 4 legged friend. Try not to bite off more than you can handle. If you don't have plenty of time to walk or a yard for the dog to play in, a kitty would be easier!

Once you've bonded with your little pet; it will release feelings in you-you never expected. I've found that people that don't like pets aren't the kind of people I bond with, anyway. When I meet someone my first question is, Do you have a pet, dog or kitty.

I've found pet people to be the most amazing on the planet. It helps cut through a bunch of bull by watching them and how they handle and care for their pets. I find I get a minds eye view of their heart strings by how they handle and bond with their pets.

My postal carrier and a UPS person told me the little dogs are the ones they fear the most. They often look fuzzy and pleasant but, don't stick your hand too close to their face. Unless, it is my little dog..she'll jump in your arms.

You really need to release the soft spot inside your heart and open up to a pet, I PROMISE you, you'll never be the same. Every day that little pet will look, treat, love and respect you...just for saying its' name.

A pet will change your feelings of loneliness and rock your world!jpt

 

[gotsohigh]

roy orbison


^ yes get a dog
one i had wouldnt leave me alone ffs lol

 

[Bad Habits]

Someone asked me to update the thread

Still need to catch up on the thread, I only read the first 2 pages so far I think lol.

I've been doing good for the last couple weeks. I've undertaken a new project, building out a shed to use as a veg space, so I've been keeping very busy, like 10-13 hour days, which helps keep my mind off things. Gonna make a thread on the buildout pretty soon here if anyone's interested.

EDIT: here's the buildout thread: https://www.icmag.com/ic/showthread.php?p=6485307&posted=1#post6485307

I've also been trying to be very consistent with going to the gym minimum of 3 times a week. I feel a lot more accomplished when I keep this in my schedule.

I finally am almost done remodeling my kitchen, so after 6 months of eating out 3 times a day, I'm finally back to cooking the majority of my meals. In those 6 months I gained over 30lbs, so it's good to be back on the healthy train and I already feel myself losing weight. I feel a lot more energetic eating non-fastfood chit all day as well (obviously).

So all in all things are pretty good. The amount of work I'm doing is a bit overwhelming, but I try to not dwell on it as much like before and just take it a day at a time.

Thanks for sharing everybody

 

[resinryder]

When I get lonely I
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wv-34w8kGPM
Shhhhh

 

[stoned-trout]

aaaah fuck no.... I like the fact no one comes to visit ...I go out when I feel the need....my serious growing days aint happening but my tiny space breeding goes on...inspired by dj and others...if ya pay attention you can achieve quite a lot with very little...my gear sits in a pile whilest I play....yeeeeehaw