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John Bourne
My sincerest condolence's.
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2011 - the WORST year in MY LIFE!
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dawgsbolloxs
Member
truely sorry for you and the family KB
I guess when ones time is up and the book closes there's nothing you can do about it.
It all happens regardless of age, race, status and what not.
It just seems that rapists and child molesters are the ones who turn 80 or 90 years.
It also seems that those who haven't done a thing to anyone usually are the ones who have to go first.....
It all happens regardless of age, race, status and what not.
It just seems that rapists and child molesters are the ones who turn 80 or 90 years.
It also seems that those who haven't done a thing to anyone usually are the ones who have to go first.....
no one should live to see their son/daughter die before them. sincerely sorry for your loss, wishing all the strenght to you and your family!
Captain Ginyu
Member
Strain,
I have experienced deaths of close friends & loved ones, some of which, were very unexpected. I have also recently been financially ruined, & my life nearly destroyed by some very evil people, (I won't go further). My experience is not the same as your's, but there was a time I had to think very long & hard about if it was worth it just to continue living, (that's how bad it was for me). And when I did this, I had to be alone, and with nature. I would go to the ocean, sit & watch it for a day. I also went to a scenic forrest location, sat for a while as well.
Eventually, I returned back to the world enlightened, & realizing that life was going to continue. The sun will rise again tommorrow, find solice in that. Your life is different than mine, but not that different. Take some time off and go somewhere & reflect. I don't mean run away, (let someone in your family know).
Go & do it Strain. I think sharing your loss on the IC was good, but I think being away from your pc is better, (at least for a little while). Go out there, find some peaceful nature, breathe some of it's air & meditate/reflect for a while, okay? You will come back stronger!
I am at a loss for words. My 2 sons are my life, just hearing this news makes my eyes fill up with tears. Very Sorry, I hope you find the strength and faith to help you through this time.
Moonshine
Moonshine
I cry with you.
R
Rysam
As a father of 2 girls I cant begin to comprehend the grief of your loss. Im getting teary just thinking about it.
I dont know you, but the love is being sent your way from my entire household, you are in the thoughts and prayers of my whole family.
I dont know you, but the love is being sent your way from my entire household, you are in the thoughts and prayers of my whole family.
As a parent myself I just wanted to stop by and say I am so sorry for your lose from the bottom of my heart, a parent should never out live their children. May his soul be at total peace. Many blessings to yourself and your family.
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The f'ed up thing is I wish I could share the story with all of you but even though I do not grow (anymore) I still feel more comfortable not to have my identity revealed since "you just never know" in this country where it is legal to die from drinking and/or smoking ciggs rather than allowing people to use Pot no one ever has died from.
It pisses me off.
If I did not have to finish some business where I currently am I would return to my island in a heartbeat.
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The f'ed up thing is I wish I could share the story with all of you but even though I do not grow (anymore) I still feel more comfortable not to have my identity revealed since "you just never know" in this country where it is legal to die from drinking and/or smoking ciggs rather than allowing people to use Pot no one ever has died from.
It pisses me off.
If I did not have to finish some business where I currently am I would return to my island in a heartbeat.
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there's a spanish movie from the 80s or 70s, called 'victorino pan y vino' that is about what you are talking about, strainhunter... entertaining at least, this little kid, who is nearly a saint of sorts, dies young, because they want him up there, rather than down here... we have no control over who gets next for sure.
one love
one love
hiker
Member
Yeah, it sucks not to be able to be open with people you love or care about you because of a plant. I wish my grandmother could have known what a good gardener I have become. Hope you are hanging in there and all my positive thoughts go out to you. I know it doesn't help now, but although time does not really heal all, the passing of time does help to deal with things, just human nature. Please take care.
Yep once one's time is up it's up. Finish and over.
As I said before I don't wish death on anyone but if it HAS to happen then why not to the ones that have brought unimaginable grief to the living.
You know how they all say God is great and powerful?
Well...try explaining that to the ones who should still be walking on this earth.
Then again those gone might just be @ a better place....who knows.
it will happen to everyone, everyone who is alive now today, will be gone in 100 years or so... all dead, good people, bad people, everyone. some will go sooner, some will go later.
why? i don't know. does it hurt to loose loved ones, specially those who are younger than us and who were more righteous than us? no doubt. but it is a part of this life, it has happened to a lot of people and it will happen to a lot more people in the future as well. it is common, but regardless of how common, it is one of the hardest things we have to go through; when we are left behind here, facing all this non-sense, not easy for sure. but we must keep on going, like someone's quote says, onwards through the fog, until it is our time.
one love man
why? i don't know. does it hurt to loose loved ones, specially those who are younger than us and who were more righteous than us? no doubt. but it is a part of this life, it has happened to a lot of people and it will happen to a lot more people in the future as well. it is common, but regardless of how common, it is one of the hardest things we have to go through; when we are left behind here, facing all this non-sense, not easy for sure. but we must keep on going, like someone's quote says, onwards through the fog, until it is our time.
one love man
Stond_Face
Member
I'm so sorry. I don't know what else to say.
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Smoke Buddy
My deepest condolences Strain.
Im very sorry for your loss.
peace to you and your family.
Im very sorry for your loss.
peace to you and your family.
